It’s just too much loss. I don’t know how to make it stop hurting.

Losing my dog really took the last bit of me. I feel so empty

Weird feeling thinking your friends don’t like you anymore

I’m just confused because like???? Would you not try your best accomodate your best friend that’s having a hard time??

I mean I would change my plans for you to make sure you felt loved but it’s fine. Don’t worry about me.

Sometimes it sucks being the friend that always checks on everyone else. It sucks feeling so isolated from everyone at the time when I need them the most. It sucks that there’s a war and a pandemic and people are terrible but I’m finally in nursing school and can’t even enjoy it because everything else fucking sucks. It sucks.