darling there was no spark

          ❝ now don’t get me wrong, i do love our fans. they’re a special ( but dramatic ) bunch, even if they do take things a little too far some of the time. but hi, i’m louis & don’t let the trending topics fool ya, i’m not dying. it’s just jet-lag & a hangover. how are you, though ?

i’m going to be real honest, i always find it so amusing how your fans can come up with the most craziest things about you. i don’t typically believe things they say because really, nothing is proven unless you say it. lovely to meet you though, i’m lights and i’m doing well. slightly tired, but well. 

geez — i just got through hopping a few planes from ireland to toronto and this jet lag has got me feeling considerably bad. i wanna just flop onto my hotel bed and hiberate for like — a week ?? …i doubt that’ll fly but i at least gotta nap.

if i was you i would definitely just take the week off and nap. but i get it, if you can’t because of busy schedules. at least take one day and rest up to catch up on that jet lag, for your own sanity. either that or lots of coffee.

selena: there's a bottle of vodka / rum / wine / tequila / whiskey / gin with your name on it if you're interested

selena: and before you ask, nope, we're not celebrating anything

lights: not even an early july fourth? or late july first in my case?

To edit my newest video or to sleep? That is the real question.

sleep. sleep is always the answer. there’s always tomorrow.

Yeah it’s similar to a commercial, but it lasts 2 hours! Honestly, it makes me feel so weird, no matter how many times I see it. I don’t think I’ll ever get used to it if I’m being honest.

probably not. but one can only hope that maybe one day it’ll get easier to yourself on a big screen. i think it’s awesome though that you’re the face of wonder woman. she’s such a badass and you’ve filled her role right.

it keeps them pure i know that much ? and there’s nothing wrong with being pure when you’re that young. sounds like it’d take quite sometime for all of that paper covering though. then you’d just get super tired anyways. i’m pretty available as of lately so there’s always that !

it does. it makes me want her to stay this little but i know that she has to grow up and become who she wants to be. yeah, so i’m thinking i may pick up a few white boards and stash them around the house for her. well, then we’ll have to have you over sometime real soon then.

hah doesn’t seem like there’s any dull moments — that’s for sure. awh building up suspense, huh ?? it works for a reason i guess. that sounds really neat though. i’m a pretty big fan of the whole ’ post-apocalyptic ’. it’s just a blank canvas yknow ?? like literally. the world as we knew it is gone and now the characters have to make the best of it and essentially restart and rebuild. there’s just so much you can do with it and sure it has it’s own tropes but it still leaves room for a personal touch. ah yeah — but i love it so it’s all right. it’s called ’ end of sentence ’. basically i play this dude fresh out of prison who goes on a roadtrip with his father to spread the ashes of his wife. my character just wants this fresh start and decides to join his father on this trip in exchange for a ticket out west to cali.

of course! have to keep you wanting to know more about it. everyone’s been wanting to know the plot but i can’t just spill it yet. but yeah i think that’s what i loved about it the most. i was able to create a world for my character to run around in and build their storyline. i like to think that it’ll fun to see reactions too because i’ve been teasing about it since april. ha, will i expect you to getting it release day, then? oh that sounds interesting. i can’t say i’ve entirely heard a plot similar to that so it sounds like it’ll be good already!

your baby is so cute, though. bless her. she has the best name, too.. but then again, so do you. like mother like daughter, i guess. nice to meet you, lights! i’m ariana. just a dog mom over here.

well thank you so much! i appreciate that. i thought her name was pretty fitting because she was a little rocket when we tried getting ultrasound pictures. i barely had any that were clear enough. it’s nice to meet you ariana! dog moms are just as cool, don’t you worry.

it’s a glorious age, i’d say. innocent, but also oddly very brilliant. it’s pretty cool to see how young minds grow with time. well of course, hell maybe you could invest in one of those dry erase boards for walls ? could help you more than hurting you if anything. ah well that’s wonderful, i’ll be looking forward to it.

they just want to know anything and everything, it’s wonderful. she recently amazed herself by learning how to write out her name and she’s been making sure to spell it out for everyone. i think i might have to. either that or cover every surface in paper in order to ensure she doesn’t do it again. but the first option is definitely the easiest and logical. whenever you’re available, do let me know.

it just becomes a whole new light 

it really does. i remember in my first few years i never really knew how to say the right things and always second guessed myself.

i don’t have any kids but it’s pretty easy to figure out that in such a case — adaptability is pretty key. it’s like a kid right of passage i guess ?? no wonder marker companies are scrambling to market remedies to that mess. oh i can atest to that pretty easily. it’s a nonstop career — yeah ?? sure seems like it. i bet kids have impeccable timing too. like the second you pay attention to anything else they find trouble or trouble finds them. hey that’s way cool. what’s it about ?? me ?? i’m hanging in there. i did some voice work recently and i’m back and forth from ireland filming. busy busy.

i feel like it really is. i’m sure my mom would have some sort of stories of me doing the same. but yeah, the remedies would make sense otherwise they’d have hundreds of angry parents, i’m sure. oh yeah, they do. there are moments where i leave the room just for a short moment and the next thing i know she’s gone and hanging upside down from the furniture. never a dull moment being a parent. but as for my comic, i haven’t been giving too many details but it’s basically a post apocalyptic era following my main character trying to solve the problems of the world she lives in. oh, that does sound busy. what’s the filming for?

A friend of mine insisted that we go see Wonder Woman again the other day. I can’t say how strange it is to see yourself on the big scream, I’m still not used to it. 

i feel like that’s a thing you could never get used to. i don’t even know what the feeling is like to see yourself on the big screen but i know whenever i make a commercial and i see it on tv, that is a weird feeling. so maybe it’s similar?

I wish i had someone with me all the time to stop me saying things in interviews, i can’t remember saying half the things i do, and i just can’t stop myself. Moments where i need the guys again 

that’s how i feel when i see old interviews i’ve done. sometimes i rarely remember things. i guess that’s what happens when you become a solo artist.

reckon she’s at the discovery age on just feeling like she needs to know everything or her little heart can’t take it ! all considered no one likes to clean up wall mess, my dad used to hate when i drew on the walls but mum always thought it was a way of expression. sounds adorable though, i’d love to meet her sometime.

you’re exactly right. she’s always asking me, “mommy what is that?” and i of course have to give her the right names for things. it fascinates me what she gets so curious about. as for the walls, i try to tell myself that it’s just her creative outlet as well since you know, me being an artist myself. it just makes sense to me. but you can certainly meet her, she loves meeting new people.

“Not many people do. Her mom and I want her to have a normal life so we don’t really put her in videos or like talk about her on the internet. My daughter is four and I don’t want her to grow up anymore. Well, if you don’t, she’ll probably redecorate your house even more than drawing on the walls with markers” 

that makes a lot more sense then. you have to do what you feel comfortable with so that’s completely understandable. i know that feeling well though. our kids should just stay kids but that would be too selfish of us to keep them that way. but yeah, you’re completely right. then i may actually lose it.