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Aqua Utopia｜海の底で記憶を紡ぐ
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so like it's def canon that ribbit can easily fluster jax right
i need ribbit carnally
Fists ball loosely against the curve of his back and she snivels, moving to rest her brow against his shoulder.
"I believe you, Jax..."
She mutters the words into his fur.
"I trust you."
Gazing into the maddening darkness of the abyss, she blinks another couple of tears from her vision.
"...let's go home..."
I trust you.
He cries then, finally, tears dripping down his cheeks and pooling in his eyes. He doesn't even bother to wipe them away. The dam broke. What did it matter?
"...Okay," he replies, nudging his face into the top of her head. "We just need to find some kind of door. I think that's what Pomni told me..."
The moment he touches her, a great switch takes place. She is unsure what exactly has changed, but suddenly, that buzzing sensation underneath her skin dissipates, and she can feel the full warmth of his embrace as it envelops her.
Her arms move of their own accord, wrapping snugly about his center, her face sinking into his chest.
"...are things going to be different this time around..."
His eyes are squinted shut, and his hold on her gets tighter. Almost like he's worried if it's too loose, she'll go.
Maybe he is.
"No more running...no more pushing you away. Not this time."
He takes in a shaky breath.
"You just need to come back..."
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okay so after thinking about it i wanna get some changes from the finale's canon out of the way here
jax DID abstract still, but pomni absolutely did NOT just let him fuck off and be alone that much from the time caine "died" to the time jax abstracted. there was at least ONE conversation between them right after he tried to walk off after he came up to her that last time
pomni wasn't interrupted when she was in his abstracted mindscape, and after, jax was at least stable enough that he wasn't dangerous to be around/would let them near him. it took some time, but with the rest of them doing what she'd done with him, they all DID manage to save jax from abstraction
since it worked for him, the group has been trying to do the same with the other abstracted minds in the circus, with varying levels of success
he is so close now that she can see polygons of his model, the texture of his fur.
"I'm...Just glad to see you again..."
Arms slowly unwind from around her torso and she reaches out, only by a paltry inch or two, not brave enough to close the gap. Some part of her fears this might all be just another madness induced hallucination, one she is afraid to shatter.
Her lip trembles.
"I missed you too..."
He was fighting tears, for SOME reason. Why he was bothering now was a mystery.
He reaches out to her, gripping at her body and pulling her in to close the distance. His arms wrap around her, and for the first time in years, he holds her again.
He must finally be more brave than her. Even as he trembles.
"Please come back..."
i don't rly feel like going into super detail with my feelings about the finale or anythin, i liked it for the most part besides just thinking it could've used more time to show/explain stuff
also i will say there were a few little moments that just felt weird and kinda ooc and they all had to do with pomni
"Yeah?"
A deflated scoff of a laugh exits through her nose, arms rising to fold tight across her chest in something of a soothing, self-embrace.
"You finally learned to let people help you?"
The corners of her lips twitch.
"...I'm glad you have someone who cares..."
"Learned it late enough, right?"
He steps closer. Could nearly touch her if he reached.
But he didn't. Not yet. Didn't want to startle her back.
"I'm sorry it took me this long to come for you. It shouldn't have."
He takes another step.
"I missed you."
thanks again @polaroidxcamera sooooo so much for drawin' my boy for me he looks like such a smug little prick i love him!!!!
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"Heh....yeah..."
A breath through parted lips, and she brings her hands up to her face, rubbing away the moisture that has accumulated beneath her eyes as she slowly rises to her webbed feet.
"That is a nice thought, Jax...but it's been over for me for a long time....just, let me go back to sleep...okay? I'm...tired."
He watches her stand, looking down slightly at her. He chances an approach, stepping towards her.
"It's not too late."
He swallows.
"I was here, before. In a place like this. I...y'know. I thought it was over. Gave up. But someone came to bat for me, and I got out."
"..."
The tear falls away from her lid as she turns once more, now looking upon him with both of her large anura eyes.
"...if those were your reasons...then you really were an idiot."
And she almost laughs at the absurdity of it all.
Something better.
He was the best thing she could have hoped for, in a hopeless place like this.
Laughter, companionship, endlessly winding conversations under a pixalated night sky. She had everything she could have possibly needed. And more.
"Well...it doesn't really matter anymore, does it...? There is nothing left for me...not here or anywhere else...I don't even know how long it's been like this...it feels like minutes and decades...all at the same time."
"Feel like you knew I was an idiot before any of this happened and you liked me anyway. Really, it's on you."
A joke. SOMETHING to try to tease, be light hearted. To break up how being here with her in this place was making him feel.
"...and if there's nothing for you here, then don't stay. You can..."
He paused.
"...you can leave this. With me."
I keep thinking surely somebody will save me at every turn I learn that no one will
my sweet angels
This gives her pause, just long enough for all the loud, ugly thoughts to stop swirling like a vicious maelstrom through her shattered data strings, and for the static-y feeling of her faux-corporeality to sink in. She isn't sure where her body ends or begins; isn't sure if any part of this jumbled mess still belongs to her. But he's here, he is real and he sees her. That must mean something.
Ribbit turns her head, just enough to cast a lingering glance the rabbit's way out of the corner of her eye.
"...you were the only thing in this place that made sense to me...you know? You...us...."
A single tear takes form on her lower lashline, balancing precariously.
"Why did you push me away?"
Hoo boy. If he thought he wanted to bolt away before...
"...Because I was scared."
He took a couple more steps towards her.
"And because I was an idiot."
His skin felt like it was buzzing as he got closer. Like it was falling asleep.
"And I thought, deep down, that...you deserved more. Better."
In the abysmally dark chasm of the deepest, most obscure vestiges of her scrambled code, the apparition of a data structure once named Ribbit sits, legs drawn in flush against her pale green chest, so small in the eternally sprawling void of her pseudo-subconscious.
"Can you...Just tell me what I did to make you hate me?"
She mutters against the peaks of her knees, staring out into the ether before her.
"I wanted to make it right....I wanted to fix it, so bad..."
There was that urge to run. Bolt away. Avoid this entire conflict, just like he always did. His heart felt heavy. His stomach felt knotted.
His skin prickled. Though that was probably just from being here.
"...I didn't hate you."
He swallowed his nerves and his spit before he took a few steps towards her, but he was still too far.
"You never did anything wrong. You did everything right."
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@croakcd continued from here [x]
His gaze shifts away, for a short moment.
"...I didn't."
The rabbit takes in a slow, deep breath.
"And that's my fault, too. I was right there...so close. I should've done so many things different, but...but I didn't. I should've, Ribbit, I'm..."
His voice trails off, as he tries to find the words, ones that should've said a long time ago and never did.
i can't tell if jax is violently shaking the bars of his enclosure or laying down in a ball not wanting to come out
