SERAPHIM

Sometimes I feel like sleeping without a blanket is like being in nature, within my controlled den. If my den is to be safest and ideal, I should be just as comfy napping without a blanket too. Also it makes me feel more animalistic, like I have chosen this batch of land to rest upon. I lie down my weary head and will doze, imagining the feel of grass on my fur and the sunlight as my cover.

Wolf typing messag with pawss. More at 11

I can feel myself so bristled. Everything is on edge, and won’t calm down. My tail is a mess, wrapped half around me. I can’t lie down, I can’t be comfortable. I sit here upright, my ears pinned to my head. I just don’t want to deal with feeling like this anymore. I want to go home.

Wishing I had fleshy, skin-like bat wings, instead of feathered. Usually, vampires are associated with those, and sometimes I feel less of an 'obvious' vampire for having feathered wings. I could change my form to have those types, but it's been a habit for my form to always adopt feathered ones, and a conscious effort to change them. Still, I love to surround myself with bat-like wings, via images, emotes, and even wear items featuring bat wing items. Just to get the point across.

Have always had the most annoying tic… but something I notice is that I always shake my head and huff, like a wolf, after. It’s so silly. Sometimes it sucks, especially when it happens often in a row… but if I can humor my experience a little to feel more okay with it, then I always will. *Tail wag.

I miss my wings. I miss my wings. I miss my wings. I miss my wings. I miss my wings. I miss my wings. I miss my wings. I miss my wings. I miss my wings. I miss my wings. I miss my wings. I miss my wings. I miss my wings. I miss my wings. I miss my wings. I miss my wings.

God is a rabid beast and that God is I.