nothing is as it seems

“It’s gotten to the point where I don’t know who I am anymore. I constantly feel like I am on the verge of breaking down. I feel like I am going crazy, and if my mind is an ocean, my thoughts are a tsunami. I can’t sleep, I can’t concentrate, I can’t even think straight. I am a fucking mess.”

“Do you ever lay in bed and realise how not okay you are?”

I don't know how many times I survived myself without telling anyone.

“I am fucking tired of staying up late and thinking about everything I have ever done wrong, and how much everything hurts.”

I feel like I can't fucken do anything right no more don't fucken feel useful feel like I'm just a waste of fucken space

“I hate feeling alone.”

“I used to be a people person but people ruined that for me.”

"I just want to be okay for a day. I want to wake up and be happy to be alive. I want to enjoy the company of people around me. I want to look in the mirror and be happy with what I see. I want to breathe the air freely and enjoy life."