GLOOMY BAE

Sometime after you and Iso had hooked up again, you had thoughts rushing through your mind in the past couple of days that you just couldn't deny for much longer. Part of you felt some shame for it, but then again, you know it wasn't totally wrong either. You and Gekko were still on break, and yet you longed for him still. But you couldn't quite remove Iso from the picture either; he was different, but in a good way.

It was like sunshine and moonlight, you wanted both, and you craved both. But you didn't think you could have both. It had been strutting in your mind for a little while, even talking to Dr Steven about it. Of course, being the psychiatrist he is, he had only reassurance to offer, saying some people just tend to catch feelings for multiple people at once, and polyamory existed for a reason. But maybe it was the way you were raised, the way that you had always only been around people who had only one partner.

It was waiting on you a little bit; the past couple of days feeling a little more anxious than usual. Perhaps avoiding the boys a little bit, like not wanting to face the music just yet. But then again... You knew the longer you put it off, the worse it would get. And they wouldn't be able to wait forever either, feeling like you had a timer to do this, and it was either you told them or dealt with the fact that you took no accountability at all and missed your chance.

So, on a day that you were not scheduled to work, you chose your office to play a neutral ground for the conversation you needed to have with the two. You had sent them both a message separately to meet you at your office at the same time, feeling like it would be a lot easier to explain to the two at the same time rather than just one at a time. You also wanted to do the conversation in your office for another reason, the fact that the walls were rather thin when it came to the living quarters. You didn't want anyone snooping in that business, especially if things took a wrong turn.

You were sitting at your desk, tapping your finger nervously on the wooden surface, already cleaned it multiple times like a damn maniac as you waited. When the clock struck 11:00 a.m., the time you had given the two of them, you did hear a knock right on time, and it sounded rather hesitant. You sprang up from your office chair, making your way straight towards the door and flinging it open.

The two men were standing there with a bit of a confused look on their faces, even more confused when they saw the nervous look on your face as well. "Please come in, both of you." You kept your voice calm, trying to take a deep breath to keep somewhat of a composure for the next moments that would follow. The two of them entered, just standing near your desk since there was only one chair. You felt a little awkward being the only one who would sit down, so you just stood behind your desk instead. You didn't know if your nerves would allow you to stay seated.

"Why do you want both of us here at the same time?" Gekko was the first one to break the silence, looking a little bit awkward, which was not helping your nerves at all. You let out a small nervous chuckle by accident before clearing your throat. Iso gave you a bit of a skeptical look as well, and the best you could do was look down at your feet. "Well, I realized I put myself in a bit of a situation. And I need to talk to the two of you at the same time about it."

Your choice of words definitely didn't help the tension in the room; the two guys were shifting either from awkwardness or tension, you really couldn't tell right now. Your mind was rushing despite trying to keep your stress under control. But the two of them kept quiet, like waiting for you to continue. You cleared your throat again, a bit of a nervous habit at this point. "So... I came to realize recently that.. I uh... Might be polyamorous. And I kind of fucked up because I just realized that as I kind of... Well... You know..."

You could barely even finish that sentence, just gesturing at the two guys without even being able to look at them. It was a stark contrast from your usual demeanour, somebody who always had either a witty retort up their sleeve or just knew what to say, generally speaking. Right now, you were a bit of a nervous wreck, no plan, no guide to follow, just kind of throwing yourself in there and hoping for the best. It was definitely an odd sight, and you were a little uncomfortable as well, being in such a position.

Iso sighed first. You couldn't tell if it was the awkward atmosphere that got to him first or if he simply felt like he should be the one to break the silence. "You caught feelings for both of us. Is that what you're trying to say?" He asked it rather bluntly, and the best you could do was nod in the moment, still unable to look at either of them. You could hear them shifting around once again; one of them was definitely running a hand through their hair.

Gekko spoke up next. "So like... You're not choosing. You want both?" You cleared your throat again and this time tried to give a verbal answer that wouldn't sound like a nervous stammer. "Yeah... I don't want to force you guys into anything either, like I said, I know I fucked up." The two of them took a little moment of silence before Gekko chose to speak up again. "I mean... If you only discovered that recently, you didn't necessarily fuck up per se... Just kind of... Got yourself in an inconvenient situation." He said it with a bit of a chuckle, trying to break the tension in the room a little bit.

Iso followed suit, speaking rather bluntly. "Can't really blame you for that. Not the most convenient wake-up call, but then again... Not sure all of them are convenient." He mumbled out the last part before clearing his throat as well. You finally lifted your head to face them, take in their expressions, and hopefully read the room a little better, to see if this was going to be a bad conversation or not. You looked at the two of them. Gekko had a small smile, like he was really trying to keep the tension down and keep the conversation constructive and positive; Iso had the same unfazed look on his face, but a bit of a confused look in his eyes. Neither of them looked disgusted, just trying to understand what was going on.

You finally sat yourself down, not sure if your legs were going to buckle under you or not. Your chair rolled back just slightly, and you had to pull yourself back towards your desk, and then rested your hands on your lap as your fingers tapped on your knees. "So yeah... And I don't really know what to do in this situation because... Obviously, I don't want to just dump this on you guys and then force it. But I sincerely can't choose, I really do have feelings for both of you." You said with a small sigh, and then took a deep breath to try to keep the nervousness down.

The two of them looked at each other and then looked back at you briefly. For just a moment, it looked like the two had some sort of mutual understanding, and you also just noticed they didn't seem to be against each other the same way they were before Iso had left protocol. Back when he left, when shit hit the fan, those two were at each other's throats. Now they look like they actually tolerated each other. Gekko spoke up first. "Well... Me and Iso have been trying to get along since he came back, you know, trying to get stuff started on the right foot this time." Gekko hummed, and Iso nodded.

"And, you were right, Chica. He's not a bad guy at all." You felt like he was getting off of subjects a little bit, but you gave him a nod and a small smile, still happy to hear at least those two are now getting along and not at risk of starting a new fight. Iso hummed. "And we hooked up." You choked on air for just a moment, blinking before looking between the two of them, completely caught off guard at what had just been said. "What?" The question fell out of your lips faster than your brain had even registered what had just been dropped on you.

Gekko's face heated up, and he proceeded the face palm at the blunt directness Iso seemed to have. "Iso, man, you need to learn how to bring things in a little easier. That was... Like... Dropping a break on her head." He mumbled it out, shaking his head a little bit at the lack of tact Iso had. Iso shrugged, looking a little unfazed. "Well, you were taking your sweet time saying it." You looked between the two, still processing the previous information like an old Windows XP still buffering to open Internet Explorer. The two started arguing very lightly about how the news should have been delivered, while you just stared at them with a blank and shocked expression. It took you a few minutes before finally catching up to what was going on, blinking a few times and shaking your head.

"Okay, okay, pause." You lifted your hands, looking between the two. "So. Just to make sure I'm on the same page." You said, clearing your throat after. "I hooked up with both of you. And you hooked up in between each other." You were pointing around like that would make a difference to try to understand things. Iso gave you a nod, and Gekko looked sheepish, rubbing the back of his neck as he also gave a nod. "Okay." You slowly nodded and then put your hands on the desk, taking a deep breath and letting your brain process the clear answer once more.

The two stayed quiet for a second before you finally lifted your head again. "So... Like... Now what?" This time, all three of you kind of looked confused, not too sure what the best answer would be in the moment. You had already openly told them you had feelings for the two of them, and you came to discover that those two had already hooked up anyway. But the real question was, would those two even be open for a three-person relationship?

Iso hummed, speaking up first once again. "I would be fine with it. The two of you." He said, not an ounce of hesitation as he spoke. Gekko seemed to take that answer as something a little more encouraging, speaking up as well. "Yeah. I mean, we could try it. And if it doesn't work out, we'll figure things out by then." He was always the more easy-going one, going with the flow and seeing where it goes. You gave another small nod, a smile creeping up even if you were a little baffled by the situation still. "So... We're all on the same page? Like all three of us are together -?" You uttered the words, still a little nervous about that last answer.

But the two nodded, Gekko giving a wide goofy grin and Iso having just a small smile. You let out a sigh of relief, feeling a weight being lifted off your shoulders. That had been on your mind for so long, practically dragging like a weight on a chain. The two stopped closer, one on either side of you, arms going around your shoulders and waist. "Aye, we gotchu," Gekko said in a light tone, his arm around your shoulders, pressing a small peck to your temple. Iso's arm was around your waist, silent but making sure to support you in case the stress had taken too much of a toll on you again. It wasn't the outcome you expected, but it definitely was the best of all worlds for what you could have imagined.

-

The only part you didn't think through of this whole three-person relationship was sleeping together. Not as in sharing a bed with three people, as in you have two guys who want you at the same time. Quite literally, at the same time. You had gathered in your living quarters, just having a cozy evening in, watching movies on the couch, cuddled up together under a blanket.

You were leaning on Iso's chest, your back to him, and Gekko was lying on top of you, his face practically in your breasts, head turned towards the TV. Iso had decided to press some teasing kisses down your neck, and the arm that was around you and Gekko had slipped down, first brushing against your breast, then to Gekko's hair. He made you squirm a little bit, but of course, being stuck in between two men, even minimal squirming would mean having blood rush down.

The movie got long forgotten, soon the two men had their mouths on your neck, one on each side, respectively, leaving their marks as they went. You didn't realize how much trouble it would be for you when they started. They shifted slightly, Gekko lifting himself off of you two to allow some maneuver space, Iso working on slipping off your shirt as Gekko had his hands on the hem of your pants already. You were practically undressed within seconds, faster than you could have ever expected in general. Iso's hands went to your breasts, and Gekko almost looked too mischievous in front of you.

Gekko only got up to leave briefly; you already knew what he was going to get. You just didn't expect him to come back with the entire box. Your eyes widened for just a second, assuming he was just a little too lazy to pick two up. But when you caught his look again, turning your head to see Iso's look, something told you that you were in for it for a while that night.

You got readjusted on Iso's lap; his hands had moved down to hold you up by the thighs, holding you just slightly over his lap. Gekko moved, discarding the box of condoms beside the couch, but with easy access, reaching down towards Iso's pants to free him of them. You didn't realize the two were quite literally going to work synchronized together. "Did you guys plan this or like-" you finally mumbled out, eyes widening just slightly. "Maybe we talked about it once," Gekko said teasingly, his hand reaching to stroke Iso's cock under you. Iso let out a low moan right in your ear before he spoke in a low voice. "Multiple times. Now be a good girl and try to be quiet."

Your face flushed, and Gekko chuckled out. He reached into the box of condoms and slid one on Iso, then using his fingers to tease your entrance. You let out a low whimper, knowing that keeping quiet would be very hard if the two were going to quite literally tag team you. But Iso readjusted himself a little bit, in a way so that he didn't necessarily need to hold you up anymore, freeing up one of his hands to go up to your mouth, like he already knew that trusting you to keeping quiet was a bad idea.

Gekko's fingers didn't enter you, just moving around as if to make sure you were wet enough. He guided Iso's cock to your entrance, smirking up to you. Iso freed up his second hand from under your thigh, Gekko taking over on pushing your legs back a bit to allow Iso some space to thrust still. You felt Iso thrust in, his hand muffling any noises you made while Gekko lowered himself between your legs.

Gekko's tongue dragged on your folds and clit, and occasionally on Iso's cock, busying his mouth quickly with the two of you. He would almost purposely flick his tongue on your clit repeatedly while your legs shook hard. Your every noise was muffled into Iso's hand while he fucked you, his mouth near your ear as you heard every low moan and grunt on his end. "You like having the two of us on you at the same time, don't you?" He rasped out, already feeling you tightening around him. Your whole body was shaking a bit, partially restrained by how they were holding you, but still visible from the stimulation they had done in so little time.

Iso pulled out, Gekko's mouth giving you a brief break before he put his lips around Iso's cock, and you could hear the low moans between the two. You were left whimpering again, edged with no release, still held in position and feeling desperate. After a few seconds of leaving you hanging desperately, Iso let put a low hum in your ear; "Since Matteo was so nice to use his mouth, maybe you should repay the favour, hm?"

You were pushed forward, more in a near doggy position, as Gekko got on the couch, kneeled in front of you, his member already freed as well. Iso was waiting; waiting for your mouth to be around Gekko before doing anything, like he needed to be sure your noises would be muffled. You opened your mouth, Gekko not wasting time to thrust inside your warm mouth, almost immediately taking Advantage of your throat. Iso lined up again behind you, thrusting inside you as well.

Any noises you wanted to make were immediately muffled, quite literally dying in your throat as Gekko's cock slid against your tongue. He would only pull out enough for you to catch air, but not enough for you to have time to let out a peep. Iso had a pretty decent pace, but he was holding back, not wanting to end the fun when it had just started.

However, when it came to you, they made you come like that first, tightening around Iso, nearly joking on Gekko, one hand grabbing onto the couch cushion and the other onto Gekko's thigh roughly. You couldn't quite see what was going on, but the two men seemed to have a look of agreement before both of them pulled out, leaving you gasping for air and having your legs shaking. They moved, consequently moving you as well.

You were placed lying on your back, Gekko spreading your legs again as he got on top of you. He leaned down, lips crashing onto yours in a messy but familiar way. They barely even gave you any time to wind down a little bit. Gekko thrusting inside of you while you were still tight, making you gasp and moan loudly, all muffled by his mouth. Iso got behind Gekko, and you understood what was happening when even Gekko was practically using you to muffle his noises as well.

Iso was the one guiding the movements, one of his hands on Gekko's hips while the other reached down to grab at your breasts. Iso was starting to get a little breathless, but not letting up. "Hah... Both of you are under me now~" he said in a low moan, somehow able to manage his own volume better than you and Gekko. But at the same time, you and Gekko were slowly turning into a hot mess, you were getting overstimulated in a way your brain could barely register, just taking the feeling in and making your lower stomach coil up again with how sensitive it was, And Gekko, having Iso inside him while inside you, especially after you had came once already, was driving him insane in the best way.

The moans only became louder when Iso did sharp thrusts, both Gekko and you on the receiving ends of them, driving you both over the edge, a second time for you. Your back arched deeply this time, hands reaching up and scratching up Gekko's back. Consequently, your moans had turned quiet, just gasps of air while your body acted on its own. Iso slowed down, low moans leaving him as well, while he leaned down, head near Gekko's shoulder, biting it.

It took all three of you a small moment to wind down, and a lot of groans and whimpers came from your end and Gekko's as well. The only one that came out relatively intact was Iso, suddenly looking a little sheepish at the mess, how you and Gekko had a mix of bite marks, hickeys and scratches while he was pretty much clean. He just immediately took it upon himself to do the aftercare. Picking up any used condom without a word, and then quickly going to get warm washcloths and water bottles for the two of you.

Both you and Gekko ended up sore, a little shaky from the aftermath, lay together on the couch, while Iso made tea, got pain killers- essentially doing the works. You and Gekko slowly got your mind back together, where you were mostly tired out, cuddled up to him because he was warm, and your muscles were sore, and he was giving a pouty look to Iso. Iso just smirked, knowing exactly what the hell he did and looking damn proud about it. Even if it meant dealing with both of your complaints the next morning.

-

However, the next day, you got called into Brimstone's office in the afternoon. It wasn't really the best timing, considering that you were limping just slightly, muscles still cramped from the evening before, and you had to wear a turtleneck to try to cover any of the marks that were left behind. You made yourself look as decent as possible and just hoped you could try walking in a way that didn't make it look obvious that you were limping.

You went to the office and carefully took a seat in front of Brimstone, clearing your throat slightly. "So... Why was I called in?" You asked calmly, just raising an eyebrow at him. Afterwards, you also noticed that Tejo was sitting on the couch in Brimstone's office, lounging lazily on his phone. Brimstone's office had a couch and a small fridge to the side, along with a table that had a coffee machine and a tea brewer. He did spend a lot of time in his office after all, so he made it at least a little accommodating to himself.

Brimstone cleared his throat, looking a little uncomfortable for a moment. He looks like he was looking for the right words to say before Tejo just glanced over with an unfazed expression, giving Brimstone a second before letting out a sigh and speaking up instead. "Senior here has heard suspicious activity coming from your living quarters last night," Tejo said, and then a small smirk just slightly formed after saying it.

You choked on your air, Brimstone grumbled out since Tejo intervened even if Brim had told him not to previously. Your face had turned completely red within seconds, while the other two men just stared for a moment. Brimstone just looked completely discouraged. Tejo started chuckling like an idiot on the couch, trying his best to muffle it at first, a hand over his mouth, before it moved through his hair, and he just completely lost it.

You didn't dare say a damn word, your face just red, and then looking towards the door like some puppy that got caught doing something bad and wanting an escape route. Brimstone sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose as one was laughing like a hyena and the other was trying to escape. "You know what? Forget it. I'm just going to go and finally invest in better soundproofing for the living quarters. I think one time is enough to know we're going to need that." He mumbled out, shaking his head like he was absolutely tired and fed up with the situation.

You only gave him a curt nod, not really able to speak at the moment, with the embarrassment that had flooded over. Tejo was still laughing his head off, and Brimstone sighed once more in discouragement. But then pushed through with the question he had. "So... Was that just a one-time thing or will it be recurring?" He seemed very uncomfortable asking, and you were much more uncomfortable answering. "We're in a poly relationship... So uh... Recurring?" Tejo just wheezed as your face burned bright red again.