per aspera ad astra

first and foremost, i hate doing these. i hate leaving people out. but also, i just really wanna throw some appreciation to all of you.

 @scartissueex IT’S BEEN THREE MONTHS, TREVOR. (P.S. I know it’s Trent, but Trevor sounded cooler in this rant. come at me bro) COME BACK TO US. Thank you. From all of us at tumblr. Also like thank you for making me love sterek again??? I appreciate it. And I hope you’re doing really good, bud.

I CAN’T TAG @wildtm but also i miss Maddie’s Malia so much that i cry myself to sleep. But that’s also because I miss roleplaying against Malia’s in general. I’m deprived.

@themusechronicles I love all of your children and I will eventually roleplay with ALL OF YOUR CHILDREN. Including the fandoms I don’t know. Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk.

@willsavethem  I want to love on your Scott forever. Thanks. THANKS.

@scarfwere I feel fake. I haven’t followed you on here. But I still follow your old blog so I’m like… half fake?? I adore you so much. Thanks.

@angerbuilt THANK YOU FOR BEING ON MY DASH.

@queencfwolves let me love you, please?

@lydiamartinx thank you for being one of my favorite lydias. i appreciate you. so much. also i love your main blogs url. i cry a little inside every second i see it. i’m sorry i don’t answer your memes. i’m trash and i enjoy seeing things in my inbox. i will eventually get to them because i love your lydia sm. <3<3

@bringitcn THANK YOU FOR BEING ON MY DASH. ThANK YOU for offering me seth/stiles friendship AND THEN REVOKING IT. Same with Stiles/Cody. Really, man, I appreciate the take backsies.

@screamsfate / @bansheeintuition even though i don’t follow you since i moved blogs (it’s because i’m stupid and don’t always make smart choices).. you were the FIRST lydia i roleplayed with. you made me fall in love with her character all over again. you made my take on stiles fall in love with her all over again. you’re a goddess and i would eventually love to roleplay with you again if i ever get my head out of my ass and decide to make smart choices again. your lydia is so spot on to how i view her and how i wish she would have been in the mess of a show. thank you so much for continuing to roleplay an amazing character and one deserving of so much. <3

@lightcreators i don’t think my dumb ass self has roleplayed with you. but you send me memes and i appreciate it so much. i’ve been loving all of your characters from afar. and i just one hundred percent appreciate you.

@gilaelin i don’t remember your other blog but i love and appreciate you so much. thank you for bringing sydney into my life. 

@kanima-claws let me love you, you coward.

@mieczlw i love on you from afar. that’s it. 

                                                               DUM  SPIRO  ,   SPERO.                                                               while  i  breathe  ,  i  hope.

some of you have known me since 2012 and others followed me from my oc blogs. regardless, i just wanted to take a moment to say thank you to everyone before i, as always, go to spend new year’s eve at my aunt’s.

i love you all and i hope that 2020 will be kind to you all and bring you whatever you need! <3

ps: some people know me from my other blogs / know me by another alias (which tbh i haven’t used in ages because #lazy) but if you’re following me on daayaan, urmilanidra, doublebcss, thelogicaltwin / padmatical, mermaidchosen, pirateheir, lightsped or any of my other blogs and you’re thinking “who the heck is this?”: it’s me coming to you live from my current main blog!

pps: if i miss anyone, my sincerest apologies.

ppps: if you want to be taken off the list because it clogs your mentions, please let me know.

“He always looked to the future. It was bright and glimmering from a distance and called out to him with sugar-dipped promises; but he might have seen the future for the liar it was, if only he paid more attention to what was just under his nose.”

YOU READ THAT RIGHT!!!

somehow, i’ve managed to hang onto this blog for 2 years to the date! and i couldn’t be more thankful for it. 2 years, over 750 followers, and 6,800 posts later.

to all the people i’ve met and come to know, to everyone that i’ve formed friendships with and lifelong bonds, i’m genuinely thankful to know such incredible, talented, and wonderful human beings. i’m blessed! so i wanted to give a little (alphabetical) shout out to all the people who’ve made this possible, and who’ve made being apart of this fandom, and others, so damn special.

you’re all fucking talented and amazing, so i want you to know i’m giving you a round of applause from over here!!!

TO THOSE WHO HAVE MY HEART @anticheryl​ // @chaosblossomed​ // @yourpaljughead

TO THOSE WHO LEAVE ME IN AWE @b3ttyc00p3r // @dangeress // @devilgrinncd // @evcryhcrd // @goodnessfilled // @heavenlysigh // @slayvicr // @wrhnd // @writermoore // @xoruzhiye

TO THOSE I LOVE WRITING WITH @brightprofiler // @bubblegumxveil // @cooperdcrling // @devoutconfidence // @luckystartm // @murderselfie // @olliscot // @panamastayed // @perfectioncursed // @prodigaldaughterr // @pulchramortis // @rebeltyped // @serpentsprince // @tofeelthecold // @wolfqueennamedstark

     ❛ i am the son of hades. i go where i wish.

                                                  the darkness is my birthright. ❜