paranoia

control freakism

sense of self-worth so low that it loops back around into being totally dismissive of everyone else

a warm-hearted kind center beneath 200 protective walls of bitterness that doesn't actually make the bitterness better in any way at all even a little bit

bisexuality

crushing feelings of responsibility

zero understanding of own bodily autonomy that bleeds out and affects how they treat others

a lil petty vindictive sadism they maybe don't wanna look at too hard or acknowledge

full self-awareness of all their most negative traits without working to fix those traits at all

internalized misogyny

a mysterious undefinable hunger that cannot / should not / must not ever be sated

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if cas was tortured and brainwashed and attacked dean, beat him savagely, wrestled him to his knees, bloodied him, angel blade raised, dean wouldn’t fight back. he would gently grab his arm and say “this isn’t you. please. you’re family. I need you.”

and that would be enough to break through to him.

if dean was overcome by an ancient curse to be violent and attacked cas, beat him savagely, threw him across a room, bloodied him, pinned him to the floor, angel blade raised, cas wouldn’t fight back. would gently grab his arm and say “please stop.”