journey to skinny

14/05/2020

I miss my beagle so fcking much!

I am so stressed right now, and the only one I need is my dog...

I haven’t seen him in weeks!

I’ve lost my motivation, my positivity and my hard work. Just wanna lie in bed all day and do nothing.

13/05/2020

can we cancel the virus?

it is so hard to be always positive when everything is falling down.

right now I am reading a book that should teach me how to deal with my problems, but it really doesn’t :(

I have too much free time!

I need badly to focus on smth because I’m losing my mind over the most insignificant things!

12/05/2020

today was all about learning. 6 hours of courses. i am exhausted.

nevertheless all day I was so positive and full of energy. loved it!

I think morning meditation and stretches are working.

11/05/2020

distance sucks!

I hate being in a long-distance relationship. I never saw it coming.

it is so hard. my trust issues and my insecurities pop up like crazy and there is nothing I can do to stop my overthinking.

I just pray and hope that this test is going to bring us back together and stronger than ever!