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Once again George: do not make smoking look so sexy

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George Harrison, Ringo Starr, Barbara Bach and Al Kooper at FPSHOT during the Somewhere in England sessions, 1980; photo 1 from Kooperâs Backstage Passes & Backstabbing Bastards: Memoirs of a Rock ânâ Roll Survivor, all photos courtesy of Al Kooper. (The Los Angeles Thunderbirds recently posted a color version of the group photo on Instagram.)
âThe night before the sessions the phone rang about 9:30 p.m. âIs this Al?â a voice asked. âThis is George Harrison. I was just calling to see if you wanted any special keyboards for tomorrow. Iâve gotten you a Hammond B3 organ, a Fender Rhodes, and a Wurlitzer piano. We also have an Arp Omni. Will those be okay for you?â I thought it was Herbie [Flowers] having me on. Something told me to answer normally though, just in case. âUhhhhhh, yeah, that sounds like everything I need. Thank you and I guess Iâll see just see you tomorrow⌠Good night.â [âŚ] [At Friar Park] George came out to greet us. He had incredible eyes that could look right through you. I had not met anyone with that powerful a stare since Dylan. âYou didnât think it was me on the phone last night, did you, Al?â he said, laughing. âNo, I didnât,â I admitted. âI thought it might be Herbie having a go.ââ - Al Kooper, Backstage Passes & Backstabbing Bastards: Memoirs of a Rock ânâ Roll Survivor (1998) âI would say the three most interesting people I worked with and got to know were Bob Dylan, Jimi Hendrix and George Harrison.â - Al Kooper, interview conducted by Michael Limnios for Keep The Blues Alive (2012) â[George was a] really sweet guy. He had those eyes. I only saw them one other time; Dylan had those eyes. They can look right through you, right into your soul. I never thought Iâd see them again but Harrison had them.â - Al Kooper on George Harrison, Lancaster Online (August 7, 2009)
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I get so annoyed by George Martin's supercilious attitude. George didn't put that laugh track on at the end to "relieve the tedium". He did it to relieve the seriousness. Very different. His book is full of snarky comments like that. I don't know how George H could stand it and still be nice.
âIt beats the alternative, you know? The alternative is that your life turns sour, and I donât want that to happen,â he says, citing friends, family, and ultimately himself as safeguards. âI donât want to get depressed, so I fight it and think, Come on, youâve got a lot of good stuff going on. Concentrate on that. Itâs not always easy - in fact, itâs never easy.â
Paul McCartney in Mojo, July 2026
Bangor Wales August 1967
Pattie Boyd, George Harrison, Jenny Boyd, Ringo Starr
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Photo 1 is by Paul McCartney (see the backstory below), and was scanned from Mike McCartneyâs book, Remember; photo 2 shows Picton Clock and the former Abbey Cinema in Wavertree (photo by Colin Lane for the Liverpool Echo).
ââThe main thing that really buzzed me, even before I heard Elvis, was Fats Dominoâs âIâm In Love Again,ââ says Harrison. âI can even see exactly where I was when I heard that. There was this little place near where I was born called Wavertree, a district. And right at that point thereâs a thing called the Picton Clock Tower, this tower in the middle of the road with this clock on it, and then nearby there used to be this old art-deco cinema called the Abbey. I was just walking across the road there when I heard Fats Domino: Yes itâs me and Iâm in love again! It must have been on a radio or a record player somewhere. And it touched somewhere deep in me.ââ - Billboard (1992) About photo 1: âA young George Harrison with his Tony Curtis haircut, bright fluorescent green waistcoat (under the towel), and skintight jeans. Heâs carrying flippers, so he must be off to the swimming pool or the sea. This would be around 1958 or â59, when George, Paul, and John were in the Quarrymen skiffle group. I thought Iâd taken this photograph, but Paul rang up to complain, âHey you bugger lugs! I took that one!ââ - Mike McCartney, Remember: The Recollections and Photographs of Michael McCartney (1992) âWhen we lived in 12 Ardwick Road I vaguely remember a lad who lived in Upton Green, a couple of roads away from us. The next time I saw the same lad was in and around the âInny,â but as he was a year ahead of me, he was immediately classified as one of the âbig ladsâ and therefore unapproachable. He was obviously one of those working class rebel chaps and toward the end of our school days together he got more and more outrageous. The compulsory school uniform was outvoted by his extrovert dress sense and his hair was the longest anyone could possibly get away with in the Inny, all âTony Curtisâd back,â with a school cap perched on the top rear like a rabbiâs skull cap. When his guitar playing affinity with Paul was established in the end of term skewl koncerts, heâd visit our new Forthlin home [âŚ]. His dress by this time was even more interesting⌠full length, skin-tight drainies down to his bright fluorescent socks, even brighter lime (Upton) green waistcoat under his blazer which he would flash at me in the school corridors (followed by a wink). He had the first blue suede, winkle picker shoes which together with incessant chewing of gum all became his trade marks. My Sweet Lord knows who he was, but his Mum must have loved him.â - Mike McCartney (writing about âGeorge Handsomeâ), Thank U Very Much: Mike McCartneyâs Family Album (1981)
This was published 8 years ago in The Sydney Morning Tribune
Pattie Boyd: What my marriage to George Harrison and Eric Clapton taught me
May 3, 2018 â 5:41pm
My maternal grandfather, Alexander, was an extraordinary man. He spent much of his life in India with the British Army building bridges and railway lines. He moved to Kenya with my grandmother and had a beautiful house. He loved his rose trees and was a gentle man for a soldier.Â
Grandfather Boyd [her paternal grandfather] was a wild guy who lived in Cornwall on a big farm. He worked as a miner and had sheep and cattle; he loved riding his motorbike. He knew when his time was up: the story goes that he walked into acres of shrouded mist at Bodmin Moor and continued walking until he died. It's a very romantic ending.
My mother, Diana, met my father, Colin, at a dance at the age of 16. He was handsome, in the army, and they fell in love. He became a pilot and had a bad crash and was hospitalised. He was badly damaged but my mother promised to marry him. She felt she had to go through with the marriage, but he was never the same.
My father didn't remember me being born, which seems odd to me. He was very quiet. I don't really know if he loved me. He died two years ago.
I am the oldest of four children born to my parents. My brother Colin is two years younger and I have two sisters, Jenny and Paula.
We moved to East Africa to be with my maternal grandparents between 1948 and 1953. Colin and I were both sent to Catholic boarding school.
I remember begging my mother as an eight-year-old to stay home. It taught me independence. I didn't understand why they didn't want me at home. My mother had too many children and wanted to clear the deck a little.
I was nine when we went back to England. My mother and father separated around this time and she remarried [to Boyd's stepfather Robert]. She moved to England first with my two sisters and left me and my brother with my father for a few months. I had no idea what was going on. It felt like a terrible dream when she said, "Meet your new father."
I have two half-brothers, David [nine years younger] and Robert [11 years younger]. I loved them as babies and pushed them around in prams during school holidays.
My stepfather left my mother after six years together. He fell in love with a neighbour and my mother was heartbroken. She is 94 now.
I had my first kiss around age 16 with a local boy who played tennis. It was exciting, but I viewed boys as brothers more than the kissing kind.
I moved out of home at 17. I got a job at an Elizabeth Arden salon in London and then started modelling.
Pattie Boyd.KARIN TĂRNBLOM/IBL /ZUMAPRESS.COM/AUSTRALSCOPE
My first boyfriend was a photographer, Jean-Claude. He was handsome and encouraged me to be a model. We only kissed and he left me for another girl. We are still friends.
I then dated photographer Eric Swayne for a year. He died in 2007 and I am close friends with his son Tom. I wasn't a go-getter girl. I was really shy.
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I married the Beatles' George Harrison in early 1966 aged 21 [she left Swayne for Harrison]. We connected and it was all on very quickly. He was the one who wanted to get married; my memory of marriage was of my mother having two husbands. Once George and I married, I didn't want to get divorced but it happened eventually in 1977. We drifted in different directions.
My celebrity crush was Elvis Presley. I got to meet him at Madison Square Garden with George in 1972. I was around John Lennon a fair bit, too. He was exciting but could be a bit scary.
I married Eric Clapton in 1979. We divorced in 1989. I had that wonderful, childlike belief that love would last forever. You don't realise until you live through life that fairytales aren't true.
Through my time with Eric, I learnt that women are far more emotional than men and rely heavily on feelings. I don't think men can be destroyed by their emotions. They hold back. I think Eric was like that.
I first met Rod Weston, a property developer, in the '80s in Sri Lanka while on holiday with friends. We started dating in 1994. We married in 2015 and have a nice relationship that's warm and friendly, with no pressure. That is a relief.
George Harrison, Eric Clapton and Me: An Evening with Pattie Boyd â "a conversational show-and-tell" â will be held at Sydney's Four Seasons Hotel on May 15 and Melbourne's Grand Hyatt on May 16.
Fighting off boredom was always a problem with the Beatles. From the moment they became so popular that they had to hide from their fans, there was a lot of hanging around to do, a lot of time spent waiting in their dressing-room until they were due to go on stage. Finding ways of filling in those hours became almost an obsession. They never handled money - Brian Epstein did that for them - and I doubt whether any of them had an idea of how much they were worth. Even if they had, they couldn't have gone out to the shops without being mobbed. If they wanted anything, they asked Neil Aspinall, their road manager, to get it for them. Brian and Neil pandered to them as if they were sick children, bringing them toys and games that might amuse them and stop them from becoming restless. They brought in electric trains and motor cars which all four would gleefully race against each other. The fans also sent them presents - by the sackful. These would be waiting in the dressing-room before every show and the boys would make a rush for them the moment they arrived. If this was some hours before they were due to perform, as it often was, they would then play until it was time to prepare for the show. Considering how much time they spent cooped up together, the Beatles seemed to get on well together. âOf course we have rows,â John said, âbut they are never serious. Weâve been hanging around together for years as friends. Usually itâs people who get together just for business who crack up.â
Two Musketeers Anything to pass the time: George and Ringo fool around with fencing swords back stage. A Scalextric model racing-car set went with the Beatles everywhere. They competed fiercely against each other and never seemed to tire of the game.
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George Harrison and Pattie Boyd in Monte Carlo for the Monaco Grand Prix on May 22, 1966 (also pictured are Colin Chapman, Graham Hill and Keith Greene). Incidentally, the race was won by Jackie Stewart, who was to become very good friends with George. Photos by Wolfgang KĂźhn, Duffy, Rainer W. Schlegelmilch and David Phipps/Sutton Images via Getty Images.
âGeorge was an extraordinary musician and the sweetest of men, and, over the years, I grew to adore his gentle nature, his music, his deep spirituality and his friendship. [âŚ] If we had been dropped from the same height, George would have been a feather, drifting this way and that on the breeze, and I would have been a lead weight plunging straight down: the point is we would have both there in the end. There were times when we could have been living on different planets, times when George was procrastinating over what to do and I would be decisive and all action, or waring amazingly casual and way-out clothes when I would be more traditionally dressed. Yet there were many other times when we seemed so similar, paying the same fanatical attention to detail. He could be amazingly fastidious, keeping his cars immaculately clean and taking such care and time over his gardens, both at his home near Henley, England and in his tropical paradise on Maui. This determination to get things exactly right extended to his music. George would work and work until a song was totally as he wanted it to be â not just right, but precisely right, so precisely right that it would almost sound as if it had evolved naturally, out of nothing, dreamily and effortlessly. [âŚ] [Since 2001] we have stayed very close to Livy and Dhani, who has grown up to bear such a striking resemblance to his father, both in his appearance and his mannerisms. For me, George was a true friend who opened my eyes to so much that I would otherwise not have seen, and who in his calm, gentle way gave me a new perspective on living and dying.â - Jackie Stewart, Winning Is Not Enough (2007)
Behind the scenes of âWhen We Was Fab,â with photos 1-2 from the Bristol Evening News, photo 3 a screenshot from the music video, and photo 4 the single cover art created by Klaus Voormann.
âWhen We Was Fabâ â the music video: âI was a bit nervous because Godley and Creme are a couple of loonies, especially Lol [Creme]. Theyâre very sweet, but I wasnât sure if they knew exactly what they were doing. I found out they knew sort of ninety percent what they were doing and the other ten percent was a bit of a grey area. But it was very good, very funny. I approached them. I said, âGo home and smoke something, listen to this and come up with an idea.â They came up with the idea and after a few days they started panicking. They said, âItâs not going to work, itâs not going to work.â And they tried to get out of it and I said, âDonât panic now.â I had to do it; I had three or four days before Christmas and it had to be done, so I said, âJust go for a walk in the garden, have a cup of tea, calm down, and then Iâll talk to you in an hour.â And I talked to them in an hour and they said, âI think itâll be okay.ââ - George Harrison, Is This Live?: Inside The Wild Early Years of MusicMusic (2016) âIn the new video I got my old Sgt. Pepper suit on but Iâm busting out of there all over, thatâs why you only see it for like three frames of the movie. [laughter]â - George Harrison, Rockline (February 10, 1988) â[A] Bristol model-making company has given the ex-moptop a hand, quite literally, in making his latest pop video. [âŚ] All these hands [in the video] work for Lyons Model Effects [âŚ]. Although the video was filmed in London, George came to Stoke Bishop to have a body cast made. This was then dressed as him and propped against a fake wall, behind which the Bristol hands, and attached owners, were secreted. Georgeâs head was then superimposed atop the torso. [âŚ] âWe were told before he came to keep things quiet, that he didnât want a fuss,â said Tina, who was caught out when the star arrived unexpectedly early. Chris had gone to collect Godley and Creme from Temple Meads when the security intercom at their Bell Barn Road premises buzzed and a George asked if he could come in, please. âI thought it was the lads mucking about, so I went to the door very nonchalantly and was quite taken [a]back to find it was really him standing alone on the doorstep. The Fab One had driven himself to Bristol, and was even modest enough to introduce himself. âHe really was very nice, and very intelligent,â said Tina [Lyons]. âHe had a very dry sense of humor and showed an interest in other people. He was just very normal.â [...] A special trip had been made to buy tights for George to wear while he was getting plastered, but he thoughtfully brought his own. His lightly-clad form was then wrapped in cling-film, covered with dental plaster and left to dry for 30 minutes. âHe was very patient, although at first I think he may have been a bit apprehensive, which is quite understandable,â said Tina. The Lyons have molded quite a few famous bodies, Stephanie Lawrence, Paul Scofield and Ruth Madocâs among them, but it wasnât easy being casual about a Beatle dropping in for the day. âWhen we walked him to his car a lady stopped on the pavement and her jaw dropped. She mouthed âIs it him?â, and when we nodded all she could do was mouth back âI thought so.â Even then, I donât think she could really believe it.â" - Bristol Evening Post (March 31, 1988) Pictured in photo 2 are all the people behind the special effects of multiple hands â in the center, Paul Wanless, and clockwise, Rick Bennett, David Lawson, Chris Enthwhistle, Tina and Chris Lyons. The single cover art by Klaus Voormann: âGeorge said, âI have a song itâs reminiscing about the old days. Can you do a cover?â I took the same picture from the Revolver cover, the old George, and put a new George on the bottom.â - Klaus Voormann, Uncut (May 2020)

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George Harrison photographed by Gered Mankowitz for the 1987 album Cloud Nine.
âI had met George on several occasions but had never photographed him. Therefore I was delighted when the art director and my dear friend David Costa asked me to shoot the Cloud Nine cover. We shot in my studio in Hampstead and had decided that we would use several painted backgrounds of various cloudy skies, as well as a huge textured canvas. George arrived by himself without any entourage and was a wonderful and most patient subject, as I had decided to shoot on the rather slow and laborious large format camera. He regaled us with tremendous, funny and occasionally filthy Liverpool stories over lunch and involved himself with all aspects of the shoot. The heroic, âman in blackâ portrait was influenced by one of the cowboy heroes from my childhood called Paladin!â - Gered Mankowitz, Snap Galleries, 2016
âThe time was spent working and concentrating on the images and what we were trying to get out of the session. What he was wearing, how he was holding his guitar and all that stuff. It was work, but we had a long lunch in the middle of the day and he regaled us with such funny Liverpool stories. He had us in fits, he was funny and he was sweet. He arrived completely by himself, he didnât have anybody with him, he carried his own suitcases and he was completely unpretentious.â - Gered Mankowitz, Retro Sellers, 2010 (x)
(By the way, about the shirt George is wearing on the cover: Olivia âpicked it out,â as George commented in a promotional interview.)
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The Beatles onstage at the Top Ten Club in Hamburg, spring of 1961, and (photo 5) backstage at Hamburgâs Ernst-Merck-Halle on June 26, 1966 (scanned from Mach Schau! Die Beatles in Hamburg); all photos by Peter BrĂźchmann.
âYou know, they say knock on the door and it will be opened or seek and ye will find. In those days we went through so much experience â almost like going through twenty years of experience all crammed into three, four years. And some of those experiences were pretty heavy. And it just made me feel like I wanted to know what was the point of all this. Because as you said, we made our money and fame and all that which is what most people regard as making it. But for me that wasnât it. It was good fun for a while but it certainly wasnât the answer as to what life was all about. And so I needed to know what that was about. If you know historically, I got involved with Ravi Shankar, with Indian music, I went to India, I did a bit of yoga and then I did a bit of meditation. And through all that experience somewhere down the line, the answers came to me as to what the point of life was and what are we doing in these bodies. And so I donât really have so many questions any more.â - George Harrison, interviewed by Dave Tollington in Toronto (1988) âGeorge was one of few who found what they were looking for. It touches me deeply to think that I could at least accompany him a part of that way, from the little cheekily grinning seventeen-year-old boy who wooed the Reeperbahn girls with âCorinna Corinnaâ to the wise and knowing man that he had already been for a long time before leaving the world stage forever far too soon in November 2001. I will never be able to describe in words how much he meant to me and how much I will always miss him.â - Klaus Voormann, translated from Warum spielst du Imagine nicht auf dem weiĂen Klavier, John?Â
The Beatles in Hamburg, 1960, and George in London in 1968; photos by Astrid Kirchherr; audio from Astridâs NPR Fresh Air interview (2008).
âAstrid took them to shops and showed them clothes that they could wear and at that time they wanted to have those leather pants and stuff and they bought that cheap, ugly leather stuff in Hamburg in a leather shop. Apart from that they did not necessarily take up on what we were up to, but they listened to it and they were interested. You could feel that there was a really great interest in anything we were talking about. If it was about French art or of it was about some movies we saw or whatever, and in particular Stuart was the link to that part because he was very much into his painting. We just talked about it. But I donât know, maybe later when we saw how they developed, some of the things we were talking about came through. I always say that when you see the cover of Beatles for Sale [photographed] by Robert Freeman where they have those big scarves round their neck, which were actually knitted by Astrid, the hair is really loose and the photo is loose too, and thatâs the sort of time when I felt now they have picked up on what we were doing in those days.â - Klaus Voormann, Astrid Kirchherr: A Retrospective âIt was always a giving and taking between us. They taught me the meaning of bravery, of sticking to an idea. They had to survive in situations in Hamburg, when they were penniless, which were disgusting. I tried to help them, and our different influences changed each other. Theirs came from America, and they taught me about Chuck Berry â and mine came from France and they learned about Sartre or Juliette Greco. It was an equal thing. And they liked my knowledge as far as fashion was concerned. But all this rubbish about âthe haircutâ is nothing to do with what The Beatles really were. [âŚ] I didnât even have a camera [anymore] when George talked me into doing [âŚ] Wonderwall Music. I had taken other pictures besides The Beatles, some of which I thought were better, but no-one was interested, and I began to feel unsure. Am I really good enough? But George never ever changed, he still believed in me.â - Astrid Kirchherr, MOJOâs 1,000 Days of Beatlemania â[George] said âOh by the way, I need a cover or an inner sleeve for my next LPâ and he said âI would like you to take it.â [âŚ] Then he offered to build me a studio in London to take pictures and asked me if I could think it over. I was so unsure about me being a photographer, because of The Beatles boom, and I was thinking âAm I really good or am I just a Beatles photographer?â So I just gave him a call and said âNo, I donât want to,â and the only thing he answered was âWell you are my little fool.ââ - Astrid Kirchherr, Astrid Kirchherr: A Retrospective
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Remembering Astrid Kirchherr on the sixth anniversary of her passing.
Photos 1-14 by Astrid Kirchherr (feat. a self-portrait, plus photos of The Beatles [1960-1962], Stuart Sutcliffe, and Klaus Voormann), photo 15 by Max Scheler (photographed at Green Street, London, in March 1964), photo 16 by Kai-Uwe Franz.
âNumber one, she is the sweetest person you could possibly imagine.â - Klaus Voormann, Astrid Kirchherr: A Retrospective âIt was so soon after the war. All the struggles we had then: the guilt of the war, the guilt of our parents. Then meeting some youngsters from England who felt: the Germans are our enemies. They came to play music, and suddenly they found Germans were creative people that they could be inspired by â and we felt the same.â - Astrid Kirchherr, Sight and Sound (April 1994) âAstrid was dressing like that [in leather] when we were still just Liverpool scruffs. She was the one who had the leather kecks and the Beatle haircut. [âŚ] Astrid was so loving; sheâd take us home and feed us. She helped us a lot, even just to let us have a bath. Astrid was twenty-two at that time, and I was seventeen; she seemed so much older than me, and so grown up⌠[âŚ] Astrid was the one, really, who influenced our image more than anybody.â - George Harrison, The Beatles Anthology âGeorge was always my favorite, his kindness and his wit. He was just a wonderful person and whenever I was in trouble, like with money and things, he was always looking after me and he invited me a couple of times to London and later on to Henley. I just miss him terribly because he was like a little guardian angel for me, I feel like I am in a way lost without him.â - Astrid Kirchherr, Astrid Kirchherr: A Retrospective âI had the strongest friendship with George. He was one of my best friends. We saw each other often, and he always looked after me, got in touch constantly to ask if I was healthy and if I have everything. Today [âŚ] I still meet up with his wife Olivia and his son Dhani.â - Astrid Kirchherr, translated from HĂśrzu (2005) â[At Friar Park in 2001] I remember we had a little walk in his park, and I was so full of love and joy to be with him that I cried. [George] said, âYou must not cry, I will always look after you.â He had no fear. No fear whatsoever. I miss his presence, but I've got the feeling he's still around me.â - Astrid Kirchherr, The Age (2005)
PAUL: â[âŚ] My thing with clubs became later and later. Often, after a few drinks, Iâd be seriously looking for somewhere to party at four in the morning. By then they would tend to be gambling clubs. There would be the Cromwellian in Kensington which had gambling that went on when the rest of the club was closed. You could go to the casino and do in another hour. âI used to go to the Curzon House, near the Playboy Club, near the Hilton. Iâd get thirty pounds in five-shilling chips. It was all very cheap and Iâd do lots of roulette and mainly lose. Lots of high speculation, it was so good if I ever got a thirty-six to one. And the idea anyway was to lose this money. The way I figured it was if Iâd gone to a theatre and dinner, it would have been about thirty quid, so I thought this was going to be the equivalent. It was just fun.â The Curzon House at 21 Cursor Street was Brian Epsteinâs favourite club and Paul would sometimes run into him there. Brian would lose thousands at baccarat or chemin de fer. He liked to make an evening of it, eating a superb meal and drinking fine wine, knowing that the club would pick up the tab because he lost so much at the tables. PAUL: âBrian would be, âUgghhh, the pills!â The jaw would be grinding away. I remember Brian putting his Dunhill lighter on a betââThatâs a hundred poundsââand heâd lose it all. But he didnât mind, some people just like that bumpy ride. âThe best fun was if I had to be somewhere and it wasnât that late and I had to get rid of the chips. I remember one evening I didnât want to just change them, so I put them on 36-1, and I kept winning! When you wanted to get away, suddenly your luck changed. âOh, oh, oh, good!â That evening I went out with more than I came in with, but generally not. I like characters, I like looking, I like a bit of voyeurism. I would always imagine I was a writer. I would get ideas for songs, ideas for characters, little things, essences of things. Iâm a great observer, and a gambling club has great ambience. I used to really like it. Itâs like a big game but itâs serious. Nobodyâs laughing. I used to wander round the tables, occasionally throw a five-bob chip on blackjack. It was really a social thing. The kind of people Iâd meet there would be Roger Moore looking like James Bond, or Michael Caine, that slightly older film-star kind of guy. âYouâre talking about some kid from an estate in Liverpool, whoâd barely been into the city centre, who then had been thrust into Hamburg, not the city centre but the strip-club district, who now was able to wander freely around London. It just seemed fabulous. You had your own packet of cigarettes. You were growing up and there were all these exciting things happening. Obviously, for me, the great thing was I had an entrĂŠe to places like the Curzon House gambling club where even Lord So-and-so had to get nominated and seconded! But it was always, âHello, Paul! How are you? Go right in, mate. Thatâll be all right. Let âim in.â And you always, âOh, thank you. Thanks very much.â Wink wink.â
[âfrom Many Years From Now, Barry Miles]