Freaky Crier

I ate 950 cals today I think I genuinely hate myself 🤪

Gained 2 lbs is this the prt where I kill myself 🥹

Did not do good the last two days BUT I only ate 550 cals today so I’m proud of myself for that

Any angels that have cheat days?? Like I try to eat under 600 cals everyday but on fridays I eat whatever I want without counting cals (obviously not crazy, always in moderation and I never eat more than three meals) plz tell me someone else does this I feel like I’m not sick enough because of this

Imma be honest, idk how yall get so happy when u loose weight. For some reason when I see the weight drop I get mad that it’s not more and it makes me more motivated to eat less calories, I genuinely do not get happy when I see the weight drop. Maybe once I see a big big dip then I’ll be ecstatic

Saw a cousin I hate today and was reminded how fucking fat I am, I will be throwing up my food today

Just ate a double chili cheeseburger going to starve myself for the rest of the day and spend two hours at the gym cuz ain’t no way

A month and a half and I still have not lost ANY weight 😃no yeah I’m definitely going to cut myself tonight

I be making such delicious and full meals for under 300/250 cals I lowkey wanna make the recipes on here

I can never have an accomplishment without it being about my trauma. It will always define me and be who I am. I genuinely fucking hate it

Quick question for the ones who have ed and do not have a period anymore, a big reason y I have an ⭐️ving is because I don’t want my period anymore I ABSOLUTELY hate it and it gives me so much dysphoria. How long did it take for your period to stop once you started ⭐️ving