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Went to a miniature room kit building activity today and now Byakuran has a job 🥰

A lesser man would have been driven insane long ago. It's not simply that there's too much information to process, it's that so much of that information is contradictory. His existence is a paradox; he is in a million different places at once, living a million different lives, throwing a million metaphorical darts and watching them land in a new place each time. And each of the hands throwing the darts is different, yet each one is still his. He is always sleeping, and always awake. The countless different circumstances of his life (lives) have taken him all across the globe; he is in Africa, in Europe, in America and Asia. Hot and cold, day and night, rain and shine; all these of things exist at the same time. He compensates by letting the less significant details slide, pushing them to the back of his mind to concentrate only on the important changes. The little things, like the weather, he hardly even notices any more. Rain and cold are real, yes, but no more real than the sun and the heat. He barely even feels them. Pain is much the same. Even smell and taste, although a sweet tooth is something he shares across all his existences, and he's not above indulging that every so often. But in the end, what really matters is information, not mere sensations. Witnessing a natural disaster in one world is barely consequential. Learning how to predict and even prevent that same disaster in other worlds is useful. So he retains that knowledge so that he can recall it when needed, and disregards the rest. It is in this way, by prioritizing what he takes in, that he prevents his mind from collapsing under the sheer weight of sensory overload. He won't crumble so easily.

Scrapped WIP

finished my first semester oufh god finally blorbo time

but i do 💔

so kikyo can sit with him in peace and quiet when the surroundings become overwhelming. spanner won't have any issues with his flat affect or other communication difficulties. in fact, i can see him being one of the few people who make kikyo feel at ease now, and vice versa.

neon genesis evangelion episode 24 ౨ৎ

he can be very emotional alright

it was a lot of fun and i hope i will be able to participate this year as well