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they’re all gonna laugh at me. the more it hurts the less it shows. are you angry? do you hate me. time may forgive me but i won’t. she was my girl first. everything i’ve ever loved, i’ve loved it straight to death. i never meant to hurt you. but somehow i knew i would. will it be like this forever? am i making you feel sick? i’ll be here like concrete.

why is it so hard for you to love me? i can see the end in the beginning of everything. to love me is to suffer me. i’m tired of you still tied to me. will i always be crying during sex with you? don’t sink in me with your dog teeth. twirling around my room again. i was an angel, though plummeting. gardenias on the tile where it makes no difference who held back from who.

they dont tell you this but you carry your upset younger self in you like a parasitic twin

''what if you regret it'' then you will expirience regret - a normal and unavoidable part of the human expirience.

the more you twist yourself into a pretzel to avoid regret the harder it will hit when it eventually catches up to you.

I love that iconic rock band from new jersey where the singer had a homoerotic situationship with one of his bandmates where they'd kiss on stage and everyone just rolled with it