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Chiron is another ‘infamous’ asteroid, located in between Saturn and Uranus, bridging lessons and structure with change and revolution, and also physical planets (Saturn to sun) to the spiritual and ethereal (Uranus to Pluto)

Like all planetary configurations, Chiron represents another childhood experience that structured a part of our personality.

Chiron from my own personal studies indicated the aspects of us that were rejected by the caregivers and/or other people and conditions surrounding the environment growing up.

These rejected parts of ourselves are then suppressed into the subconscious.

Chiron then shows us the darker voice within ourselves that tell us “You aren’t worthy” and “You’re not good enough at this (sign/house)” - as it became integrated into our personality during childhood.

Suppressed subconscious thinking and programming then becomes a point by where we unwillingly ‘trip ourselves up’ in these aspects of our lives.

This subconscious wound formed due to childhood conditioning (intentional or unintentional) that created patterns in the behaviour that can lead to reoccurring experiences of pain and trauma, that remains 'unhealed’ due to the emotional imprint left behind and the inability to integrate these traumatised aspects of ourselves.

Through our own unhealed wound, the understanding of our own pain can allow us provide healing to others in the area in which we believe we lack.

However, this greatly varies on the level of maturity and consciousness of the individual. Much shadow work on the self and integrating the traumatised aspects of ones own personality is needed before one can even attempt to heal another.

Chiron is almost like our own talent or gift where we have an incredible ability to empower others to heal themselves.

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The house area indicates what area of life the wound formed, and the sign dictates how we received this wound, and how we can heal others in this area of life and also the ways in which we can learn to accept and integrate as part of our damaged ‘self’.

We may also often put ourselves down in this area of life, feeling a consistent internal dislike of oneself. However, we may be incredibly talented here also. Others may recognise these talents even though we may continue to reject them.

The 'key’ to Chiron is to recognise these rejected, hurt and wounded parts of ourselves, and use these talents to help heal others, in turn improving our confidence in these life areas ourselves.

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This post was specifically written for the house placement of Chiron since itits orbit often fluxes between generations. The signs in essence act differently from the way planets act within areas, so take this into account when reading descriptions to combine your Chiron placement.

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A few of a Pisces fears are

1. Rejection We constantly fear rejection but not like a Pisces does. A Pisces will overthink the situation. And probably end up cry or going back to sleep once they are refused or rejected.

2. Not being loved back Us as humans want love. Hence, a Pisces love is one of the strongest feelings one could get. Fact, Pisces give so much love with with thought of the return but when they don’t get the love back, they feel worthless and used. Always appreciate a Pisces love, they actually mean it.

3. Drowning Sound pretty ironic since they are fishes and they can swim. But the fact of thought of them drowning scares them. They love water. They thrive in water but they fear to die in water.

I was researching more and more about it and was trying to join the links through my own personal experience and this is the most basic division I reduced to while studying this mysterious yet powerful figure named "Lilith".

As we all know, there are four types of Lilith :

Black Moon Lilith (Mean Lilith)

True Lilith (Osculating Lunar Apogee)

Waldemath Dark Moon Lilith

Asteroid Lilith

🍒Now according to my observations, generally True Lilith and Black Moon Lilith usually falls in the same house and signs with a gap of some degrees. If you have your True Lilith at the end degrees, then the sign of Black Moon Lilith will differ usually.

The basic nature of this four Lilith according to me and my observations are :

🍷True Moon Lilith : The environment in which the Lilith is suppressed. According to mythology, the situation when Adam ordered her to sleep beneath him. It's placement can differ from Black Moon Lilith if it's placed at the starting of a house, cause it will put True Moon Lilith in the house before it. Even though it will be manifesting from both the houses. Still it can give us the information how the individual is suppressed. I will suggest to look at the degrees. Cause other things will be mostly similar to Black Moon Lilith.

🍷Black Moon Lilith : This Lilith will indicate the immediate responses of the person. Especially how they coped up with the suppression as a child. It also tells about the individuals relations with the female figures and the temperament they adopted. I think the house placement talks alot in this case. Like a 1st house Lilith will be known as sultry and very well being Sult-shamed and faced sexual abuse. It creates a major wound on their self identity and might seek to hide it at times. They will have a great distrust in the outer self of people and will always be vary of trusting anyone just by their outward behavior. Can also manifest as someone who hides who they truly are.

So mostly BML can point to the coping mechanism especially doing the opposite or rejection of it. Remember how Lilith rejected Adam. In the same way, the part of our life, psyche and personality we bluntly reject.

🍷Waldemath Dark Moon Lilith : This Lilith is the representation of the fears caused by the suppression. It shows what the rejection has actually led you too. It also shows the themes revolving the suppression. If the house of True Lilith shows the people you got suppresed by and the sign and degrees of Truth Lilith was the way they used to suppressed then Dark Moon Lilith tells you what area they targeted to suppress. Ex : A person with 4 house True Lilith and 8 house Dark moon Lilith gets suppressed by their own family members or Mother. The Mother will literally try to suppress the individual by making him/her guilty just for their natural sexual expression. Body shaming, calling them a slut even at times sexual abuse or hitting in sensitive parts.

Dark moon Lilith is the rage of Lilith. It's the Lilith that went to exile and devoured anyone and everyone. Specially children. It's the part of you that got devoured by her while growing up.

Now, it's not only that. This Lilith also means you have to face this and heal from it. It's the place where you reclaim your power. Cause it's the place from where it was snatched from you. It's the place where the transformation and healing of Lilith takes place.

🍷Asteroid Lilith : This Lilith is the only actual celestial Lilith.

This is Lilith in its best version. The Lilith that stands up and fights for the oppressed. The part where you question the authority. The part where you rebel. The part where you can be the revolution.

The Lilith which is balanced. You are aware of your power and you embody the sexual nature of Lilith also her best attributes. Whenever you are faced with oppression in the area of your Asteroid Lilith you will fight against it and claim your power. I feel it's the Lilith that usually plays out in teenage and Adult life. But also the part of you which can never be suppressed. Look at the signs and degrees to see how you overcome the oppression.

I will say it's a part of you that no matter how much someone tries to suppress still won't be successful at. It also points what you have to evolve into.

I hope this provides insight and helps in clearing the confusion regarding various types of Lilith.

If any of you sweet Armets want to share your personal experience with Lilith and it's affect on your birth chart, please do.

It will really really help me in understanding Lilith and provide you with more intricate details in my upcoming "Lilith Series "

_armetor writes💅💅

♡ I hope you learn to love yourself and you gain lots of confidence soon because you deserve it, you’re lovely ♡