Logically Speaking

When you love someone its like they are the sun to your world. Before having them youre just adrift in nothingness, in darkness. But then your world revolves around them. Like a planet on a set orbit, they bring structure and balance into your life. They bring light and life into your world. However when the love dies, your now beautiful world slowly dies and becomes nothing again.

I love this quote. By changing the words around but preserving the meaning it can be applied in real life. For example in terms of relationships: You either get settled with the right girl and remain a Nice Guy, or meet bitches long enough to watch yourself become an Asshole

I learn new things about this girl everyday. This girl that was everything to me for over a year. I loved her so much. And yet shes nothing like the girl i loved. I feel so stupid to have never seen her for who she really was. Shes not that person. She was never that person. I miss that person.

Oh My God!!!.... How can i be so stupid to love her..... How can i realize that I am being stupid in loving her and yet continue to love her....... shes not even mine...... Why cant this feeling just go the fuck away..... Fuuuuuuckkk!!!!

I just now realized what love is. How it feels to love someone. How happy it makes me feel to make her happy. Unfortunately the girl I loved doesnt even deserve it. Im tired of playing the game. Im tired of fucking around and tired of all the bitches. I realized I have so much love to give. If i met a girl who is real, i would love her SO much. She doesnt have to be the most attractive, or kindest, or smartest, just real. But none of these bitches deserve my love. Atleast none that ive met so far.

I am so sad without you. Im hurting so much but the pain seems to be lesser everyday. With you i was happy but i still had this pain because you weren't mine. You were my best friend and i miss you, or atleast the person you use to be. I am trying to get over you but this gonna take a while.

I realized after months that you are not the girl i love. You arent even the girl i called my best friend. I mean you are that girl, but in my head i made you out to be someone else. I kept believing the words you said and was too blind to see that your actions did not follow your words. Now when i see you for who you are I dont like you. FINALLY I am compeltely over you. But i still miss the girl you were pretending to be. The girl who was my best friend and whom i loved very much. That girl doesnt even exist anymore yet i still miss her. So even though im over you, it doesnt make it any better.

It's weird. Everytime i remember the time I spent with her, it brings a pain in my chest and a smile on my face.

(Thinking about whether I should text this to her, while drinking my 8th glass of crowne black : )

I just had to hear the girl i love say that she cant be more than friends with me because im her best friend and she doesnt want to lose me if the relationship doesnt work. Im hurting so bad right now

I honestly miss being just friends with her. I hate that i got these feelings for her. Before i use to enjoy hanging out with her and now im just fucking miserable.