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Aqua Utopia｜海の底で記憶を紡ぐ
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NASA
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Jules of Nature
cherry valley forever
Kaledo Art
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almost home
I'd rather be in outer space 🛸
pixel skylines
oozey mess
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
noise dept.
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
Alisa U Zemlji Chuda
occasionally subtle
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@gambeth
𝙴𝙻𝙸𝚉𝙰𝙱𝙴𝚃𝙷 𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙼𝙾𝙽 as seen in the Netflix Original : 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚀𝚄𝙴𝙴𝙽'𝚂 𝙶𝙰𝙼𝙱𝙸𝚃. #gambeth
tas , 21+ , she/her , poc. this is a selective and mutuals only writing blog. i will softblock those who i don’t plan to follow back. this blog will contain triggering material such as 𝙳𝚁𝚄𝙶 𝙰𝙱𝚄𝚂𝙴. because of the frequency of the drug mention, i will try my best to tag but might forget to. i will update the doc later with her full story, but please read before interacting.
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so i thought i was gonna do starters and replies but i can’t focus because of the election so tune in next time folks xoxo
𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚌𝚔 𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚎 : @roziver
𝐒𝐢𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐬 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐚 one too many times sloshing the beverage over the rim. GIRL IS ELSEWHERE , mind occupied by events more important than hospitality. Spilled coffee on her thumb painfully brings her back to reality. Clearing her throat ( 𝙳𝙴𝙵𝙸𝙽𝙴 : clearing her thoughts ) , she sets two cups on the newly bought table , coasters meant to accompany their cups sat haphazardly forgotten on her kitchen counter. It’s hard to keep her head on straight when she’s never really there. ❝ It’s been a while , ❞ Said more like a fact than an admittance of guilt. She bears the blame , knows her connections would fare better if she stayed put for more than a month , but life had other plans for her that she had no intention of stopping. She’s a pawn and invisible hands lead her from square to square.
❝ It wasn’t intentional , JUST SO YOU KNOW. ❞ Beth hadn’t meant to go off the grid. She doesn’t remember the last call she had picked up that hadn’t been from Benny , Beltik or anyone else who she considered part of her tight knit team. She only had so many minutes of her time to spare these days , and their conversations would sometimes span hours she couldn’t take back. New York was no vacation either , a match in a week’s time and that Wednesday evening was the only one she could spare for rekindling. ❝ I just got a little [ . . . ] ❞ Occupied dancing with death. Immersed in forgetting I was alive. Too focused to remember to 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚎. ❝ Busy. ❞
miscellaneous movie quote sentence starters pt. ii.
“ you’re not death. they are. “
“ it wouldn’t mean much for me to kill you. when you love someone, it’s easier to do it. “
“ i killed ____. i wanted him to die. “
“ love doesn’t mean anything in your life. you think you can turn it on and off. by pushing a button like you do a light. “
“ i’m bad. you said it yourself. well, i was born that way, see? and what’s more, i don’t care. i like it. “
“ nature is mysterious, but never sad. “
“ i tried to love you. but now i know love is not enough. “
“ maybe i want to feel badly. maybe i’m tired of pretending that nothing bothers me, that all i care about is myself. “
“ i don’t want to be worshipped. i want to be loved. “
“ i’m afraid to turn around. i’m afraid i’ll see nobody. that i’m alone here. “
“ you must destroy us both with that weakness you call virtue. you must keep me tormented with that cruelty you think so pious. “
“ i don’t think i belong in heaven. “
“ be with me always. take any form. drive me mad. only do not leave me in this dark alone, where i cannot find you. “
“ i am different. i don’t even vaguely resemble others, any of them. “
“ whenever a woman has a problem, men always presume it’s love. “
“ i don’t want to pierce you, but how else will i get free? “
“ try as i might, i can’t ever forget. “
“ i do not love you. i love nobody. “
“ i feel nothing for no-one! “
“ i can’t love, i can’t! don’t you understand that? “
“ i have no feelings. get that into your head. “
“ our love was a dream. never lived, only a fantasy. an emotion transparent like smoke. “
“ i will always be hiding in a corner of your mind so you can find me. “
“ there is always something watching me, following me, controlling me. “
“ you didn’t look human. didn’t have any emotions. or rather, you looked cruel. very cruel. “
“ i wish you could stay here forever. just the two of us, isolated from everything. “
“ i’ve been feeling something so strange lately. it’s hard to explain. it’s like a constant state of panic, of anguish. “
“ when the night comes, all that’s left is the anxiety. “
“ you’re the source of all this evil. “
“ i respect your pain. but don’t forget that i’m also in pain. “
“ i’m insane but, sometimes i’m wise. “
“ wise women know well enough what monsters men make of them. “
“ i departed this world without ever having known love. “
“ it grieved my heart to see your sorrow. “
“ the ocean as my companion, the sky as my friend. seagulls… and silence. a great silence. “
“ they say i’m sick. very sick. “
“ i try to find out what’s wrong with me, but i can’t. “
“ everything scares me. sometimes, my whole body trembles. “
“ you seem to distrust me. you think i’m an enchantress… don’t you? ”
“ you’re mine now. from now on… you must devote your whole life to me. “
“ there is no good in me. where should it come from? “
“ i can’t cry. why can’t i cry like other people? “
“ now i’m broken, the toy that god didn’t want. “
“ you’re afraid. i feel you’re afraid. “
“ i want to feel their bones breaking between my fingers. i want to overpower them, drink their blood and wounds. i’ll smash them with my heels and you’ll be there to see it. “
“ the cruel animal is always reading to snap up the innocent who come too close to her she-wolf jaws. “
“ do you think the dead come back and watch the living? “
“ not as good as blood. but it’s stronger. “
“ we women must defend ourselves… or they will bully us. “
“ i’m alive. i’m still alive. i’m here. “
“ men are tricks. they are so simple-minded. “
“ i’m still here. i won’t go away, ____. i’ll never go away. you’ll never get better. i;m still here, i’m in your blood. “
“ dreams or nightmares. madness or sanity. i don’t know which is which. “
“ i can feel with your body. i am you. “
“ a new wickedness is coming, i feel it. “
“ love is about craving. our craving for transformation. and all transformation, all movement, happens because life turns into death. “
“ where is reality? where is the dream? “
“ i’ve always been fascinated by death. the feel of it, the smell of it… and the stillness. “
“ we will return, ____. we will be the wind and the rain. we will be the elements that men fear the most. “
“ i am you, and you are me. “
“ you smell of blood. you’re the statue of a goddess. “
“ how i crave to sink my teeth into your pink flesh. “
“ i wanted to be alone! alone! free! “
“ maybe i should’ve followed the dark voice in my heart, maybe i should’ve run away. “
“ that’s the only truth… being alive. being blood, flesh. “
“ you cannot live in isolation from the human race, you know. “
“ they should’ve known i’d always love you… even if you are different. “
“ there’s so much blood all around me. “
“ you shouldn’t ask questions that are bigger than us. “
“ the pain will fade in time… but the memory will remain for as long as i live. “
“ you’re beautiful like that, with blood on your mouth. “
“ ____, i am your death. “
“ i feel sorry for you and your lack of soul. “
“ i’ll never be like you. i change all the time. “
“ you can do what you want. you won’t get to me. “
“ sweet flesh cannot live forever. “
🔳 like this for a short starter !
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𝟑, 𝟒, 𝟓 ♡ 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒
𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄
“ let’s go home. ” “ um, excuse me? ” “ you broke it. ” “ need a hand? ” “ please, help me. ” “ i missed you. ” “ i’m not sorry. ” “ tell the truth. ” “ what happened here? ” “ got a minute? ” “ life’s a bitch. ” “ you’ve done enough. ” “ i’m still learning. ” “ don’t touch me. ” “ was that you? ” “ there’s no god. ” “ you deserve better. ” “ you’re a saint. ” “ you are enough. ” “ maybe you’re right. ” “ this will pass. ” “ you complete me. ” “ you got this. ”
𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑
“ don’t be so dramatic. ” “ no guts, no glory. ” “ i’m calling for help. ” “ run away with me. ” “ it’s always been you. ” “ some things take time. ” “ you’re being awfully quiet. ” “ please don’t hurt me. ” “ snap out of it. ” “ did you miss me? ” “ how do i look? ” “ i wanna get better. ” “ whatever floats your boat. ” “ i’ll love you always. ” “ what are you waiting for? ” “ at least i tried. ” “ give me a kiss. ” “ what’s the fucking point? ” “ god, i love you. ” “ i’m doing my best. ” “ i waited for you. ” “ you woke me up. ” “ stay with me tonight. ”
𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄
“ you can’t keep doing this. ” “ i think i love you … ” “ you make me feel special. ” “ are you upset with me? ” “ you need to heal first. ” “ let me see the wound. ” “ is your brain even on? ” “ don’t give up on me. ” “ you are perfect to me. ” “ i can’t take this anymore. ” “ you are my favorite person. ” “ you had me at ‘ hello. ’ ” “ i wanted to see you. ” “ don’t give me that look. ” “ you’re a work of art. ” “ i’m not scared of you. ” “ i have … so many questions. ” “ do you think i’m stupid? ” “ just tell me what happened. ” “ i just want to help. ” “ we need to be careful. ” “ what did you just say? ” “ i miss talking to you. ”
🔳 like this for a short starter !
I don’t see Beth having ever dressed up for Halloween. Not because she doesn’t like the idea but because her imagination is very linear. She’s not one to fantasize and even when she does it’s very practical, very much real life. If she’s dressed up it’s always a niche artist or chess player and she tries to explain it people once but when they don’t get it she’ll make up another costume explanation on the spot. Usually something more morbid like “I’m dressed like the death of joy, can’t you see?”
𝙱𝙴𝚃𝙷 : & 𝙳𝙴𝙰𝚃𝙷
beth never gets a chance to deal with death in a healthy fashion. when her mother dies, she’s in shock. she’s young, but not so young that she doesn’t understand the permanence of death. she’s young, but no so young that she doesn’t understand that her mother’s death was intentional. she never did close her eyes when her mother told her too. but she’s left with the question of why, and never does it get answered throughout her lifetime. why did her mother seek death, and why did she think it would be a good outcome for both of them. she never gets to bury her mother, there’s no funeral. instead she’s whisked away to a new place where they strip her of her clothes and tell her she needs to conform. beth never gets the chance to mourn, and instead is left with an empty feeling she doesn’t know how to fix except with the pills. and she tries so hard to no avail until she’s introduced to chess.
in chess, no one can hurt you but yourself.
alma’s death is one she doesn’t see coming and she hates herself for it. so engulfed in her own life and what she was doing that she doesn’t notice the way alma gets sick. she doesn’t stay to help her, she assumes a man she just met will be enough for her adoptive mother. she mourns for alma, but not long. once again, she focuses on chess and loses herself in the black and white world. she doesn’t give herself time to grief and that’s what leads to her eventual spiral.
it’s only shaibel’s death that she really lets herself feel. she lets herself go because it’s too much to hold onto. she’s a bottle about to crack, and with the support of a friend, she feels safe enough to let her emotions flow.
🔳 consider this a little plotting call ! like this and i’ll come bother you in your ims. toss me your discord and we can plot there too.
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𝙲𝚁𝙴𝙰𝚃𝙸𝚅𝙸𝚃𝚈 𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝙿𝚂𝚈𝙲𝙷𝙾𝚂𝙸𝚂 𝙾𝙵𝚃𝙴𝙽 𝙶𝙾 𝙷𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝙸𝙽 𝙷𝙰𝙽𝙳
beth harmon as seen in the queen’s gambit. played by tas
before i head in for the night , i would like to say that anyone who follows me here is legally obliged to watch the queen’s gambit. i don’t make the rules <3
Let’s play. Anya Taylor-Joy as Beth Harmon in The Queen’s Gambit 1.07 ‘End Game’
𝘵𝘢𝘨 𝘥𝘳𝘰𝘱.
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