Iâm like a week late bc Iâm struggling to fit this thing into my sched so skdkdkdhj better late than never. English isnât my mother tongue so oof bear who the grammar mistakes if there are any :(
The midnight air is cold and drafty. Yet here is Gavin Reed, sitting on the ledge of a non-descript bridge at 1am in the morning. Drinking as if it were the last days of his life. Gavin adjusted his hoodie a bit in an attempt to keep himself warm. The plastic bag full of alcohol bottles clinked as the wind passed through. Some empty, some still half-drunk. Gavin has no idea which was which and how many he had drank, but he didnât care.
Connor has long since persuaded him from drinking this amount of beer in one sitting. But today has been a terribly shitty day. Itâs almost as if the universe was laughing at him for getting his ass handed back to him after failing to solve a case.
He can almost hear Connor say that it was just a case. That failing to solve something doesnât mean youâre the worst godawful detective to ever graze the earth. That it wasnât really worth losing his temper over. That he should focus more on the things that actually matter.
Gavin takes another swig from the bottle of beer heâs holding. Where was he..?
Connor. Ever since the android befriended him through sheer amounts of willpower, heâs always been his metaphorical anchor to the ground. Always keeping Gavin from flying off the seat of his pants to do something heâll possible regret later. A voice of reason.
That voice of reason did him so much good. Gavin couldnât count how many times Connor has saved him from confrontations with Fowler. Or how many angry outbursts had he dissipated with calming reassurances. God, he regrets ever being an asshole to this man. Connor is way better than him in every way yet Gavin had the audacity to be such a prick to him.
Still, Connor forgave. Heâs truly, too kind. Gavin does not deserve this amount of kindness after fucking everything up and being an absolute dick. If a machine can be this kind then maybe humanity still has hope after all.
Another swig. Then another and anotherâ
âGavin,â a familiar voice called from behind him. He didnât even have to turn around to see who it is.
Gavin just drinks some more. Or rather, attempts to drink. Connorâs hand inevitably stops Gavinâs arm from further making any movements.
âYou shouldnât be drinking this much alcohol in one sitting,â Connor says ever so politely.
âHow did you even get here? Wait scratch that, you probably did some kinda supercomputer scan or some shit,â Gavin said, glaring at Connor in defense. Defense. Why was he so defensive? Maybe itâs easier for Gavin to keep up this tough facade. Maybe itâs just the alcohol. God knows what.
âI asked Tina,â The android replied. A silence followed after that. Gavin just proceeded to squint at the river beneath him.
âHow much have you drank?â
Gavin scoffs at this, âYouâve already scanned me, havenât you?â
A beat passes. Connor replies hesitantly, âYes butââ
âThe fuckâs that question for then? You rubbing the fact that youâre a genius machine to me?â Gavin bursts out. All the words were flowing out of his mouth like liquid. He doesnât mean to insult Connor. Heâs at least an inch above to succumb that low.
Connor says nothing but sits beside him on the railing. Gavin could already feel his warmth. So human-like that you wouldnât even think heâs not one if not for the LED on his temple. Silence once again hovers around them until Gavin finally sighs,
âFor being a total dick. To you.â
âYouâve already apologized to me and Iâve already forgiven you. I take no offense from the words youâve previously said and recognize this to only be an effect of your highly inebriated state.â
Gavin chuckles, âYou speak too much. I donât mean that.â
âWhat else could you mean?â
Gavin sighs once more, âI just feel like.. Iâve never fucking changed. Iâm still the same old incompetent asshole that bitterly hates machines that can do his job better.â
Gavin looks at Connor, âI bet you once youâve been with us for at least a year Iâd be the first to get laid off. I donât hate you anymore, but sometimes that asshole part of me wants to for being better than me. And thatâs terrible and Iâm sorry.â
A cold breeze passes by and Gavin shivers. Suddenly a warm hand finds itself above Gavinâs hand. If it werenât for the dark, unlit bridge, his face would be very visibly flushed.
âYou have changed, Gavin. It may not seem like much but you have and I notice it. Youâve sacrificed time to apologize to me and make up for it. Youâve given up your old android-hating self just to be my friend,â Connor counters, âAnd although flawed, I think youâre a skilled detective. Doesnât mean you didnât solve this case means youâre the worst at your job. You should focus on things that actually matter. Like Tina, Chris or Me; your friends.â
He said it nearly word by word oh my god
âYou may not completely tolerate all androids yet, but youâre with me here now and youâre not bursting out in anger or disgust. I think thatâs something,â Connor finished and as if to put a cherry on top of the cream, he smiled. My god, that fucking smile.
Gavin ended up averting the android gaze to hide his reddened face and muttered a silent, âThank you.â
They sat there for a few minutes more. Gavin not mentioning anything about the androidâs hand interlocked with his.