That Chris Guy

The other day, my crush brought up my phone case which she mentioned hers was scuffed up and whatnot. So I went onto her instagram profile to find out what phone she had to get her a case as a christmas gift. TELL ME WHY MY FINGER DECIDES TO DOUBLE TAP THE POST... I never unliked a post so fast in hopes of undoing the possibility of a notification being sent in those first two seconds which I'm sure I'm kinda cooked here🫠🫠🫠

This week has been mentally exhausting. And I am torn but at the same time, I know what I gotta do. I just have to live my life day by day. Step away from the bullshit now. And keep giving my heart but ultimately to myself. I still have a friend. I still have friends. Family. Experience and opportunities to grow in life. Sure, rejection sucks. Yeah, silence is an answer. So now I just need to keep on with myself because I've never been more alive than now. I just thank God and the universe for putting me in my place no matter how tough it gets and I just keep going. The best lessons in life are given in earned increments. In moments unexpected and moments feared. That's when we are made well.