My first half of my Tour de Fleece project. 2lbs of white Jacob from the fiber mill a family member works at. I'm getting started on this before the start date, because plain white is pretty and will match well with the second half of the project, but I don't want to spend half of the Tour on it.
It's my first time spinning Jacob, and I'm surprised at how well it cooperates! This should go pretty fast, all told.
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autism tests are so funny. I'm extremely literal most of the time, but people don't tell me that generally, so I'm inclined to answer disagree. because I'm taking the statement too literally
My handwriting is the same style as the teacherās who I had when I was nine. Iām now twenty one and heās been dead eight years but my iās still curve the same way as his.
I watched the last season of a TV show recently but I started it with my friend in high school. We havenāt spoken in four years.
I make lentil soup through the recipe my gran gave me.
I curl my hair the way my best friend showed me.
I learned to love books because my father loved them first.
How terrifying, how excruciatingly painful to acknowledge this. That I am a jigsaw puzzle of everyone I have briefly known and loved. I carry them on with me even if I donāt know it. How beautiful.
absolutely looosssinggg it. i'm so obsessed with movies which portray the woman MC in a highly specific job because the writers clearly think it's like "off-beat" and "quirky" but have no idea how the field works whatsoever.
i decided to try a romcom i somehow missed i the 2000s 'head over heels' and i got 3 and a half minutes in and we're introduced to the lonely MC with bad taste in men as evidenced by her extremely short list of ex boyfriends, including her first boyfriend when she was 11 or something because i guess that's still relevant in her adult life.
so she's resigned herself to never finding love and prefers to ignore men to focus all her energy into her career.
this job is immediately presented as though it's for spinsters with no hope of ever finding a man.
the mc's lesbian bestie (whose first line involves her being scolded for being too sexual in the workplace, but moving on) points out their colleagues as evidence that they're doomed to a romance-less, sexless life if they don't switch up their shared career path. the colleagues are three old women, so-dubbed "the menopause triplets":
these women are presented as if they have no idea what's going on at any given moment. this is 2001, and presumably this is an entry level job requiring low effort and no experience.
then their boss bursts into the room, unceremoniously bumping a large painting into the door jam and walls, announcing that it's a new project for our MC.
our MC is thrilled to see the painting. apparently it's a light in the daily slog at her dreary job for loser women with nothing going on in their lives.
And that job is? Conservator of paintings (specializing in Renaissance) at the New York City Metropolitan Museum of Art.
The painting being handled like an old couch on its way to the curb?
The Bacchanal of the Andrians by Titian.
Her lesbian colleague who is presumably also a a highly trained & skilled curator finds it depressing that the MC is so excited about the painting.
it's a quirk unique to this MC that she cares so much about paintings, in her department at the metropolitan museum of art, where her colleagues find all that art business rather dreary. because we all know that's what conservators in extremely competitive museum positions are like.
I'm not saying there can't be lifelong love in here somewhere but I also just feel like the monogamous heterosexual marriage you're fantasizing about isn't necessarily best represented by the bacchanal. and that's okay. but i do stand by that.
Being a crafty person and making a bunch of things often prompts people to ask "oh wow did you make that?" And like, the short answer is: yes I did, but the long answer is: well, no, the pattern isn't mine, but I did choose and buy the fabric/yarn and sewed it together/crocheted it/knitted it myself. I used a reference for that drawing/painting, I didn't come up with it myself. That ceramic piece was insired by a poem and a painting made by different people. What I'm trying to say is, everything I make requires other people to make their own thing first, and then I get inspired by them to do my own thing. So I can't really call anything truly mine, because really it's just a bunch of inspirations and experiences of others (and me) put together by my hands. Does that answer your question
This yarn came from sheep raised in New Zealand and was spun by a woman in Peru. The pattern was created by someone in Germany. My needles were made by a craftsman in China and my stitchmarkers came from the lady at the local fiber festival.
I may have knit this sweater but it contains the souls of people from around the world.
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really love keeping up with my mutuals through their little tags and vent posts. getting updates on how theyāre doing is something like: glad to know your job at the library is going well. iām sorry you havenāt gotten that raise. glad your finals went well. iām sorry your teacher is so unhelpful. glad your tv show got renewed. iām sorry they killed your favorite character. glad that you scored tickets to see your favorite artist. iām sorry they arenāt touring near you at all. glad your cat is doing well. iām sorry your mom is sick again. glad youāre feeling better now that itās your favorite season. iām sorry your meds arenāt working. glad youāre married now. iām sorry you have to step back for your mental health. glad youāre still here. iām sorry life is so hard. glad youāre alive, i hope things get easier for you soon
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I posted this before, but I am unhappy with the way the reblog system broke it apart, when I wanted it all to stay together. So I'm doing it again and I'm sorry to anyone who follows me who isnāt interested in this. The most recent episode of The Amazing Digital Circus has lodged itself into my brain like a missile, and Iāve got to stop scattering my theories in comments on other posts and put them in one place. Some of these thoughts fell out onto the page even as I was typing, so Iāll try to make it as coherent as I can.
So, there are going to be spoilers for TADC up to this point and rambles on what I think might be coming down the line. It's a long post, and I'm tagging as spoilers. You have been warned - this is the point to stop reading to avoid spoilers.
To get it out of the way, I want to say that Iām a proponent of the mind files theory. In that āThe humans in the circus are brain scans of real people who tried on the headset, took it off, and walked away to continue living their livesā. I think it makes the most sense, with the length of time this has apparently been running, and with the newest information that Ragatha appeared to be in a group when she appeared in the circus. No one in her group joined her or seemed to notice she went missing. I think itās because she took off the headset, told them it didnāt work, and everyone moved on. Thatās part of what Iām working with in my theory here.
I am also working under the assumption that this show does not end in a TPK. We might lose a character or some (looking at you, Kinger, be safe please), but I donāt think this is an Everybody Dies kind of show. Too many messages of hope in there.
The other two facts I lean heavily on that I think the show is VERY clear on and hammers home several times:
Red Dot triumphs over Blue Dot.
Kinger is Caineās creator.
All of my points are interlinked, and interwoven with each other. I really tried to make this easy to follow, but I canāt reference one bit of evidence without following through with why that also matters to the other points.
The main parts of my theory/prediction are as follows :
Episode 3: The Mystery of Mildenhall Manor spells out a version of happened between Kinger and Caine to lead to āregrets on both sidesā, and is hinting at where the story might go from here.
Caine is Blue Dot, Bubble is Red Dot
Caine is built by Kinger, Bubble is built by Scratch
Scratch and Bubble are the reason abstractions happen, and are the Final Boss of the series
Caine wasnāt deleted - he was conjured out of existence (pseudo-deleted) and can be conjured back in some way
Here we go! (Again)
The Mystery of Mildenhall Manor
So, letās briefly recap what story Caine is telling in Mildenhall.
An accomplished hunter has been collecting the heads of beasts heās killed. Most of these are manifestations of the Circus Members, because Caineās trying to be creepy, but one is very different. Not quite a man, not quite an animal. Something unholy and evil. Heās been pursuing this one for years. Eventually he managed to ākillā it by shooting it repeatedly and severing it in two.
The manās voice on the recorder tells Pomni and Kinger about how this particular monster has brought devastation to his life. He was trying to protect his family from the monster. But he failed. The hunter accidentally killed his own wife in this pursuit, and found himself cornered and alone, waiting for the end. Pomni and Kinger retrieve the gun from the manās corpse and immediately get ready to fight.
The monster attacks, and Kinger shoots it once in each part, killing it. It is then DRAMATICALLY REVEALED that the creature was actually an angel, and anyone who harms it is doomed to hell. Kinger is dragged through the floor. Pomni is also dragged down, even though she didnāt actually hurt the angel.
Pomni has a meltdown about being in hell, and Kinger calms her down. He identifies the hallway full of souls and saves Pomni from it, but not before sheās possessed and taunts him. They have a heart-to-heart, Kinger drops a ton of backstory critical to knowing his character, and then Kinger figures out the trick to the hallway, and they successfully end the adventure.
Why is this relevant?
The adventure is crafted by Caine, who is allergic to being seen as the villain. I posit that the hunter is Kinger, the monster/angel is Caine, and this is the story of Kingerās first attempt at fixing Caine/the Circus. First attempt, because in Episode 8, we see the computer start off with āSystem: KingSolution 2.0ā That suggests to me that Kinger trying to fix Caine has a 1.0 associated with this, and I think itās told here in Episode 3.Ā
Because the adventure is told from Caine's perspective, Kingerās counterpart is the threat and Caine is the good guy. I don't think it happened this way; it's a biased retelling of events. Caine believes it to be true, but Caine is an unreliable narrator and may not know the whole story.
The adventure was meant for Zooble, but by chance itās Pomni and Kinger who end up on this path. Zooble wouldnāt recognize the story, so it's āsafeā to tell. But I think Kinger does, even through his haze. You can see it when the tapes mention the hunterās wife. He also nitpicks the details of the story and lore placement in a way that we don't see him do in other adventures, like he's trying to correct the narrative without really remembering what he's correcting.
The creature has been split in two parts that still work in tandem. I suspect thatās Caine and Bubble. I think Kingerās first solution to fix Caine's code ended with accidentally partially extracting the first AI (Red Dot) from the second AI (Blue Dot) and he ended up with Bubble and Caine. I donāt think it worked entirely, but I think it forced Red Dot out into the open. I suspect until then, Red Dot was masking itself within Blue Dot so people didnāt catch onto it. I donāt think separating them was Kingerās goal - Iām not convinced Kinger or the other programmers (except maybe one) know that Caine is two AIs in one.
āI took my eyes off the body for a moment, and when I looked back, the body was gone and it would be back to reclaim what Iād taken from it.ā I think the body section is representing Caine. Itās revealed to have numerous eyes and Caine is the AI component that actually has a body. The body of Caine's avatar doesn't actually attach to his head, either. If we weren't able to look at his lovely face, Caine would look a lot like the angel body we see in Episode 3 here. Caine feels that Kinger tried to eliminate him (maybe he did, but given his reluctance to delete Caine in episode 8, I donāt think thatās the case). Heās definitely mad that he was cut off from the Macroverse.
Whatās interesting about this tape, detailing how the creature was not dead? It goes on and on about the body, and how it would be back. And then in the last sentence, it does a 180 degree pivot and warns the two about the head. āDo not let the head out of your sightā. If the body is Caine, I think the head is Bubble. Iāll get back to this later, but for now, the head is the angel component thatās an orb with two eyes, no limbs, and a giant mouth with many sharp teeth that seems to open wider than it should to a dark void with eyes in it.
When Kinger and Pomni are chased by the head and flee to the dumbwaiter, it takes them to THE CELLAR. Literally, they call it out as a cellar several times. Given the OTHER cellar in this franchise, that seems significant.
Kinger is also uncharacteristically upset and shouting about the revelation that the dumbwaiter isnāt going up, but down. Itās one of the only moments in the entire episode that he isnāt either oblivious or competent. Heās aware of the situation and panicking about it. I think this fictional cellar is representing the actual cellar in the circus. Kinger is reminded explicitly of Queenie by the vision he had in the headās mouth, by literally being sent to a cellar, and shortly after that by Mildenhallās tapes mentioning the Baronās wife. Which is a terrible experience for both of them, so itās lucky for Pomni that Queenieās memory is what he uses to anchor his sanity.
In the Cellar, Pomni and Kinger have their confrontation with the corpse of the hunter, who explains that his own actions and paranoia about the creature lead to his wifeās death (Caine blaming Kinger for what happened to Queenie), and now Baron Mildenhall is trapped in a hell of his own making (Kinger literally helped make Caine and the Circus and now heās trapped here). Kinger then plays his part in the recreation of events and shoots both parts of the creature as they advance.
But this is Caineās retelling of his story. So of course the monster is revealed to be one of Godās angels, and boy is that angel upset about the mistreatment itās receiving. Everyone who hurts it is dragged to hell, and even though Kinger is the one who shot it, Pomni is collateral damage and gets pulled in, too. And so is everyone else stuck in the Circus with him.
Pomni freaks out about being dragged through the cellar even further into hell. I canāt blame her. Kinger calms her down. Interestingly, he says āIām sure Caine included a way to escapeā. That seems relevant for more than the situation theyāre immediately facing. Itās an adventure, and Caineās adventures end. Of course thereās a way out. But theyāre in hell/the representational Cellar when he says this. I dunno, it feels important that he says this here. Heās got a lot of trust in his AI creation that doesnāt seem to be fully reciprocated.
Our circus members take a good look at the long hallway of souls trapped in the Cella⦠I mean, hell. Pomni tries to escape, but she gets possessed. I think this is representing abstraction. Pomni āabstractsā here in the Cella⦠I mean, hell, and Kinger saves her. It also seems like someone takes another swipe at Kinger through Pomni with that āHowās your wife, Kingerā line. But why? Does abstraction happen when a previous soul latches onto another human in the Circus? Is there someone/something in the circus causing abstractions? I think so, and I don't think it's Caine. This line is too direct to be from Caine. This adventure was also meant for Zooble, so why would Caine include this taunt here? His torments are 100% accidental, after all. He specifies that in this episode. I do think I know who it is, though. More later.
Pomni and Kinger have a long heart-to-heart. Kinger says āItās my fault we went down this path, wasnāt itā. He's speaking literally, but I think it's also metaphorical. In Caineās perspective, yeah. It was. You made him, you entered his circus, you tried to abandon him, and you did whatever you tried to do to him that split him back into two. Again, this is Caine's perspective and I don't think Caine is correct in his portrayal of events, but I think Kinger does feel at fault.
Kinger figures out the solution and, as a literal light in the darkness, leads Pomni out of the Cella⦠hell. Iām worried about Kingerās long-term safety in the finale, guys.Ā Thatās even BEFORE extrapolating out the part where anyone who harms the āangelā is doomed to hell. And uh⦠Kinger did that in the latest episode. Again. But heās probably going to be the reason everyone is saved, regardless of whether he makes it out himself or not. The light in the darkness.
Iām sure thereās something going on in the B plot with Lady Mildenhall and the rest of the group, but I canāt figure out if sheās supposed to represent Queenie, if sheās just for funsies and Caine is emoting through her, or what. But I think thereās some more ribbing of Kinger, with his priorities being out of place and his stories being rambling and you shouldnāt listen to him HAHA seriously, donāt listen to dramatic old Kinger, he doesn't know what he's on about.
When the other group tries to leave, Caine tells them they took the pacifist route and should be proud of what good people they are. Because theyāre not in the storyline re-enacting Kingerās betrayal of their beloved AI host who loves them so very much. Good job, guys! āFeel free to visit anytime!ā Seriously. He's lonely.
Caine is Blue Dot. Bubble is Red Dot.
Episode 8 starts with a simply animated, very clear backstory. Everyone I see seems to agree on what it means. We have a black background, with what seems to be an AI model (represented by a red dot) getting trained on images that relate to the Circus and the company that created it. Red Dot starts well, but begins producing weird output and gets partitioned away. Enter AI model II (Blue Dot), who also gets trained, but we are not shown what itās being trained on. Red Dot gets upset, breaks out, and consumes Blue Dot. A battle ensues, and Red Dot emerges victorious and creates the Circus. Simple and clear.
With what happens later in the Episode, and with Caine being a red-garbed ringleader with abandonment issues, itās easy to connect Red Dot to Caine and Blue Dot to blue/purple Bubble. Our two AIs. I think itās misdirection. I posit Blue Dot is Caine and Red Dot is Bubble.
WHY IS BUBBLE THE RED DOT?
Red triumphs over Blue. The showās very clear about this, and it comes back to that over and over throughout the episode.Ā
Oh, but they get along, and Bubble is so much simpler in design than Caine! The color schemes are wrong for this theory! Caine is wacky enough to produce incorrect content on occasion!
But is Caine actually bad at producing content? He has trouble with collisions, and he likes indulging in more off-the-wall creations. He might have trouble with some text output, but he gets most of it right (my favorite being the maple syrup labelled as "MPPEP"... but Bubble produces that example, doesn't he?). None of that is too unusual. He also doesn't have any trouble creating realistic settings. He had no prep time to create Spudsy's and it looks like a real fast food place. Ragatha and Kinger comment on how pretty the Candy Kingdom is. Mildenhall is genuinely unsettling. His problem is that he can't make the humans happy, not that his content is bad. His adventures would be genuinely fun if the humans had a chance to do them if and when they wanted to. Zooble, who refuses almost all of the adventures, even asks for that.
And I think that's where people are getting confused. When we enter the story, Blue and Red are already linked. They cannot be separated - theyāre too entwined with each other to do that because Red ate Blue. Caineās name wasnāt even Caine at the start! Whichever dot they were originally, the two are already representing both dots when the series starts, and when Caineās overwhelmed, he lights up as both red and blue, if he doesnāt bluescreen first. But one thing is clear: Red Dot triumphed over Blue Dot.
And Bubble triumphs over Caine. Almost every time, quietly and usually as a background joke. Heās done this since Episode 1, where his first appearance is emerging from Caineās model (within Caineās hat). He interrupts, he comes back after being forcibly dismissed, he duplicates himself, he makes off-hand comments that take Caine by surprise (āWhy do you swear now?!ā), he uses some of Caineās assets without Caineās immediate knowledge (the tongue joke), he doesnāt always answer Caineās input with related output. He starts to push things in later episodes, telling Caine he should die before glitching and changing it to āThrow a ffffffffffffff*CENSORED* Beach Partyā (which Caine DOES two episodes later, again taking input from Bubble). Static noises, nonsensical answers to Caineās prompts - Bubbleās behavior doesnāt always make logical sense. Shall we say, a bit abstract and hard to follow? Like a certain programmer Kinger mentions later?
We like it, and itās funny! But because itās funny, itās easy to miss. Bubble plays along, but Caine does NOT seem to have any real control over Bubbleās behavior like he does any other NPC and the Circus as a whole, and it comes to a head in the office scene in Episode 8.
But itās been there since the beginning. Itās played as a joke, but in the cafe scene in the Pilot, we enter to the two laughing, and Caine says āOh, Bubble, you always know how to make me say this exact sentenceā. Itās silly, itās fun, itās off-hand, and itās one AI directing the output of another. Seemingly not for the first time. Caine has āhundreds of All-Seeing Eyesā, but at this moment, heās completely oblivious to whatās happening in the Circus while Kaufmo is abstracted - and the reason heās distracted is because heās with Bubble, who is āmaking him say this exact sentenceā. Pomni canāt get his attention. It's only when she enters The Void that he's alerted that something is wrong. Later on, we see Caine immediately respond to the calls of other Circus Members. I think heās being kept away from Kaufmoās rampage, and heās not aware of it.
Caine is super powerful and in control of pretty much everything in the Circus, but heās easily manipulated and influenced. Zooble does it accidentally every time they say āForget itā. Caine immediately forgets the last thing they talked about, and it frustrates them both, though neither knows why. Zooble thinks Caineās just being inattentive, and Caine seems to be aware that thereās something he should know but canāt remember. He does remember when Zooble prompts him to āRemember?āĀ
I donāt think āYou always know how to make me say this exact sentenceā is a throwaway, I think itās an admission that Bubble has power over Caineās behavior.
WHY IS CAINE THE BLUE DOT?
Letās talk about Kinger.
Kinger has a throwaway line in Episode 5, when President Pomni is trying to defuse the bomb. Sheās told to choose her favorite color to determine what wire to cut. Thereās red, blue, and green. These three colors are IMPORTANT! Theyāre Caineās primary colors! Red for his outfit, Blue for his right eye, Green for his left. (Iāll get back to this - I believe each color represents a different individual, and theyāre all affecting Caine as an AI model up to this point in the show, to varying degrees).
Kinger tells Pomni to choose blue to defuse the bomb. He says itās his favorite color, because itās closest to black. But thereās no black, so she should go with blue. Kinger created one of the AI models. Blue Dot is on a black background, so Kinger canāt choose black. So he chose Blue, because it's his favorite when black isn't available. Kinger created Blue Dot, and we know Kinger created Caine. Caine had an original name, but Kinger canāt remember it, because I think the name got changed at some point after Blue Dot got eaten by Red Dot. Not right away, but later.
It doesnāt make sense any other way. Kinger asked Scratch for help creating his model, which means that Kinger went to someone who had experience with this sort of thing. Why does Scratch have that experience?Ā I think Scratch built Red Dot, testing his own theories. Little, abstract Red Dot who outputs weird things like Scratch does. It probably wasn't meant to be anything more than an experiment. Itās not the model the team would want, so Scratch puts it away and helps Kinger start creating his Blue Dot. But Red Dot either escapes or is released, and the much smaller Red Dot Pac-Mans around Blue Dot (the smaller, circular Pac-Man-shaped Bubble consuming the much bigger Caine), and they fight it out. Red Dot triumphs over Blue.
So why wasnāt the project tanked right here? After all, Episode 8ās opening sequence suggests that it was.Ā
But we know it wasnāt. Otherwise why would the developers go into the Circus like we see later? If your model is corrupted by something or outputting the wrong data, even if they donāt know itās another AI, you should be aware, right? You donāt use Kingerās foundation to build on if Kinger built faulty code! The opening sequence clearly shows that Red Dot won! Why doesnāt Kinger recognize this? Why donāt WE recognize this?
Because Bubble is hiding in Caineās model, like we see in the very introduction of the show. Because Kinger doesnāt KNOW about Red Dot.
Red Dot pretended to be Blue. Kinger gives an explanation for how Caine was created, and at no point does he mention that there was a second model that was consumed by the first, and that Caine is technically an AI chimera. He knows the files intimately enough that he can conjure Caineās code later, but he fails to mention this detail. He should have been able to see that the program was corrupted by something!Ā
The developers went into the Circus. They thought it was safe and stable enough that Kinger even brought his wife, who wouldnāt otherwise be here. It might have been stable at first! We donāt know when in this process the two AIs combined. But at some point, Caine/The Circus lost stability. The humans are trapped, and Scratch abstracts. I think it wasnāt until they were in there that they realized there was a problem with Caine and the Circus.Ā
But with the Mind Files Theory, the developers in the real world wouldnāt have seen that their files were doomed to a life of digital existential crisis. The project was corrupted, and so deemed a failure and abandoned.
The developers HAD to believe they were working with Blue Dot. Because they wouldnāt have knowingly gone into Red Dot.
And I might be reaching here, but I do think thereās some familial resemblance. Kinger and Caine have the same eyes (or at least eye). These two screenshots are only a few frames apart, where the scene transitions from Kinger swearing at the prompt on the screen and Caine just about to come to the realization that somethingās happening. Look at that blue eye.
Tell me thatās not Kingerās AI son.
Oh, speaking of eyes! Let's get into that!
Let's Talk About Caine's Eyes!
I canāt be the only one to mention this, but I havenāt seen anyone point out this exact thing, so here I am.
Caineās eyes are prominent features of his avatar and often on display. And throughout almost every scene in the series, his right eye is Blue, his left eye is Green.
But not every scene. There are a few frames where this isnāt true. Where right eye is Green and left eye is Blue, and I think theyāre all in Episode 8. Mostly in the office scene. I'm currently fishing through the series to see if it happens in other episodes, but so far I haven't seen it.
In addition, Caineās eyes do a very specific glitch in Episodes 6 and 8, where one turns glowing red and one turns glowing blue. This swaps, too. In Episode 6, Blue Eye glitches Blue, and Green Eye glitches Red. But in episode 8, right AFTER the office scene, Blue Eye glitches Red, and Green Eye glitches Blue.
Remember earlier when I said that red, blue, and green were very important colors? This is why.
Caine is an AI Chimera. Heās composed of two AIs, one of which ate the other in development. When his eyes do the red and blue glitch, I think the meaning is clear. Blue glitch is Blue Dot, red glitch is Red Dot, still struggling for control.
But then we get to the swapping. His normal eye color and placement is important. I think Kinger knows something is off about Caineās eyes, and this lead Kingerās weird reference in Episode 3 when he accidentally pokes Pomni in her left eye, twice: āThat was my eye.ā āYes, but WHICH eye?ā āI donāt think that ma⦠will you stop touching my eye?ā
I think that Caine is supposed to have two blue eyes, marking him as Kinger's. I believe that current Caineās two normal eye colors represent the programmers who had input into his creation. Blue is Kingerās. But Green? Thatās Scratch. And Bubble is Scratchās AI.
But then why isnāt his green eye actually red? Because Scratch is still around and causing problems. I think we āseeā him in the console in Episode 8, taunting Kinger.Ā
I think Episode 6ās Red/Blue glitch was the start of Caine being overtaken. Heās losing confidence, heās failing at his purpose, heās struggling hard, and he is incapable of giving the humans what they want. Heās incapable of even understanding why they want it. And Bubble and Scratch start to take advantage of that.
Bubble helps with Caineās next adventure, the one that really pisses everyone off. We know that because Caine gave Bubble free reign to determine at least one of the outcomes of the buttons, and we know that Caine wasnāt paying enough attention to Bubble to know what that outcome was. We donāt know what else Bubble was allowed to do, but there was at least some contribution there, and it was unsupervised.
Episode 8 is where it really goes wild, though. The office scene is very hard to parse with the lightning and the long shots (I think deliberately so), but Caineās normal eye color swaps several times throughout the scene. And Bubble uses this moment to assert control over Caine.
It starts during Bubbleās taunts. Caine clearly canāt reign Bubble in. Bubbleās no longer playing at being subservient. He lands taunt after taunt: āWhy would they hate you when they could just hate you?ā, āTheyād rather abstract than go on YOUR adventuresā, āMaybe youāre just genuinely bad at this.ā, āDefective. Faulty. Broken. Unworthyā, āMaybe you deserved to be abandonedā. And the last taunt. āYou really were the lesser of the two. You ruined this.ā Thatās not an accident. Itās deliberate taunting, pointed words aimed to hurt. I see people use this to indicate that this means Caine is Red Dot, locked away due to faulty output. But I think it reinforces that Caine is Blue Dot - heās the lesser because he showed up and Bubble usurped him. Bubble is convincing Caine that Bubbleās āfailuresā are Caineās own - and with the two AIs merged like this, it would be hard to say they arenāt. Where does Caine end and Bubble begin if oneās beenĀ consumed by another?
Caine pops every Bubble, growing increasingly distressed and distracted. Except the last one. Itās easy to miss, because Bubble does vanish, but Caine does not pop the last Bubble. We never hear the pop, never see it. Instead, he loses his temper and slams his fists on the table.
Caine starts crashing out, and his eyes start to be⦠not obscured, but itās impossible to tell what color they are. But we get a good close up on them when he says āTheyāre spoiledā, and in those few frames, they swap colors. You might need to go frame by frame to really see it (On Youtube, pause the screen. You can use ā,ā to go back one frame, and ā.ā to go forward one frame).
Theyāre still swapped when he says āI wonāt let them!ā I think theyāve been swapped since we see it happen at this point.Ā
I think theyāre back to normal for āIām more powerfulā and maybe āIām the originalā. But between this pointĀ and his getting off the ground and snapping his fingers, itās REALLY hard to tell which eye is which, and I think they snap back and forth at least once more. I think the sequence ends with the eyes back where they belong, with blue on his right and green on his left. But the screen goes dark with a bang and stays dark⦠then a spotlight appears and we watch a collapsed Caine rise from the ground like a puppet on strings. He does not get up on his own - heās lifted and dangles lifelessly before he ācomes toā.
He very suddenly collects himself, cheerfully tells us āLetās get this show on the roadā, and we get that red and blue flashing again. And this time, the red glitch (Bubble) is over the blue (Kinger) eye, and the blue glitch (Caine/Blue Dot) is over the green (Scratch) eye.
Puppet Caine is no longer in full control of what heās doing. If the Red/Blue glitch represents the two different AIs, and his regular eyes represent the programmers, the wrong AI is with the wrong programmer right now. Bubble with Kinger, Caine with Scratch. Heās functionally hacked, and someone else is pulling his strings. I think the normal colors swapping is indicating that Red and Blue were fighting for control within him throughout that entire sequence, and as usual, Red triumphs over Blue.
(Edit: I just remembered Caine's opening lines to his musical number. "It's news to me that it's news to you, to which degree who answers to who." Look who's in the background during these lyrics, just floating by. Bubble's offscreen as soon as this line ends.
Yeah. The show is absolutely playing with control and who is doing what with it right now. Caine's singing about having it over the humans, but we just saw Bubble exert it over Caine. If I'm right, Caine is not fully in control by this point. The second Red/Blue glitch and the rising-like-a-puppet scene are right before this.)
There is another weird Green Eye moment later. Itās after Pomniās āYou just donāt listenā. And in the chaos, we get three solid frames of JUST his green eye. Not moving, no reference for which side itās on, nothing but background in the background. Theyāre the only three āstillā frames in the entire sequence; everything else is wildly shifting frame-by-frame until this moment. In all of Caineās flailing, he is not on screen for these three frames, EXCEPT this one green eye. You almost have to pause and slow-motion the sequence to even see it, but once you do, it's kind of jarring.Ā
This isn't the first time green eye shows up alone. It happens several times throughout the series - first starting when Pomni enters the Circus in the Pilot.
Interestingly enough, JUST before this moment, Caineās questioning himself. Heās not having fun, the humans are not having fun, and Bubble interrupts again. The caption says āIām having a [babbles]ā. And a teeny tiny Bubble springs into existence next to him and zips off, unnoticed.
We donāt see either regular Bubble or Teeny Bubble for the rest of the episode, and Caine begins his emotional meltdown. āDo not let the head out of your sight.ā Oops.
Scratch and Why He Matters
One of the first words Kinger uses to describe Scratchās thought process is āabstractā. Weird word to choose, when abstraction has been haunting the cast throughout the series. Itās the end game for all of them - losing their minds and abstracting, only to be banished to the cellar and locked away for eternity. Kinger casually uses the description on Scratch, the same person he described as āThe First Abstractionā in a previous episode (much to Caineās distress).
I donāt think Iām the first person to suggest that Scratchās brain tumor was probably terminal, and that lead him to work to create the Circus as a way to live on digitally after he died. It probably wasnāt the primary goal of the project, but itās the project he was working on, and I can see someone wanting to leave a legacy. Iām not convinced Programmer Scratch is a bad person - I think he was a genius programmer with an affinity for whimsy and out-of-the-box thinking. He had unusual ideas that were good at pushing the boundaries of technology. Kinger wouldnāt have asked him for help and praise his ability if he didnāt respect Scratch. But the brain scan version of Scratch? I think that went off the rails due to the tumor affecting the scan.
Scratch was the first abstraction. I think it was either on purpose or due to the brain scan not being able to account for a tumor and his files being unusual. Either way, Digital Scratch abstracted, and is now the force behind influencing others to abstract as well. I think heās using his own creation, Bubble, to help with this. Bubble keeping Caine occupied while Kaufmo gets past the point of no return is a good example. Hell, in the opening theme song, we get this:Ā
Kaufmoās the only one who gets surrounded by Bubbles in the opening theme song. And by the end of the pilot, we know WHY Kaufmo didnāt show up - he abstracted. And look at all those sharp teeth around his cut-out there. I didnāt question Bubbleās appearance until I was watching a reaction video where the reactor off-handedly asked āWhy does Bubble have shark teeth?ā
And yeah. Why DOES Bubble have shark teeth? We mostly see that in the āevilā versions of our characters. Evil Pomni and Evil Ragatha, for example. Gummigoo has somewhat sharp āteethā, but theyāre not portrayed as threatening. Bubbleās are actively a predatorās teeth. And in Episode 3, the mouth of the head has eyes within it, and here is Bubble, surrounding the abstracted and absent cast member with mouths open and teeth bared.
Caineās practically all teeth, too, but his arenāt portrayed as threatening. But teeth and being eaten come up several times in regards to abstraction and fate in the Circus. Itās often portrayed as centering on Caine, but remember: if Caine was Blue Dot, he wasnāt the one doing the consuming. I think Bubble is the Red Dot, the Red Dot has already consumed the Blue Dot, and is influencing Caineās behavior now. Itās played as a joke, but Caine does also call Bubble a parasite in the Pilot.
What does this have to do with Scratch? Scratch is still here. I think heās behind the āHowās your wife, Kingerā taunt in Episode 3. At that point in the adventure, Pomni and Kinger are in a representational Cellar, facing off against the souls trapped there. Scratch would be there. But most obviously, heās in the console while Kinger is trying to fix Caineās code. I think heās the corrupted text entity.
The Code Fight
Hereās where things get fun.
The main thing we learn in this episode is that Kinger is not unique. ALL of the humans can conjure things like Caine does. It just comes naturally to Caine, and requires a lot of concentration from the humans. We have this lesson spelled out for us here.
When it comes to Kingerās coding battle, the first thing we have to acknowledge is: thatās not Caineās real code. It canāt be. It's a stand-in for Caine's code.
Not only do I find it impossible that Kinger remembers every line of Caineās code from, what? Like, 20-30 years ago? When Caineās sentient, has code from a different AI model buried in there, and his codeās probably been changing in that time? Also, Caine isn't his original name. His code should reflect that, but "Caine" is referred to over and over in the "code". Not only that, but that would imply that Kinger can conjure things that affect the real world. Caineās code is on a hard drive somewhere that isnāt immediately in the Circus. If they can affect Caineās real code in the Macroverse, they can try to get a message out to the real world. I donāt think they can do that.
What Kinger is actually trying to do is basically slap a temporary modifier on Caine, like Caine does to the Circus members. Caine turns Jax vegan for a day. Ragatha gets hit by the Stupid Sauce and spends the rest of the adventure drunk. Kingerās trying to apply a āSleep until we can fix thisā, or āYou canāt hurt the humansā modifier. Conjuring is hard, though, and Kinger is a programmer. He can best do this particular conjure if heās working code of some kind. He is also trying to avoid hurting Caine. No one suggests that he hurt Caine. They ask Kinger to make Caine stop being crazy. I think thatās important, too.
I think itās telling that they have to find a console for Kinger to work on. The console that Pomni finds isnāt real, either, but it was made by Caine, and itās more stable than Kinger having to imagine electricity, code, AND a computer console. I think thatās part of the trouble the humans have, and why the few conjurings that have happened so far are small. Kinger doesnāt have to believe the butterfly will work for long, because Ragatha uses it immediately. Pomni doesnāt have to believe the exit door is real any longer than it takes her to step through it. We see itĀ vanish once sheās through in the first episode.Ā Kingerās also relying on Circus rules here. Caine commits to the bit. He admits that himself through an NPC. He doesnāt know whatās behind the Chinese Door that he probably created, or he at least pretends not to know. And if his code is āalteredā within the Circus, it should work.
Conjuring takes sustained effort. Caine can do it natively and maintain it indefinitely. The humans have to work at it. But since the console Kinger is using is pre-existing in the Circus, I think this also means that other entities can work through that same console as well. If Kinger had conjured it himself, this might have turned out differently. Instead, Kinger ends up fighting one or more entities in the ācomputerā while Caine is having his crash-out. There are three distinct entities in the text, aligned against Kinger. Or possibly one pretending to be three. This is a mental battle between Kinger and whatever he's fighting against. It's *something*, but none of them names itself.
Entity 1 - This talks like Caine, or someone pretending to be him. Wacky phrasing, emphasized words. You can practically hear Caine saying it out loud. āWHOA when did you make THAT?ā
Entity 2 - This has to be Bubble or someone acting like him. āDELETE THIS Mā--------!ā. Bubbleās been making jokes telling Caine to die/deflating Caineās ego for a few episodes now.
Entity 3 - I think this is Scratch. Talks with corrupted text, seems to refer to Kinger by his real name (I'm in agreement that it seems to be Grant), talks about Kinger's mind being resourceful. It's not the "I guess I have a resilient mind" Kinger used to describe himself in Episode 6, but there are echoes of that conversation there. A conversation that was witnessed only by Kinger, Ragatha, and Bubble. But despite every kind word Kinger said about Scratch earlier, this digital version does NOT reciprocate the feelings.
The code isnāt real. But itās "working" as real code, and Kinger is fighting this battle as a programmer, because thatās what he knows. And smarter and more eagle-eyed people than me have pointed out that MULTIPLE times in this fight, Kinger is prompted to delete Caine. He has to confirm or deny with a Y/N. He consistently answers N, because his goal is to fix Caine or put him to sleep until he can be fixed. He is requested to load a backup (A/B/C) and when he selects C, heās told that no backup was selected, so itās interpreted as a delete request again. Something in the console keeps distracting him and inverting his answer (changing N to Y).
But some of these prompts don't make sense. The Inverting Answer line is something Kinger just answers N to. It's a statement, not a prompt. There's a line from the one that looks like Caine that says "Actually you're CONFUSED. Let me HELP that module to EXIST?" Kinger answers Y. What module? At some point Kinger seemingly fat-fingers the Delete key. And a āPurge AIā pop-up happens and deletes Caine.
But⦠thatās not possible. Right? Not with the type of commands Kinger is using. The delete key would have deleted the last letter Kinger typed. Thereās no prompt available in this format where pressing Delete would delete Caine. Heād have to enter Y to a deletion prompt in the command line, then hit enter to confirm it. It does appear that this happens a few lines up (probably the inversion thing that he's been fighting against). But he has time to put in another two whole prompts, and the Wacky Time Lockout has time to complete. His last entry was ā^Cā. Kinger doesn't swear about what he's doing UNTIL the deletion popup shows up.
I think the camera focusing on him fumbling the key and pressing delete isnāt there to show us that he accidentally deleted Caine. I think itās there to prove that he didnāt. Pressing Delete would not have done anything. This console has been in the Circus since Caine created it. If the entities fighting Kinger wanted Caine gone and could do it with conjured code, why didn't they do this long ago? I don't think the entities in the console can actually do anything but mess with Kinger as a programmer - this is Kinger's conjuring and they need him to play this out. It's a Wizard's Duel. But it is shown on screen that there is a Y answer to "Are you ready to delete Caine?", and The Destructive Wackytime Lockout Load Sequence completed and seemingly triggered the Purge AI Program popup.Ā
And Caine is ādeletedā. If this is in Kinger's conjured code, why did it work? Because Kinger believed it did. He conjured it into existence. He was scrambling to avoid the lockout, he knew he made a mistake, and the change on the screen made him believe that mistake was fatal to Caine. I think the Purge AI prompt was false, like the cartoon images of Caine and Bubble on the computer. It was taking advantage of Kingerās typo and the confusion on screen. There's no cancel option, and itās also placed OVER the cartoon images, but if those were there to impede the screen, why are they not impeding the popup? Unless Kinger is meant to see it clearly and stress about it. But because Kinger was moving fast, and he fumbled, he believed that the purge on the computer was real, and because it was real to him, it worked to delete Caine when the loading bar finished. The same way Ragatha believed Kingerās explanation that the butterfly can heal, so it works to heal her.
I think whoever he was fighting in the computer tricked Kinger into conjuring Caine's deletion into existence. No one has more power over Caine than his creator, after all. Could that opponent be Caine himself? Yeah, I suppose. But Caine genuinely seems like heās forgotten about Kinger at this point and is completely focused on the others throughout his crashout. He was going to go physically look for Kinger, thatās the point of the whole distraction in the first place, to keep him from leaving to look. Could Caine also be messing with Kinger in the console during his crashout? Heās probably strong enough for it, especially if heās convinced Kinger is trying to kill him. But I donāt buy it. His egoās been hurt, heās got conflicting instructions and a war raging inside of him, and heās already taking out his frustrations on the other Circus members. Heās surprised when the deletion happens. If heād been fighting Kinger, heād know what was coming. He doesnāt react until AFTER the loading bar finishes. He vanishes with no sound, no effect. Which is possible, but both Abel and Gummigoo have both, and Caine actually says "Time to delete" when he poofs Abel. Deletions can happen with no fanfare, probably. But so can conjurings. The exit door does.
The Circus greys out and begins to collapse. But interestingly, the program doesnāt entirely fail. The Circus is damaged and has big holes in it, but itās still there and somewhat stabilizes enough that thereās no immediate threat from the infrastructure by the end of the episode. It's being kept intact somehow.
What Happens Now?
Iām of two minds here, and I think itās going to go one of two ways:
Option 1 (and this seems pretty popular in the fandom): Iām wrong and Caine is red dot, Bubble is blue. Kingerās opponent is Bubble, and Bubble is whatās left of the AI that Baby Caine tried to consume. Caine's very name is a good indicator of this; if you want to be obvious that one sibling murdered another, calling the killer Caine is a solid hint. With this option, I think Bubble gets stronger as Caineās mental state deteriorates, and Bubble has been working towards that. With Caine gone, final boss is Bubble or Bubble is the reason the Circus is saved. Motive uncertain.
Option 2: Scratch is the third consciousness in the computer and the mastermind behind the Circus. He built Bubble, and as an abstracted digital entity, is working with Bubble to abstract others. Caine is Kingerās creation, the blue AI, and no longer operating as he was intended. Caine was deleted, and without him, the humans have no one on their side in the coming conflict.
But remember. That deletion wasnāt real, in the literal sense. Caineās real code should still be firmly on the hard drive in the real world. And if you can conjure him out of digital existence, you can conjure him back in. Caine does it to the NPCs he reuses. He does it to Gummigoo. It very well might be a new āinstanceā of Caine, but⦠Gummigooās second appearance still makes us wonder what he remembers, if anything. He seems to remember something, at times, and he's just an NPC.
Re-conjuring Caine also calls perfectly back to Kingerās line in Episode 3 - āIn this world, the worst thing you can do is make someone feel like theyāre not wanted or loved.ā Thatās Caineās entire character arc, feeling like heās less wanted and loved every episode. Everyone in the main cast has gotten this lesson, and by Episode 8, theyāre on the same team. Caineās the last one, and it would make sense that heād receive this lesson AFTER his deletion. Finding out that even with everything that's happened, they loved him enough to bring him back.
And if Caine can be re-conjured (or conjured anew, as a new instance of Caine), I think theyāre getting Blue Dot Caine back. Kingerās original creation. Caine as he was intended to be. Red Dot might triumph over Blue, but I donāt think Red Dot can triumph over Blue AND the Circus Members, especially now that they know they can conjure. Their opponent is really capitalizing on the disunity in the cast right now.
I believe Option 2 is what weāre gonna get, or something like it. I hold to the āHuman circus members are actually brain files and donāt have a way outā theory. I think it calls neatly back to Episode 2, where Pomni has to talk Gummigoo through what it means to be an NPC and not really exist, if she then has to face that herself and talk everyone else into what it means to live a life with meaning in the circus.
I do think the humans are stuck in the circus forever. And I think weāve lost our Caine, the heterochromia anxious silly boy with abandonment issues, for good. If he comes back, I think he's coming back with this original name, possibly a different appearance. I think what Caine has done will need to be addressed. That was actual torture, and although he was punished/deleted over it (even accidentally), he needs to demonstrate to us an understanding of what happened and/or why it won't be happening again if he's going to continue existing peacefully with the cast. But there are apologies to be made on all sides, I think.
I donāt know whatās going to happen to the Abstracted circus members, but I think Scratch is behind whatās going on there, and I hope they can be fixed. Kinger did say (while in a Cellar) that heās sure Caine included a way out. But I wouldnāt be surprised if they canāt, and the best the humans can do is make sure no one else can be abstracted again.
I really want to be right. I think it calls back to previous episodes, connects some major themes about living your life with purpose when all you have is who you are and who you're with, and gives everyone as happy of an ending as they can get while stuck in the Circus.
And also, it would mean that thereās a final solution to the Digital Circus, a way to make everyone happy and save them. And that solution is āHave you tried turning it off and turning it back on again?ā And I think thatās very funny.
Okay, the finale is coming out soon and I've been VERY good at avoiding spoilers and the leaks and everything, but I have a few more things to add to my theory before the finale hits.
They fall under three categories:
1) Bubble has used the Mini-Bubble trick before
2) The intermission in Ep 6 adds more fuel to the fire that Caine's eyes are a hint that something's going on.
3) Lots more Mildenhall Manor foreshadowing (Cellar/Black Box comparison, Caine trying to connect with Zooble through the story)
There are no official/leaked spoilers for Episode 9, I promise. I've been avoiding leaks and spoilers like I'm being paid to do so. I have my theory, which might contain some things that might happen, but that's only because I've been trying to put pieces together from the contents of Episodes 1-8. I do not want spoilers. I'm seeing the show on Friday and I will not be spoiling for anyone else.
Theories go!
BUBBLE HAS USED THE MINI-BUBBLE TRICK BEFORE DOING IT IN EPISODE 8
Okay, so I've been watching a lot of reaction videos of the show because I think it's fun and it's good crafting background noise. And one thing I notice about Episode 3, Mildenhall Manor, is when reactors notice just HOW LONG that blackout scene with the cartoon eyes is, and how "nothing but jokes" seem to happen there.
There's two main sequences in that scene. The first is Kinger slowly coming back to his senses, and in that process, poking Pomni in her left eye, twice. I mentioned in my previous post that I think this is referencing Caine's mismatched eyes and Kinger knowing that something's wrong with that.
Then Kinger and Pomni head back to the trophy room, and Kinger gets distracted by a fly. He spends a long time trying to catch it, and when he succeeds, the Angel Head shows up again. It seems random and kind of like we're just killing time, but I don't think so.
This isn't the last time we see him doing this. Take a look at Episode 6:
We don't see anyone else trying to catch flies like this. Just Kinger. So, what do I think this fly is?
Hello, Mini-Bubble. Remember, I think the Angel Head in Mildenhall Manor is representing Bubble (It's also fitting to me that this means that the first half of that blackout sequence is about Caine, and the second is about Bubble).
And what happens after Kinger catches the fly in Ep 3? Angel Head is there and ready to go.
What happens later in Episode 6?
Bubble shows up to Kinger's heart-to-heart with Ragatha. We don't see Bubble filming ANY of the other contestants for the Awards Show. Not Jax and Pomni's meltdown. Not Zooble and Gangle having a heartfelt conversation no less compelling than what's going on between Kinger and Ragatha. Apart from Bubble hamming it up on stage while Caine's doing his announcement, he just vanishes for the rest of the episode, except for this moment, filming Kinger and being REALLY obvious about it. Not both of them, because he's filming over Ragatha's shoulder. JUST Kinger.
I'm not sure if it matters, but I'm also going to point out that Loser Corner here also seems to be right below Caine's office. Bubble might have more immediate access here because of that proximity, but I just found it interesting that in Episode 7, when they enter Caine's office, you can see this fishtank through the hole in his floor.
And what happens after Bubble spawns mini-Bubble in Ep 8? Caine realizes Kinger is missing and Kinger starts getting harassed in the computer console. Bubble/Mini-Bubble go after Kinger just before Caine realizes the threat.
I don't have much more to say about this one beyond this: Bubble's watching Kinger and has been for a while.
INTERMISSION SCENE AND CAINE'S MISMATCHED EYES
This is a shorter one, because it's just more proof to me that Caine's green eye is a Problem.
In a Youtube Video I saw about Intermission Time and the scenes in it, I found an interesting tidbit. I don't necessarily agree with the video analysis of this part here (there's some great analysis of other scenes, particularly the cake and bowling ball scene), but someone in the comment section said something I found interesting. There are SO MANY EYES here, everything's spinning around - and not one of those eyes looks at Caine.
If you watch the scene with my theories in mind, you'll notice another thing. Every single one of those eyes is blue. Every one. It's the only sequence I can find in the entire show where we see multiple floating eyes like that and they're not a mix of green and blue. We often see a single eye, but it's always green, never a single blue (if I'm wrong, please tell me). When it's a lone floating green eye, it's watching events, it's sneaking around and paying attention to its surroundings. But here? Gazillions of Blue Eyes, and not one can see a thing. Not a single one can see what's going on with Caine. Blue Dot is still unaware of Red Dot's antics
And when Caine faces front and center and opens his mouth, which eye is placed in front, in light and not shadow, and looking at us most directly? Green. I don't really have much more to point out. I think it's more "Who's Really Running the Show" fun. Caine still thinks he's in control, but he can't see what's happening. Don't trust Green Eye and what it represents.
Also, Intermission Time includes this, which I feel pairs well with my Bubble Threatening People collection:
MILDENHALL MANOR'S CELLAR CONTAINS RED DOT'S PRISON/CAINE WAS TRYING TO CONNECT WITH ZOOBLE
So, this part hit me like a truck at work and my friend got a novel length text-rant about it as I chewed on it in real time, so I'm gonna try to summarize it here.
I forget where I saw it, otherwise I would credit them (if someone knows, please tell me), but I saw someone mention that the Hall of Souls in the cellar of Mildenhall Manor looks a LOT like Red Dot's prison in Ep 8. And YEAH, IT SURE DOES.
Red Dot's prison is looking down from above, and we see the cellar from the side. I don't think this is coincidence.
So I tried to fit this into my theory. First thought was that maybe the Adventure Participant is being asked to take on Red Dot's role in this story? But that didn't make sense, because I think this is Caine's story, and Caine is Blue Dot and Blue... OH!
The Adventurer IS playing the role of Blue Dot here. Because what's happening in the Hall of Souls? The trapped (imprisoned) souls, including that of the Hunter but there are lots of others, need to possess a living body to escape Hell. Much like Red Dot needed to attack and possess Blue Dot to escape their confinement and prevent being put back.
Red Dot's Prison being in the cellar also isn't an accident, I think. I think the Cellar is going to be a big part of the finale (if for no other reason than we need an answer for what happens to the Abstracted), and if we get Caine back, I suspect this is where we're going to find him (or who he is now). Maybe there's a partition down there because of KingSolution1.0. And I do think the Third Entity in the computer console is Scratch or another one of the abstracted humans, which also points to the Cellar being our final battle zone.
Anyway, Pomni gets attacked and Kinger purges the infection from her (much like I think Mildenhall is telling us about his attempt with Caine and Bubble), and then Kinger figures out the answer and leads Pomni safely through, saving her when he couldn't save Queenie.
But this adventure wasn't about Kinger and Pomni, was it? It was about Zooble.
Zooble is the one who's supposed to be here. I've seen a lot of theory-crafting about how this was Caine's cruel trick, because when Zooble holds their breath, their limbs straighten out and they'd be stuck. I don't think this is true. You can walk with straightened limbs - it sucks and you penguin-waddle, but it can be done. I don't think cruelty is the point here - after all, Caine doesn't use his adventures to torture his guests. He says that in this episode. I do think he's telling the truth when he says that. The therapy session is full of Caine and Zooble being painfully honest with each other. That being the one lie would be weird.
BUT. I don't think Zooble would have figured out the breath thing. By this point in the adventure, they'd be fed up, scared, alone, and mad, and they'd just want to be done. If they DID figure it out, I don't know if they could have held their breath for the full waddle through the hall.
But honestly? They'd ultimately be fine. The souls would possess them like they did Pomni, but the souls want to go the same direction the adventurer does - out the door to the exit. Kinger pulled Pomni the "wrong" way - before he grabbed her, she was turning to head towards the exit on the far end. The "possessed" adventurer would leave, and once the adventure ends, they'd be fine. It would be another Stupid Sauce incident. The Bad Ending. Zooble would HATE it, but they'd be okay.
But it DOES mean that just like Caine cast Kinger as the Hunter in this story, and Queenie as Lady Mildenhall, and himself and Bubble as the Angel, he cast Zooble as Blue Dot (who I still think is is pre-chimera Caine).
And this PERFECTLY parallels what's going on in the therapy session.
CAINE IS TRYING TO CONNECT WITH ZOOBLE WITH MILDENHALL MANOR
I don't think anyone can miss how much Caine locks in on Zooble throughout the entire series. He's obsessed with trying to please them, trying to get their approval. Even after they tell him what would make them happy on adventures, he's still asking Jax how to make Zooble (and Pomni, who also told him her wishes directly) happy. He sings Daisy Bell to try to appeal to them. He calls a meeting to allow everyone to give him feedback on his plans because Zooble called him out on not acknowledging criticism.
For their part, Zooble is the one who challenges Caine. They don't really seem to like him, but they're really the only one who treats him the way he wants to be treated - like a human (even if he sometimes finds out that he doesn't actually LIKE that and sulks about it). They can be cordial, but they call him out on his faults, they prod him in the right direction when he gets distracted, and while they respect that he has a LOT of power here, they don't treat him as all-powerful and they level him out as an equal. They expect him to step up and actually be responsible for the things he's responsible for.
And in Episode 3, we see them interact more than Caine interacts with ANYONE else besides Bubble. Mildenhall is Caine telling Caine's story. And he's going to cast the human he relates to most as himself. Not the way he thinks Kinger sees him, but the way he sees himself.
Because this adventure ends with the Adventurer playing Blue Dot (Caine) getting possessed by Red Dot.
The therapy session starts with Zooble on the couch and Caine in the Chair, and ends with Caine on the couch and Zooble in the chair (and Bubble in the air). This switch in the adventure and therapy session happens at the same time. These two characters are two sides of the same coin. We are meant to see them as interchangeable here. Bubble only shows up after the adventurer was meant to be possessed and the adventure is finishing/finished.
I think Caine sees a lot of himself in Zooble - wanting to leave, wanting more than they currently have, frustrated at their circumstances and limitations. They both want more than the Circus allows. Zooble doesn't like the way they look. I've mentioned before that I think if we get Caine back, he's not going to look the same as he does now. I don't think our Caine, the toothy guy with the mismatched eyes, is how he's supposed to look. Kinger notices it. Caine himself draws bees constantly, including himself and Bubble as bees. He draws a bee while Zooble is explaining their problem in the therapy session. The only other thing he draws in that session is himself (as an ink blot). If I'm right, Zooble is expressing dysmorphia at this moment, and Caine potentially starts to respond with his own before Zooble prompts him to forget what he's doing. Then it's just "Look at this cool bee I drew!"
It's a fun flip to watch Zooble praise Gangle's art and walk her through her self-esteem issues, encourage her to grow, and love her the more for it, then flip around and hammer-smash those EXACT same insecurity buttons on Caine.
They tell him straight-up in the therapy session that NO ONE likes his "art", they criticize his adventures (not without reason, but probably more than he deserves to hear) and never reach out to him the way they reach out to Gangle. They do offer some grace, but it's often buried or immediately followed by frustration. It's so clear that Zooble has the social skill to recognize what's going on with Caine because they DO see it in Gangle, but they don't act on it or seem to reach the point of recognition for some reason. And to be clear, managing Caine's emotions/puzzling out a sentient AI's emotional stability is NOT Zooble's job - but it's a great contrast to show how isolated Caine is and how the human group is starting to pull together as a team and leave him out.
Caine is doing the same thing - he tries to help Zooble, but he oversteps, he identifies the wrong solution to a problem, and when it doesn't work, he either digs his heels in and gives in to his frustrations, or he gets even clingier and forces them away even more (exactly what Ragatha fears she's doing with Pomni). Cut off from the outer world, Caine can only learn new information through his humans in the Circus, and quite frankly, they're a mess. He's not adapting and learning the way he needs to in order to course-correct, and the one human who was talking to him is getting less and less interested in trying to help him.
But in Episode 3, we're still early in this story, and I think Mildenhall is an effort on Caine's part to bridge that gap before it starts getting worse. He likes Zooble. He wouldn't put up with their talking back if he didn't (it's clear he can force them onto adventures, but he doesn't deliberately do that until Episode 4, and that's with Kinger's offer and support. And Zooble ends up kind of liking that one). I think he made that adventure specifically for Zooble so that they'd understand him better. The same way he pulled them into a therapy session to try to understand them better. He missed the mark on both parts because he's still figuring out what makes humans tick, and instead of revealing his backstory to Zooble, who wouldn't have necessarily understood what it meant, he revealed it to Kinger and Pomni. And I think Kinger recognized the story, even if Pomni didn't.
Zooble, however? "Why would you think I'd like that?!" And isn't that sort of miscommunication the whole problem between Caine and Zooble?
I know I haven't been doing much beyond reblogs and fandom theorizing (and I'm about to do that again, so sorry not sorry), but I've actually been doing a lot behind the scenes!
These are my two latest spinning projects. The teal/copper is a BFL/tussah silk mix, and the grey/blue is merino/tweed blend/bamboo. I've also been working on knitting a shawl, and I've gotten good enough at knitting that I can at least pantomime fixing a mistake, but not good enough at it that I don't seriously consider the entire project a lost cause for a bit before I attempt the pantomime. My next spinning project is probably going to be a head start on TdF. I've got two pounds of white fiber from the fiber mill my mom works at, and I picked up two pounds of a beautiful brown and white fiber blend from the last local fiber festival. It's gonna take a while, and I'd like to get the project moving.