the real friedrich engels

im just not attracted to anyone or anything ever. until i am.

ever since i was a young girl i know i wanted to be in a repressed homosexual relationship with another man

valentine’s day truly is the perfect day to sit back and think wow thank god I’m not some guy’s wife

i love ilya’s reaction to shane coming hands-free the first time they fuck because you can tell he’s completely disarmed. no matter how good he is at prepping shane and checking in and making sure not to hurt him it could’ve easily been an uncomfortable experience due to nerves, fear etc. but like. not for shane hollander. not born to take ilya’s dick and ilya’s dick only shane hollander. not this is the first time i’ve ever felt full and more importantly whole shane hollander. and he didn’t even have to ask shane for it. they didn’t have to work themselves up to it—hey, we should try this thing… shane is just so consumed by it all that he gives it to ilya. and: ilya got to take it from him. much of this is what is so delightful to me about their dynamic. i don’t think shane realizes the scale of the things he gives ilya freely. i think its intoxicating for ilya to know he can wrench things from shane that shane might not even have awareness of. irresponsible, maybe, but impossible for ilya not to indulge. ilya wondering where is the line? is there a line? and getting high off knowing shane has never asked himself the same question. wow.

I am not immune to horseyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!! horseyyyy!!! do you see the horsey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The contrast between "why do these fetishizing, pervert women like this show" and "aw, isn't it so wholesome that some straight men like this show" is pretty striking, don't you think?