build me up

I found comfort in being alone. I found safety in my family. I found love for myself. I found friendships in old friends. But I also found Sadness. Heart break. Discomfort. Disconnection. Vulnerability. Your death wasn’t supposed to happen. You were supposed to walk out of the hospital. You were supposed to be here for Ezra’s 2nd birthday, our Moonrise festival, your birthday, your…

As I sat trying to write something over and over again I thought to myself “how does one distill a lifetime of memories into a 5-10 minute eulogy?” and the answer is you can’t, but you can give it your best and this is my best. As some, if not most of you know that I had a very rough childhood & a absent father after I turned 12 ~ uncle klyph and a few other important men in my life stepped up…