nicowo 𐂯ྀ

i miss my friends and im sorry for being so lazy and useless

none of you like me at all do you

when you left me like the exit of a bullet wound , it all went quiet . it all went still . and now the void behind my face is stained with your memory and I ‘ m drifting aimless again

test first period. I fear i will perish with the rest of the crops

praying to whatever powers above to strike down all those who have wronged me but i have kindness in my heart despite everything so I ask for at least for them to scrape their knee

was looking through my photos and found my screenshots of them absolutely slandering me and shit talking me and i feel nauseous

fuck my stupid chud life

somehow whenever I’m at rock bottom i find some way to dig deeper and I feel the soil falling over my head

I’ve been informed that it actually does get worse

okay im silencing now

i loved him then he left i pathetically reached out again we talked for a bit he changed he got scary he yelled at me he left again

okay it’s kinda my fault for answering the ask two Weeks late but im praying the anon on my jirai sideblog comes back