I absolutely hate when people say they have no friends but then are constantly posting about going out and doing stuff with people it makes no sense. But I literally have no one and it's nights like these that bothers me. No one hits me up, no one hangs out with me, no one talks to me I'm a ghost. I could literally disappear from this Earth tomorrow and no one would even know. Now obviously you're going to have people who are like "well your family would miss you" to that I say my main family are so close to death it's not even funny. My mother has been diagnosed with liver failure and they don't know how much longer she has. Almost 4 years ago my father was diagnosed with a disease where he only has 3-5 years left and he's getting close. So let's say 5 more years I'm 30 my family is gone I have no friends I literally don't see a point to existing anymore. It's not like I'm not trying either I've went out to make friends I socially interact with people as often as I can, but I've literally watched people who I thought were cool with me make plans in front of me and I never get invited. It's not like a once in a while thing it's anytime they want to do something. I'm honestly at my wit's end and no longer want to live anymore. I'm probably going to take my life once my parents pass. Sorry this has been a shit show or like I'm trying to fish for compliments. I'm really not I'm just so depressed and don't see any light out of the tunnel.
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