Is it me or are you projecting?
Every time the conversations of the future comes up instead of listening or even seeming halfway interested, you would prefer lecturing me on how I should want my future. Instead of a simple question it's a backhanded comment to everyone else. No I don't want to be stuck at a job that never recognizes me, like how you feel here at this one. I want something more. My question to you is, are you actually interested n what I want or are you scared if I don't move now you won't have anyone else to depend on. I want to help, but in what world would I want a partner that won't even let me get a word in? Your fear is killing ym drive. I haven't stepped forward in anything because I have been following you. Ive became too comfortable with what your plans are. You want me to get a different job, but if I say one you may not agree with its "no you should go with this other one." Why the fuck can't you just say "okay mija that sounds like a good start." Oh yeah because you cant be satisfied with a single moment that wasn't decided by you. Your a control freak and im no longer feeding into the delusion that your going to run m y life. Get on board or get out the way.

















