Oh, to be able to hold her love in her arms. To be able to love again without fear of someone taking her away ( for her privacy was well-respected here. ) She doubted anything on Earth could compare to this.
And she didn’t think she could ever get enough. No. There was not enough time in all the world ( in all the universe, even ) for her to truly get enough. But in all the hiding and sneaking around they had dealt with, at least in this instance they could be together without worry.
And soon, she hoped, they would never have to worry. They could sail away and perhaps never hear another word from her father. They could travel the world, and perhaps their names would go down in history ( she, of course, as the missing princess who somehow seemed to travel after death ) for all their deeds, whether good or bad.
Blythe’s repeated murmurs had Isira’s heart melting. Any worries she had ever had melted right with it. Her voice soon mixed with her pirate’s and she could only describe how she felt as complete bliss. She pulled back only a moment, wiping the tears from both their faces. “I have never seen such beauty in my life,” she whispered. “I should think nothing could match what my eyes see now.”
Every touch Isira gave to her was as though she was set aflame, soft and yielding — yielding, the greatest show of love for the otherwise immovable — breaths falling from her lips.
Reverence was, as with all things, an absolute. Reverence was, at its simplest, a sea ( were all feelings not just that, a sea; did she not see herself from every angle, in every way, as if related to the bitter but beautiful expanse of world and water? ) that engulfed. For all her life the world had believed nothing could put Captain Blythe Briarcliff — the commander, the rebel, the icarian — on her knees, not least at prayer; it was said she had embraced the pitiless life of those without faith, avoiding and embracing the gaping maw of the promise of oblivion, but such an assumption was wrong.
Yes, Blythe knew that oblivion rested beyond the horizon, knew its presence, the insatiable and great devourer. And yes, she feared it not, simply faced toward it with her chin tilted upwards in challenge: take me if you can, and if you dare to.
( Her new beliefs — that oblivion was there, that there was no shining God awaiting nor red-glowing Lucifer to drag you by your heels down to hell, and that even that oblivion could not handle her — were educated ones, perhaps, having stepped into that liminal space of the human soul between death and undeath: she had tilted back & forth over the edge of that void, an experience that provided the most brilliant of adrenaline-bursts, once the decision was made to expel her back into the realm of the living. )
However, the captain knew what it was to be on her knees. Never in surrender — she would sooner meet her death with pride than shed it — but in that same manner: of reverence, offering herself wholly and completely. The captain had faith, too, though it was oft-forgotten because it was not placed in the God of most men. The faith and reverence of Blythe Briarcliff was devoted to Princess Isira of Elesea, and for reasons — a brand of prayer the world in all its ignorance decried as sin ( how could love, the purest emotion; and in the case of the pirate, the sole purity left, be a sin ) — she had many times gotten, and would gladly still get, on her knees.
Love, in its truest form, was mutual worship: it was all about finding your altar. Some never found it, and some tried many before they found what was right, and some — whether by choice or by no fault of their own — lost theirs, and existed thereafter in constant hope until at last it was found again and the world slotted into place. Into euphoric, non-mimicable, perfection.
It was not a matter of whether there was enough time in the world or in the universe. Time was abstract, dictated only by the men who deigned to track it, and yet it was always there in the goings of the sun as it sets in the west and rises in the east. Not containable: a wider catchment area ( a country, as opposed to a city; a world, as opposed to a country ) could not help you, as time was not cumulative in such a manner. Regardless of how broadly you cast your net, the matter always boiled down to the same: it was not whether the world had enough time, but whether you did.
“Then, my love,” Blythe’s hand lightly caressed over her princess’ cheek, lips grazing together. In that gentleness, there was no lesser desperation, and an abundance more of meaning from one who was gentle so rarely. “If you believe that, it is clear to me that you have never seen yourself as I see you, as the world can have no greater treasure — not in an eternity of searching — to behold.”
No more running, the opinions of those who did not matter silenced, carved into history: they came from dust, and to dust it was known they would one day return if Blythe could not defy even that, but if the tales of their deeds and their lives — and their most ardent of love — were passed along like whispered legend, did they ever truly die?