Infinite Baths, Tacoma Dome 10.7.25
The lights awed me, the hands moved me, the little gasp at the end undid me.
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Infinite Baths, Tacoma Dome 10.7.25
The lights awed me, the hands moved me, the little gasp at the end undid me.

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“I love you” means my actions will always consider you even in rooms you’re not in
And I’ll See You When The Wrath Comes
Vore live at Wembley, Dec 16th 2023.

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worship worship
OH AND YOU MAKE ME HATE MYSELF MAKE ME TEAR MY BODY MAKE ME YEARN FOR YOUR EMBRACEEEEEEEEE
Where does the feeling of being insecure even come from???
I hate nothing more than stepping out of my house, and realising I have a face and people can see me. It’s a mix of feeling ugly and a general fear of people actually looking at me.
I feel insecure about something all the time, from the way I walk or carry myself, to the acne on my face, to the way my voice sounds. I am in the dark to the feeling of being content in my own body, it’s a completely foreign experience to me. It’s kind of difficult to wrap my head around the fact that there’s a lot of people who genuinely like themselves. Gosh, I am very jealous of such people.
I’ve been told a hundred thousand times that nobody’s judging me because they’re too busy worrying about themselves, but that doesn’t stop me from being mortified of strangers seeing me. Not even only judging, someone just looking at me is enough to scare me.
I can go between liking how I look to literally wanting to peel my skin off and hiding away for the rest of time in 5 minutes. Most of the time, I feel the second option.
I know this is very whiney, and I’m gonna cringe at myself tomorrow morning, but future Nick, I wrote this at 2am, mate! While hating myself, you! Buddy! “Don’t post your feelings on the internet” shut the hell up I’ll do what I want!!!
I am EXTREMELY bothered
I’m eating a chocolate chip cookie as I write this… and as much as I love these… I have had ENOUGH of the coconut-ish grainy taste in shop bought cookies. Nobody understands what I mean when I say that… but I hate it. Is this a childish complaint? Yes. Am I still complaining? Absolutely.
Also, dear Lidl, please sell the bakery cookies individually again. I do not want 4 of them… just 1.

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I've ran out of titles... ramble?
Is there a word or description for the realisation that every person has an entire life of their own outside of what I see?
It wasn't really a big realisation, it was more like; had one of my silent thinking while people watching sessions, and thought; every single person I see on the street has a whole life, just like me. They have issues, feelings, possessions, dreams. More people who will have a whole life come into the world every single day, like, does Earth run out of storage some day?! It kind of already is, we don't have unlimited room... haha.
Another thing I think about is the fact there is so many things about the world, and in the world, I will never see or know about. There's so much ocean nobody has ever seen?! I wouldn't want to hold all the world's knowledge, but it still fascinates me that I will die not knowing so many things.
Also, frugal and extreme cheapskate people fascinate me. A debt- free life is nice, but what's the fun in saving all that money and never even treating yourself? Maybe that's just my minor shopping addiction speaking... oops. But my point still stands!
Anyway. New life goal: have a swingset in my future back yard. I yearn for the swings. One last thing, for myself personally, I'm gonna start adding 'song of the days' to these posts, so if I ever think, ''Huh, I wonder how I was feeling on the 5th of July 2025'', sounds a little stupid put like that, but I think it's fun to look at. So, song of the day!: 'Trauma Bonding' by Elita. I am VERY aware that Elita is a little bit controversial, but good music is good music.
Very long rant today, but it's good to sit at your computer and write on Tumblr and cry every once in a while, right? Right???
If you read this far, hi :)
This fool
I feel like this fool today
I love him
pic credits: I dunno Pinterest !?
WOahhh, internet
Weekly routine when I open Tumblr: -> Open the website -> Think; ''Wow, it'd be cool if I posted one of the billions of covers of songs I have backed up on my computer -> Realise, wow! There is a lot of people -> Return to just looking Maybe I will one day, literally nobody would see it because I put stupid tags on my posts lol. But still, I've kept my Tumblr to mostly personal rants so far, not too interesting. Perhaps one day when I become what I imagine myself to be, I'll revisit this page to see how I was. Or someone else will revisit this. It's weird to think that as soon as I click ''post now'', it'll be there FOREVER. Like even if I delete this, it'll be online for as long as the internet lives, that's what's scary, I guess. That's what holds me back, perception, insecurity, and I suppose, a hint of self-hatred, but I won't be a sod on here, I know I'll look back and cringeeeee badlyyyyy. It's also funny to think that I wouldn't be here writing this if my Fortnite file wasn't corrupted right now, haha. Anyway, I especially like ranting here because I know that maximum 2 people are gonna see it, that's generous. I haven't posted since March! I've been busy, but I wanna keep it up through the Summer. I shall return with more uninteresting rants... :')
''Comfort music''
I have enjoyed the same specific music for many years, no issues. I hardly get tired of it. I suppose it becomes like a blanket of comfort and familiarity for me, I largely associate sounds with memories, especially music. Expanding my music taste is unusually difficult for me due to this. I can happily perform any song, but if I'm sitting down and listening to music, I am unsure why I have such an issue. I get recommended music, but I never really find myself listening to it. I want to! But I don't. I wonder if I will ever emerge from listening to the same 5 artists someday. Maybe, even, actually listen to the songs I spend hours learning, haha.

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Hair complaints
My second ever post, already complaining. I recently got a haircut that was... for lack of a better word... wack. I made it work, but man I got done DIRTY. It covers my forehead, unfortunately... I miss my forehead. Free it!!! It feels awkward treating this box of text on my computer like a diary. I'm having fun though. Complaining... Thank you for reading, whoever sees this.
First post.
Hello Tumblr, I am Nikilis, and this is my first time genuinely using this website. I wanted to have something to digitally document my life, I suppose. It won't be very interesting, unless you like hearing about a stranger's random thoughts, which you might! I may update this every day, once a week, or once every 10 years, who knows. Follow me if you like Sleep Token. Or ice cream.