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Day 1 of making art "for" Vinny Vinesauce

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anyway this is a drawing of vinnypony when he is like a preteen or something, just younger in general. he was once covered in speckles and absolutely hated it. thank GOODNESS he outgrew that in early adulthood

anxiety kinda icky bad today

did a little bit of cleaning though and i built a fan all on my own. assembled it i mean . i didnt create it from scratch

i made a silly creature which is kinda a signal im not doing too good but im not in like. ruins right now at least

its mostly just low energy bleghness.

i cant tell whether i think its horrible and should not exist or whether i think its camp and like it actually

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even though i do make these daily posts i havent really been thinking about vinny much, like my brain kinda blocks him out ? which happens when i am suffering a lot i think

so sometimes ill hear vinnys voice over my boyfriends mic when we're in call and it kinda jumpstarts my brain like. wait what. thats him. he existrs

don't really know why this happens / have an explanation for it, other than maybe my brain doesnt want to indulge in things i find comforting when im feeling a particular kind of hurt, like grief like it feels wrong to be comforted or to be content during that time, if that makes sense? but it happens even for less serious or severe types of pain so i dont know if it's truly that exactly.

so i have just enough awareness of him to basically make these posts and then sometimes think about vvisstw stuff/scarlett genie and vinnypony interactions when im about to fall asleep and havent been thinking about him any other time really, brain just been blocking out a lot a lot of stuff. remembering bad things, forgetting good things, and then sometimes forgetting bad things and re-remembering them and then being like oh fuck that happened to me thats crazy...

i like viny... he is.. cool

i drew zolt daydreaming

but who knows what she is daydreaming about?

im getting better at making stuff with just my mouse

i made scoglin. its like scarlett genie but moglin. or moglin, but scarlett genie, depending on what you feel

i am only on like episode 4 or 5 of tomodachi life but my boyfriend has made me tangentially aware of the recent moglin horrors.

also, ive realized that i said last post was "day one hundred and one" rather than "day one hundred and forty one"...... i was a bit more fucked up than i thought - ive since edited and fixed the post

im doing a little better now but still not great

anyway !!

here are gifs i found on my first expedition that made me think of vinny vinesauce because im normal

i wonder how many of these will be obvious, like, itll make sense why i thought of him... and how many will be deranged... anyway here we go

i didnt do a daily post yesterday cause i spent mosta my day writing/editing and im recovering from aforementioned (in previous posts) stuff so this is me compensating for that before i eeps

yep its real i really am the goat. /guy who took 7 months to update hnid but listen.... i want to update hnid a lot more frequently starting now ok...

i... cant come up with a nickname

im uhhh kinda frazzled, sudden unexpected death in the family (not in my household but someone i knew)

uhhhh anyway so todays art is............................ just

anyway

i feel like since its not within my household and its on my stepdad's side im not "allowed" to be like upset by it but that side of the family has been incredibly accepting to me so this feeling is manufactured and regardless of the feeling i am still upset and stunned and distressed and right now i feel kinda like i am not real

anyway i made the drawing with my right hand on trackpad idk why i couldnt bring myself to draw with my mouse or anything else i was actually used to

but it resulted in something funny silly and i think thats a good outcome

a small good...

i hope everyone is doing as okay as they can be i hope vinny is doing good

ive had this idea in my head for a little while now that when vinnypony is weightless he gets really eepy/cozy and in some cases instantly falls asleep. well scarlett genie can shapeshift including changing sizes so she can get really big to where she can just pick him up like hes actually a tiney babey so through this methodology scarlett learns that she has a cheat code to get him to shut the fuck up whenever she wants

i saw this meme and it was really funny and then after staring at it for a minute i was like WAIT. and i knew what i had to do... the imagery it was exactly perfect...

sometimes she uses this cheat code for kindness and not for mischief for the record. like if he is sad or anxious she can just say nuh uh youre asleep now actually. i mean sometimes it would be unhealthy to poof away sadness or anxiety with eeping but i trust her judgment to use this properly

i love them. they are the friends ever

i realized that i have free will and can make ... just scarlett genie art for the beanie art ......... this is exciting for me i can do a lot of fun stuff

bg gotten from pexels

Irl I forgot the word for brain freeze for a good 3 minutes and I could not work it out. I like the idea that when this happens to Scarlett genie, vinny lets her figure it out (unless she asks him to rescue her from her brain prison). it's just sketchy bc I took wegovy today and that means I'm generally kinda eek. Kinda oogly. Kinda eeg. Kinda aiuuk.

I love... Vinny

I am happy he's a guy and he exists and he's around

I hug him . with consent [& in some twisted way it makes it sound weirder when I say "with consent". why is that. I guess because it implies nonconsensual was an option but like. . . people can hug people nonconsensual style and I have had it happen to me and I did not like that. therefore I do not do that to speenie. basically I'm like a really awesome person and I value veanie]

anyway I'm doing relatively ok

I love all the little creatures you draw and I especially love your design with vinnypony. I’d love to draw them! If you have any references of them that’d help me with making sure I get all the details right I’d appreciate a notif.

Thanks : ]

Holy heck !!!!! Yes of course!! i actually have two main refs for him because I am a freak who thinks about vinnypony a lot and has a lot of specific details in my head about his design (which i wont be upset if you dont follow to a tee ashdansdn i do worry that my refs make it very stressful to draw this little guy)

Vinnypony's toyhouse, to the best of my knowledge, is chronological with the art that is made with the exception of the 2 main refs, which I always keep at the top for easy access: https://toyhou.se/36101305.binty-pony

but i will still put the pictures here for you >:] that link is just so u can also reference other images of him (technically speaking the ones thatd be the most 'accurate' for the purpose of referencing would be ones that u can see in the credits are made by Frenchie_Frey but i even draw him inaccurately sometimes so like u know)

this sketch is from a few days ago when i was reallllllllllly not doing too good ive started resorting to doodling vinnypony (or things that vaguely resemble him) when i am in states of disarray to try and help ground me or just bc it's something i can fairly easily doodle

i used to only ever do this with zolt so its fascinating to me to have another character i can do it with - despite the fact i do want to incorporate more characters into what i draw to ground me there will always be something special to me about how with zolt and binnypony it happened 'naturally' so to speak

anyway the "the smell of bubbles in the rain" thing wasnt from anything it was just a concept that appeared in my head that felt tied to vinny in some way, maybe like a comparison to him? like he reminds me of this conceptual uhhh. concept

these doodles arent very good so ive been stalling on using these for the art but they do represent something that matters to me which is why i havent barred them from the lineup entirely ...

like uhhh iirc i was genuinely like on the brink of having a meltdown when starting to draw these and they helped me not so it's not particularly fair for me to be like "this art SUCKS!!!!!!!" because it doesnt, and didnt, exist for the purpose of looking pretty (although any art of binny looks at least a little pretty by default cause i mean. look at him) it served the exact purpose it needed to

He doesn't know how to use his hooves...

I had to rush to complete this image cause it was 11:55pm lord have mercy

Can't stop thinking about these two so I drew them eating nondescript noodles

FORGOT HIS UNDEREYE MARKINGS AUGG