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"Breathe". says my inner voice. "Breathe and let go. Cry. Breathe and cry. Some pain will come. Some pain will go. It will flow, like the waves at the beach. The feelings will come and go like the tide. Breathe. Listen to the sound of your inner waves. Sometimes calm, sometimes rough, but both is okay. And so are you."
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Dear me,
I know how hard it can be, these days when you have no motivation for nothing at all and going to the fridge feels like having to walk 1000 miles and therefore you just don`t eat at all. These days when your room is as messed up as your thoughts and everything you touch is a big fail. When depression wants to take control over your life again and you just don´t want to fight anymore, even if you had been something like successful once in the last 10 years. I know how frustrating this can be, when everything you tried to leave behind appears in front of you.
You´re allowed to cry. Remember to just take one step at a time, remember the happy moments and try to create a safe space. Take time to heal, don´t try to force you to do everything, just do some easy tasks. Go for a walk. Take a breath and watch your feelings for a short time. It´s okay to feel this way. Breath. It´s okay to let go. It´s okay to go on, to have a life without those you lost.
You will be okay. Take care of yourself. Be your friend. You´ll make it once again. Remember that hope isn´t there to be given up.
Love, me.
"Happy birthday", I'd say, but we don't see each other anymore. "Happy birthday and a happy life" is what I'd wish you, but I can't because you're not here with me. I still think about you and stranger's faces still remind me of noone else but you. I still think about the best afternoon in my worst time. You made everything better. Thank you for being in this world even though I won't be able to meet you again. Happy birthday. I hope that there's always someone by your side, who can cheer you up, as you did to others. I hope that there's always someone who listens to you and has the right words to help you grow. I wish that nothing bad is ever going to happen to you. "Happy birthday" is what I'd like to say to you but all my heart does is missing you.
They always come back. The dark and brutal clouds. Weighting me down with their tonns of tears. I've learned they won't stay. But as always, I'm unable to breath.
“I think part of the reason why we hold on to something so tightly is we fear something great won’t happen twice.”
— Unknown
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Sie lernte fünf Sprachen, dass vielleicht doch noch jemand sie versteht. Aber ihr hörte niemand zu.
I was told a hundred times: my dreams are unrealistic, this won’t work out, I’m not good enough for that, these goals are unreachable. Well let me fail. At least I don’t give up before I even started. Let me fail and try again. I came so far that nothing seems to be impossible anymore.
My body.
My body is not yours and without permission you don’t have to touch me. Neither you hand or an object in it may hit me or my butt. It’s my body. You don’t have the right to trivialize the actions you’re responsible for. You’ve done something and you have to bare the blame. It’s my body. But you have to call yourself lucky that I only explained to you what you aren’t allowed to do and that there is no difference between your hand versus the bottle in your hand hitting my butt. It’s my body. And I have the right to physical integrity. But you think you can allow your self to take it from me. You try to debase me by demoting me to a sex object. It’s my body. And I have to decide what to do with it. It’s your mindset that’s wrong, not me, not my body, not my way defending it. It’s you.
You always hoped for a happy ending of the story I wrote. But reality is more complicated than this. And in reality it was always my story but without sharp lines of good and eval, without clear vision and without you. How could a happy end be possible under those conditions?
He never wanted you to be sad and now since he’s gone you struggle with all this shit again. But you should rather be happy that you met him than cry because he had to go.
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Jedes Mal ist es das gleiche: Ich vermisse dich. Ich vermisse dich nicht. Und mit jedem neuen Zweifel, stirbt ein Gänseblümchen für dich.
Never judge the things one does to survive.
Dear me,
I know how hard it can be, these days when you have no motivation for nothing at all and going to the fridge feels like having to walk 1000 miles and therefore you just don`t eat at all. These days when your room is as messed up as your thoughts and everything you touch is a big fail. When depression wants to take control over your life again and you just don´t want to fight anymore, even if you had been something like successful once in the last 10 years. I know how frustrating this can be, when everything you tried to leave behind appears in front of you.
You´re allowed to cry. Remember to just take one step at a time, remember the happy moments and try to create a safe space. Take time to heal, don´t try to force you to do everything, just do some easy tasks. Go for a walk. Take a breath and watch your feelings for a short time. It´s okay to feel this way. Breath. It´s okay to let go. It´s okay to go on, to have a life without those you lost.
You will be okay. Take care of yourself. Be your friend. You´ll make it once again. Remember that hope isn´t there to be given up.
Love, me.
I'm back again. The falling is over. I hit rock bottom again. All I try is to endure the pain, to kill the pain without killing me. But instead I'm back. Back to bad habits, back in the arms of the pain. I can't go further. Can't go further back into the darkness. I'm back again in a place where my mind is at its darkest and I feel like there's no way out. The hands I grabbed slip through my fingers. And all I can tell myself is just one more step, soon you'll get back on track. Just be patient.
Don’t try to be happy like him or like her. Try to be as happy as you can be. Create your own kind of happiness and don’t let anybody destroy it.
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Du schaffst das. Lies es, immer, wenn es dir scheiße geht. Du schaffst das. Versuch es zu glauben. Du schaffst das. Schreib es tausend mal, wenn es sein muss. Du schaffst das. Sag es dir Stunden lang. Du schaffst das. Irgendwann wird es auch wieder besser.
Ich bin so gut geworden darin anderen vorzuspielen, dass es mir gut geht, sodass ich es an manchen Tagen fast selbst glaube.
