Si-like-sigh

Who's up missing the soft lips of their lover?

Wow, so much has happened since I was last here. I'm on HRT and a litany of other medications so I can do my two favorite things; not be yoyoing between suicidal/manic and getting creampied as often as I desire. My top surgery is eminent, I have a nice office job and I'm in the running for a better one that is remote... for so many years when I used this website it was a way to dull the pains I was experiencing. Now I'm just, idk, here and ok.

Something which makes me slightly paranoid is that I know my partner is on this website and active and will find my ancient cringey Tumblr that's about a decade old at this point and bully me mercilessly

I'm back I guess lol