Following My Nursing Dreams!

We all have these people in our lives...the nay sayers, the put-downers the "Don't you think that's gonna be hard? pessimists, the haters, the doubters, and the fake people that put a fog over your sunny day. These are the people that need the most help.These people need a smiling face and positive outlook. How great does it feel when you prove them wrong??..or when THEY ask for help? Don't be bitter towards them even if they were like that to you. Be the better person, always. 

 Whenever I test or have a huge assignment due I take time out to write down "You can do this!", or "Never give up!" These little affirmations on top of my papers make me feel like I have the courage of a lion if only for a few minutes. Tell yourself that you are proud of what you accomplish, and that you have a bright future!! 

Right now I am looking for a job, and can't wait to stop waitressing! haha I will try to update as much as I can obviously I havent been doing so hot of a job. haha Sorry!! 

Clinicals have been so wonderful and class is going great but i've been so tired and busy to post i'm sorry! I'll get to it while I can I have so much to say! 

Make yourself proud, don't give up. 

Also have been practicing on bp and getting better at placing the cuff on tight, now i have to work better on listening to the first heart beat because i normally grab the diastolic pressure just fine ugh I will get it not giving up! 

Thank you kind Manatee. Sometimes people will wear on your last nerve or constantly point out the things you do wrong but you know what? You are strong..You are wonderful...You are good! Don't worry about it, really. It's probably not worth it anyway <3Keep on keeping on! 

Face it..somedays are going to SUCK. Somedays you will be feeling COMPLETELY defeated, where it hurts to move and you feel so down and out about things. We all get like this some times and it is perfectly okay. But you cannot dwell on what is done you have to take a deep breath and say you know what? "I can do this!" Pick yourself up and carry on with your head held high. You can do ANYTHING you set your mind to with your I got this! attitude!! 

Class is very interesting, and I'm so much happier because it is online! Words can't really express how much I love working from my bed in my Pjs not having to worry about the cuties in my class or having to turn in HW on time in class. This is mostly self paced and it works well for me. This class is going towards my BSN which is rad. I go back to class on Monday for my CNA and it's been chill having this nice little break honestly, and we also didnt have clinicals this weekend which was pretty chill too. haha it's more relaxing just having one thing to do that day on a normal clinical day I run to clinicals until 3 then go to my regular job at 4:30 it's too much. haha can't wait until I am just a CNA/GNA and my life will start from there! 

We had the opportunity to to test some skills I only got one respiration and the handwashing done, I didnt get the correct pulse from the resident wanting to hold my hand haha but It was okay, I can try again next Monday with other residents who are willing. All in all clinical was a crazy/anxious/fun/sweet experience. I will be posting a lot lot lot more and if anyone is reading this and has any questions feel free to ask I love to try my best to help=]

Make everyday a great one. Start out with breathing in positivity and feeling vibes of confidence! Breathe out the negative and harsh thoughts clogging your mind today! I can almost guarantee it will at least make your day a little brighter!! =D 

Okay on a shittier note my immunization records have been so hard to place. I finally found my chicken pox vaccine record but I only have one and supposedly we have to have 2? Lame, I think I'm going to patients first to get the second shot like a girl in my class. It blows that I don't have health insurance right now so everything is so much more money and I don't even have that much money like what the heck. Who knew the hardest part of my class was to obtain my health records. I wish I would of gotten chicken pox as a youngin but neither me or my brother has had it! I need the records by friday but would love to have them by weds. I have the PPD,MMR I just need these damn chicken pox so hopefully I can get the shot and all will be well in the world. So one more test and this vaccine proof to gain access to clinicals. I am so excited but so nervous about it. I need to work on my skills I wish we had free lab time as of right now, but I'm sure we will get the time. Any way my b-day is in 2 days. Can't believe I'm going to be 21 =o 

Thank you coffee, thank you