Be the energy you want around you.

my heart hurts and i wish things werent this way

that trauma feel when you hear someone use t̴̨͎̭̩͔̮̿̂̈́̽͘͢h̸̡͎̳̋͗͋͂̈͢ͅȃ͕̳͎͚̲̬̭̎̊̾̑͋̕͡ͅt̶̙̤̹̳̀̓͛̑̀̀͟͞ w̜͉̠̰͖͒̓͋̑͢͢͡ô̴͉̙̞̳͍̇̄̄͢͞r̡̛͙͙͈̘͓͕͖̥̗̐̌̅͡d̡͍̜͚̠̥͌́̑̐̑̎̉̚ and you instantly feel your entire body react to The Threat

i wish it were easier to ask people, “can i just have a little extra love today”

I think half of me died, and the other half wants to die.

I thought I was getting better. I honestly did. But now I'm laying in bed at 4am, trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me and why I'm never enough.

I’m clingy as fuck but I can also get distant real quick. depends on how you treat me

the worst pain is getting hurt by a person you explained your pain to. that shit hurts fr

my brain saw the slippery slope of unhealthy coping mechanisms and grabbed a fucking sled