â i got you. itâs gonna be okay, youâre going to be okay.â
âi feel like everyoneâs miles away from me.â
âmy mind is a dark place. you donât want to be there.â
âi know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.â
âdonât close your eyes, please donât close your eyes!â
âi just want to be numb, i donât want to feel anything.â
âplease donât do this, donât act like you care.â
âyou donât care, nobody cares, just leave.â
âyouâre my friend, of course i fucking care.â
âi canât give up on you, so please donât give up on yourself.â
âi love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.â
âi fucked up, why do you not care?â
âi canât walk, just go on without me.â
âyou have broken ribs, take it easy.â
âi have no idea how to do cpr.â
âwhose blood is that?â
âapply pressure to the wound, donât let go.â
âdonât you dare fucking let go!âÂ
âwhat the hell happened to you?âÂ
âare they dead? did you kill them?âÂ
âdo you know what youâve done?âÂ
âyouâre either with me or against me.âÂ
âwho the hell did this to you?âÂ
âare you alright? you hit your head pretty hardâŚâÂ
âi canât see!! whatâs happening to me?âÂ
âwhen was the last time you ate?âÂ
âwhat do you mean youâre fine? you are not fine!âÂ
 âiâm fine, itâs just a flesh wound, iâll be okay.âÂ
âfor how long? how long were you bottling this up?âÂ
âthereâs so much blood, you wonât last.âÂ
âare you⌠throwing up in there?âÂ
âwhy arenât you eating?âÂ
âjust breathe⌠youâre okay, i promise, just breathe.âÂ
âi canât breathe, i canât ââÂ
âi woke up, & you were gone.âÂ
âjust tell me something, was it really worth it?âÂ
âitâs okay to hurt & breakdown. you donât have to be strong all the time.â