#ilovesleeptoken

The shifting states you follow me through

Weekly routine when I open Tumblr: -> Open the website -> Think; ''Wow, it'd be cool if I posted one of the billions of covers of songs I have backed up on my computer -> Realise, wow! There is a lot of people -> Return to just looking Maybe I will one day, literally nobody would see it because I put stupid tags on my posts lol. But still, I've kept my Tumblr to mostly personal rants so far, not too interesting. Perhaps one day when I become what I imagine myself to be, I'll revisit this page to see how I was. Or someone else will revisit this. It's weird to think that as soon as I click ''post now'', it'll be there FOREVER. Like even if I delete this, it'll be online for as long as the internet lives, that's what's scary, I guess. That's what holds me back, perception, insecurity, and I suppose, a hint of self-hatred, but I won't be a sod on here, I know I'll look back and cringeeeee badlyyyyy. It's also funny to think that I wouldn't be here writing this if my Fortnite file wasn't corrupted right now, haha. Anyway, I especially like ranting here because I know that maximum 2 people are gonna see it, that's generous. I haven't posted since March! I've been busy, but I wanna keep it up through the Summer. I shall return with more uninteresting rants... :')