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the main topic for HALF of their ads is "this will make you less lonely"

i used ai for about 2-3 years of my life and i am here to tell you it will make your life worse

any time you could spend potentially making friends will be filled in by that and having real human peers is way more fulfilling

services like character.ai are DESIGNED to be hooking, and having what is functionally a sycophant at your beck and call isn't healthy. especially since this sycophant has no capability to feel or care about you

i have been lonely before and i get it i absolutely do that shit sucks so bad but FOR THE LOVE OF GOD don't turn to ai you will feel WORSE

why are we excusing horrible treatment because he has trauma like okay??? that’s sad but you are not his therapist or his mom. why are we laughing at misogynistic jokes just to be liked. why are we letting them comment on our bodies to our faces. why are we shrinking ourselves to seem cool and low maintenance.

and then somehow i’m the “man-hating lesbian misandrist friend” because i point out when something is objectively wrong??? it’s not about them being men. if it was a woman doing the same thing i’d say the same shit.

you’re smart. you’re funny. you’re gorgeous. you do not need to beg for crumbs of affection. stop auditioning for love from people who haven’t even learned how to respect you.

you were born with you and you die with you at least choose yourself in between.

Last Song~ If I Had a Hammer by Peter Paul and Mary. Been listening them today in honor of Peter Yarrow who passed away yesterday at the age of 86.

Favorite color ~ Navy blue or Forest green

Last Book~ The Secret History of Bigfoot by John O'Connor

Last movie~ The Six Triple Eight

Last TV show~ an episode of Scooby Doo- Mystery Incorporated lol

Sweet/spicy/savory ~ savory

Last thing I searched for online ~stats on Boston Fleet's Emma Söderberg

Current obsession ~ I don't think I'm really obsessed with anything right now! If I had to say it would be PWHL Hockey

Looking forward to ~ my knee being fully healed so I can get back to visiting my furry buddies, Ireland trip with my sister in May

Last song - mm, let me see "Saddest Smile" by Lebanon Hannover

Favourite Colour - Midnight blue

Last book - I we're talking Romance Novels then "The Bell Jar" by Sylvia Plath. If we're talking studious books "Unmasking Autism" by Devon Price.

Last movie - Wicked ( I'm kinda pissed over it, but I'll let it simmer with the rest of my anger)

Last TV show - The Haunting of Bly Manor (I feel robbed because I cried and that should not happen when you're watching horror)

Sweet/spicy/savoury - savoury and spicy

Last thing I searched online - Edinburgh (I like to look at the city pictures, I wanna live there sometime)

Current Obsession- I wouldn't say current because it's connected to my Special Interest, therefore it's an all time thing, but AgathaRio and Jemily fanfics (yes, fanfics are my special interest)

Looking forward to - Finding a good job that allows me to save up for an overseas trip

Last song - Water of Love by Dire Straits

Favourite colour - dark green and dark teal

Last book - I can't remember the last time I read a book. It was most likely a thriller/murder mystery book. Nowadays I only read books for work or school

Last movie - A Cure For Wellness

Last TV show - The Great Escapist

Sweet/spicy/savoury- yes.. I need a balance of all three I would be very angry if I had to give any one of them up

Last thing I searched online - the names of skull sutures while studying for an exam

Current Obsession- I am to exhausted both physically and mentally atm to have any obsessions

Looking forward to - at least 2 weeks off of school where I don't have to even think about any school work or interact with people so I can finally attempt to "regulate" my nervous system and actually rest. Something not in the immediate future would be getting formally diagnosed with Autism

Last Song: An Unhealthy Obsession

Favorite Color: I hate this question bc I can't pick. Dark colors generally, if I HAD to pick it's usually black and red but atm I'm in a bit of a green phase.

Last Book: The Panopticon by Jenni Fagan

Last Movie: its been a while since I watched one.... I plan to watch The Portrait of Dorian Grey today though so Imma just say that

Last Tv Show: I haven't watched tv in a while either.... can I just say The Magnus Archives? its not a tv show but its the closest I got for you I'm afraid.

Sweet/spicy/savory: I don't love sweet, but no preference between spicy/savory

Last thing I searched: It Took Me By Surprise lyrics

Current Obsession: The Magnus Archives

Looking forward to: hmmmmmmmm... the next tmagp episode. also seeing my friends who left for uni. and also literally anything that's going to happen in my tma rp

gonna tag...

@augustfuckinggay @liminal---nightmare-aliza @imogen-eye(ooc) @destructo-range @frogus @gay-little-isopod @helpimanidiot @iced-tea-and-horror-stories @notsoscarystudios

I keep seeing last few of you in my notes, so I figured why not :3

last song: gorehound - Harley Poe

Colour: black and green and gold

book: the shards - Bret Easton Ellis (ofc)

last movie: to catch a killer

tv show: severance lol

sweet/spicy/savoury: yes

searched: Canadian propaganda posters

current obsession: HORROR AS ALWAYS BABYYYY

looking forward to: university mini courses!!

last song: Kiss me, Son of God - They Might be Giants

Colour: Pink and red

Book: The House in The Cerulean Sea - TJ Klune

Last movie: Top Gun

TV Show: Conversations with a killer; the john wayn gacy tapes

sweet/spicy/savoury: savoury

searched: Lyrics to Harley Poe’s ‘The incredible’

current obsession: Cookie Run Kingdom

looking forward too: my youth club tmr!!

last song : foundations of decay - mcr

color - dark purple

last book- working on frankenstein, just finished the hot zone

last movie : ??? i think wicked

tv show : arcane

sweet/spicy/savory : sweet !!

last searched : snake pelvis ???

current obsession : MY OCS !!

looking forward to : uhhh no school on friday !!!

no pressure tags @bleper @chill-bert @magiowlio @apho-sappho @stqrmyskies

last song: gallowdance - lebanon hangover

color: black/oxblood red

last book: witches (the complete collection)

last movie: dunno

tv show: arcane or tlou 2

sweet/spicy/savory: spicy

last searched: "how fast does it take for cyanide to kill you" (for play writing purposes)

current obsession: duochrome eyeshadows

looking forward to: hanging w the gf (and possibly owen) this weekend!

Hands Off protests around the country.

As Zinn and System Of A Down said, "There is no flag large enough to hide the shame of a man in cuffs." But used well in protest it should remind those bastards in power (and enabling them) that this country is more than just a cashbox for them to drain at their leisure.

100,000+ people in NYC for Hands Off.

And a tad less than that in Indianapolis, when, to be fair, half the state is goddamn flooded.

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🕯️🕯️ may all 🕯️🕯️

🕯️🕯️corrupt politicians🕯️🕯️

🕯️🕯️ meet their fate 🕯️🕯️

🕯️🕯️ ‧͙☆༓happy ides༓☆‧͙🕯️🕯️

🕯️🕯️ to all 🕯️🕯️

"all girls are bad at math" <- not okay to say, because it is a gross generalization*

"all women are bad at driving" <- not okay to say, because it is a gross generalization*