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the trick is to play your music louder than your thoughts

i forgive you. if not now, then i will someday, wholly. however, i cannot and will not utter a word. we cant go through it again, despite despite.

funny. I stuck to my word by never saying another word.

you have to listen to loud music . it scares the evil creatures from your head

funny how a misspelling on spotify ended up w me listening to upbeat morgan wallen songs. hah. we'll take that, universe.

the blue depression turtle, regardless of its name always sows hope in a weird, absurd way. being ridiculous for a while might as well make life a little more fun. perhaps forgiving too.

"as long as you dont die from it, there is always instruction in disaster"

"i don't know a greater freedom than taking a sad, bitter, nasty emotion like contempt, like grief, like terrible fear that by its nature makes you feel isolated, then trying to transform it into a story or narrative. and as a result, finding out that everyone else is usually dealing with the same stuff"

the blue depression turtle, regardless of its name always sows hope in a weird, absurd way. being ridiculous for a while might as well make life a little more fun. perhaps forgiving too.

"as long as you dont die from it, there is always instruction in disaster"