Angel Dust Turns Human pt9
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I'm going to begin this with a HUGE apology☹️.
I am SO SORRY for how late this part has been!! I was going through some internal turmoil, and then my spring classes began, and they're not A LOT (like only 5 classes), but they are time-consuming. I've had 4 exams the same week🫡
Anyhow, I FINALLY GOT TO DRAW ALASTOR HOLDING HIS SON!!!☹️☹️ I was so content drawing the last sections..father alastor..father alastor...he haunts me...
Angel Dust had his little crisis moment, where he realizes he's back to where he started - the life he hates to think about🙏. I think he prefers to separate these lifestyles - considers himself an entirely different person when he's a prostitute, rather than a son of the mafia. Now his lifestyles have merged so abruptly, and he can't see them matching together quite right - it's uncomfortable and scary. He wants it over with - doesn't want Charlie prodding unto certain memories he didn't want to tell about in the first place. She can know some sins, but he doesn't want her to know all sins.
Sometimes, I'm always a bit confused at Angel Dusts and Charlie's friendship - you think they'd have more conflict with their different morals. Angel is more indifferent to violence or just disturbing things - his Val taught him to, after all, just like his previous father in the mafia. In the show, they just kinda make him see it as sweet that she's still optimistic - but I personally think he'd be a bit irritated especially if her moral lectures attempted to nudge into his own lifestyle of sex and violence. I get it was somewhat explored (in that Angel-centric episode), but I feel like it should've imposed more on their dynamic, idk😓
In this one, Angel doesn't willingly want Charlie to know about his childhood with Alastor; he knows she won't agree with it and would attempt to have him believe it as well. Obviously, Alastor isn't a good father, and he certainly hadn't done good actions by feeding humans to a child - it's not a good childhood, but Angel doesn't see it that way. His own dad didn't want him, and he was sure - if he hadn't met Alastor - that he would be dead by now from starvation or worse. He doesn't want Charlie to taint the image he's found comfort in - not after so many shit years in both Hell and Earth. And Alastor won't let her taint it either.
Sorry for a little ramble, I love doing it, though, so🫶!! Hope you guys liked this part♡♡. Sorry for the long wait (SUPER LONG WAIT)! I totally forgot to color in Alastors eyelids in the last pictures, but I don't mind it that much🫡 and I am NOT apologizing for not drawing him with sharp teeth entirely...I hate drawing those teeth sometimes like bro☹️. Sometimes drawing alastor is annoying - I like him, but his hair and teeth are like a thorn.
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