marie

mercury is retrograding through an angular house of mine and my chart ruler is currently in a mercurial sign its like the universe keeps tying my shoes together

had to post my bereal twice because it got corrupted the first time

the data set i needed to annotate got corrupted and im having delays with deadlines

couldn't find my library card, couldnt find my library login to get a book i needed for my essay

needed a book from the library, missed a tram, ran to get there before closing, couldnt log into my account to show which book i need to get from the storage

forgot my charger at home had to walk back, wanted to avoid construction site by my apartment building so i accidentally walked a really long street that was way longer than i remembered

everybody except for one person cancelled on the picnic i threw

the cafe i wanted to go to opened an hour later than usual so we had to wait in the rain

the cafe we wanted to go to instead closed way earlier than usual

i tried to come up with a different makeup look but nothing looked right so i ended up repeating one ive done before (1h mercury retrograde moment)

i have an urge to text an old friend because now i understand certain things and she deserves an apology (even though i deserve one even more)

my friend got a text from a scorpio ex

i wanted to buy my favorite oat milk on sale but it turned out it was mislabeled and cost full price so i had to return it. even though ive been dying to get it. the price is not acceptable (peak taurus mercury moment)

had to call my doctor twice before she picked up

spent two hours trying to find accommodation on my upcoming solo trip (i would cancel it but ive already got concert tickets)

literally it was so hard like i had to do it several times

mercury is retrograding through an angular house of mine and my chart ruler is currently in a mercurial sign its like the universe keeps tying my shoes together

had to post my bereal twice because it got corrupted the first time

the data set i needed to annotate got corrupted and im having delays with deadlines

couldn't find my library card, couldnt find my library login to get a book i needed for my essay

needed a book from the library, missed a tram, ran to get there before closing, couldnt log into my account to show which book i need to get from the storage

forgot my charger at home had to walk back, wanted to avoid construction site by my apartment building so i accidentally walked a really long street that was way longer than i remembered

everybody except for one person cancelled on the picnic i threw

the cafe i wanted to go to opened an hour later than usual so we had to wait in the rain

the cafe we wanted to go to instead closed way earlier than usual

i tried to come up with a different makeup look but nothing looked right so i ended up repeating one ive done before (1h mercury retrograde moment)

i have an urge to text an old friend because now i understand certain things and she deserves an apology (even though i deserve one even more)

my friend got a text from a scorpio ex

i wanted to buy my favorite oat milk on sale but it turned out it was mislabeled and cost full price so i had to return it. even though ive been dying to get it. the price is not acceptable (peak taurus mercury moment)

had to call my doctor twice before she picked up

spent two hours trying to find accommodation on my upcoming solo trip (i would cancel it but ive already got concert tickets)

literally it was so hard like i had to do it several times

but the taurus/scorpio eclipses were all in my whole sign 1h/7h.

roughly around a new moon in scorpio eclipse i met this one person whom i formed a toxic attachment to. they were a 12h stellium and had their venus conjunct my 12h mars. it was all very 12 housy and i felt like i was losing my mind. the triggers of my 12h mars meant sparks flying but also my paranoid self-saboteur was very much present. a lot of from my past bubbled up and needed a release. i meant i was changing rapidly (and as a taurus rising i hated that and went against it just to be dragged even harder). i did not recognise myself. all of my principles were crumbling and all that for the stretch of time i tried to make it work with this person. but i had to let go of them and focus on myself. the universe was kicking my ass untill i started putting myself first. i nearly killed myself over it. rather than to prioritize myself.

eversince i started putting myself first i am the happiest ive ever been. i am however worried for the last umhph i am going to get from the last two eclipses. the situation with person has never been resolved.

they are a cancer rising so this whole time they had pluto angular in their 7h. and the venus retrograde through capricorn was important time for our weird obsessive friendship with benefits. when they went back to the person they wanted a serious relationship with and wouldnt tell me. i personally felt like my chart ruler retrograde was a kick in my stomach.

i am curious how is it going to go with pluto being angular for me. by sign squaring the luminaries. id like to think that the power dynamics mind be flipped even though it is retrograde.

eversince we are no contact people have told me i am glowing. i have been experience major glow up especially with venus in taurus transiting my 1h.

but the way i value myself shows and people think it is attractive

that brings me to the aries/libra 12h/6h

it is going to be conjunct my 12h mars who i hold accountable for my mental uneasy especially as it is the ruler of my 7h.

and jupiter copresent myself and other astrologers think it is a great time to go to therapy.