a relationship should be 50/50

do you wish you were seeing somebody

I'm thinking about ending it again and i don't even care about the consequences, i just want out.

“I was 12 thinking about killing myself. I am 21, still thinking about killing myself.”

“I think of you at 2am when I can’t sleep, and I wish you were here, and I wish you were holding me.”

“I think about dying, but I don't want to die. Not even close. In fact, my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic. There's so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I'm still here, in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can't quite figure out what the hell I'm doing or how to get out of it.”