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letting charn go is a decision i haven't solidly made up my mind for about ro. her particular background makes me lean toward letting him go atp... although she always lets balak walk to save the hostages. that's set in stone for her

does anyone let charn go in bring down the sky? i mean he literally says he was there to kidnap and enslave people. just because you didn't sign up to drop a rock on a planet doesn't negate that...

i always forget that there's no autosaving on worlds in mass effect 1. i don't die often enough for it to be an issue (#flex) but i just cleared this whole map of collectibles and discoveries and got got at the very end. so now i have to do it all over again

meal + looking at nice tags on drawings = cure for everyone hates me disorder

i open tumblr and immediately two pop ups are blocked

previous post aside i do want to - for real this time - leave my next um Sensual shakarian piece sketchy. don't even bother rendering. i kind of do it for the love of the game mostly, i don't think all the effort is necessarily worth it in terms of reception (at least not when i do it), but i am curious to see if something left unfinished and sketchy would be.. idk... more popular?

out of all the years i've been here and all the things i've posted, i think there is but one thing i can claim as wholly my own impact and legacy. it's not skillfully drawn art, or being liked for drawing shakarian nsfw. it's not fanfiction or headcanons or meta. it's ponytail hackett. hackett with a ponytail. it's a small thing, one that only two other people (to my knowledge) have adopted, but it's mine.

why does every chemistry class want you to watch multiple hours of videos and take 3 separate safety quizzes on labflow on top of the safety quiz and course agreements and academic integrity tutorials on canvas. like I got it....

are there any conspiracy debunkers on youtube who aren't annoying. asking for a friend

this remote mountain cabin with a friendly neighbor that i wasn't even sure i'd put ro in is just somehow so clear in my mind. i could draw up a layout of the house and i haven't even officially written anything to do with it yet. one of those things that the story just decides for me i guess