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Cw for domestic violence and medical bs

Y'all. If you guys knew the week I had. I wasn't even going to the hospital for my brain anyeurism, i was physically assaulted, my counselor had to report it, and they just... found it. I feel like hell. I STARTED MY PERIOD TODAY TOO. I have to see a neurosurgeon, and I have to take care of myself for the next little, as my father is taking care of his girlfriend who grabbed my throat, but my father teached me jack shit. And I have to take care of the animals for now. I'm so sorry for clogging up y'all's pages with vents but I am trying to figure out how I can move out rn and it is. Really hard.

#rexrambles #vent

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Its not even August and there's fires everywhere. I worry how things will go for the next 3 months. Americans and Canadians, stay safe, as well as anyone else who's affected by poor air quality or who has to evacuate.

I used to live in a town where we had to evacuate from wild fires almost every year and that was before data centers showed up. They are turning the planet to hell

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seracadash

(goverment voice) we need to protect the children from pornography so our plan is to remove their eyes so they would never see something so traumatic. if you are against removing children's eyes you are basically a pedophile

#will do everything but listen to research on how to prevent abuse

freakedoutdyke

At the hospital, I am currently safe but will not be on tumblr much. I love you guys

freakedoutdyke

I have learned I have a brain anyeurism. Which is a little terrifying for a lot of reasons. But at least I know now

freakedoutdyke

Abbott Elementary is my lifesaver rn in the most literal degree because it is the only thing I can pay attention to without literally feeling like my head will explode. I was going to make a joke like "if i stop posting you know why" but tbh I think I'm far too scared for my life to do so. 2026 is the worst year to DATE to have an anyeurism because of how overstimulating the world is. ISTG.

#rexrambles #cw medical

freakedoutdyke

At the hospital, I am currently safe but will not be on tumblr much. I love you guys

freakedoutdyke

I have learned I have a brain anyeurism. Which is a little terrifying for a lot of reasons. But at least I know now

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At the hospital, I am currently safe but will not be on tumblr much. I love you guys

freakedoutdyke

Okay another antiracism post directed at other white queer folks because this is something I've had to think about a lot by myself. However, regardless of who you are racially, I implore you to share your thoughts if you so desire.

Yes I experience white guilt like all white queers do and I'm not exactly "shy" about it because I don't think you should be either. Because I think its more of a problem to not talk about it. And I say this because "white people" as a collective have such an insanely unhealthy relationship with our racial identity that we feel the need to sweep under the rug for social safety instead of actually discussing it.

Having your racism observed and commented on, while it is somewhat "brain shattering" for white people who are in white only spaces, is, just that. An observation. Not an accusation. You could make as many backhanded comments as you so desire, such as, "they're not gonna pick you bro", but all that tells on is yourself, if, you see attempts to reconcile with your internal biases as performative. If all you want to pick up on is percieved tone, no wonder you never "get picked" or whatever you're so concerned about, because you can't healthily handle actual confrontation and criticism for the life of you.

freakedoutdyke

I think about my racial identity a lot because I have been the white person people trusted too much in the empathy desert we live in. Who believed my "virtue signals". I've made the mistake of letting other groups trust me with their sense of identity without dealing with my own complete bullshit first, and I hurt them. People I cared about. I hurt them, and, I don't want to do anything like that again if I can help it. I would rather have open, embarrassing conversations about race then make people suffer in the silence. I think everyone would rather do that deep down, but it takes an egregious amount of ego deconstruction to do so.

#rexrambles

"Projection" becoming a mainstream word has done irreparable damage to our ability to have real conversations

Okay another antiracism post directed at other white queer folks because this is something I've had to think about a lot by myself. However, regardless of who you are racially, I implore you to share your thoughts if you so desire.

Yes I experience white guilt like all white queers do and I'm not exactly "shy" about it because I don't think you should be either. Because I think its more of a problem to not talk about it. And I say this because "white people" as a collective have such an insanely unhealthy relationship with our racial identity that we feel the need to sweep under the rug for social safety instead of actually discussing it.

Having your racism observed and commented on, while it is somewhat "brain shattering" for white people who are in white only spaces, is, just that. An observation. Not an accusation. You could make as many backhanded comments as you so desire, such as, "they're not gonna pick you bro", but all that tells on is yourself, if, you see attempts to reconcile with your internal biases as performative. If all you want to pick up on is percieved tone, no wonder you never "get picked" or whatever you're so concerned about, because you can't healthily handle actual confrontation and criticism for the life of you.

#rexrambles #i'm still mad about the people in my reblogs #i'm painfully white. its helpful to acknowledge about yourself or others

I wish I could see a real doctor, I haven't do that since 2019. Having two ER nurse parents (including a deep Appalachian mama) will fuck you UPPP. For all the RN children out there, I see you, you are God's strongest warriors 😭

#rexrambles

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Being raised by a literal liberal manchild will turn you into the most lesbian lesbian to ever lesbian. I have never fallen for a "performative man" because I know those hellspawn inside and OUT.

#my father is still the primary reason I am alive so i love him #but i despise his “benevolent” misogyny #rexrambles #lesbian #dykeposting

Do you guys think its possible to have any social interaction at all without obsessing over what you did wrong after. I hate the fact words can't be unsaid but hhfhhfhfhffh I don't know how to shut up and my father refuses to respond to my words rather than my tone every time i get a little bit emotional. You know though, its a rough month for everyone i think. I am wishing y'all well.

#i hate the state i live in sometimes

I don't know why lack of eye contact is considered the de facto autistic trait when eyes are just intense. Can we not acknowledge that or something? If the split eye contact made before you make someone madder than the seven seas isn't BURNED into your mind than you're LYING

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anglaised

not putting them on blast bc they apologized and r gonna go research and whatever but this is exactly whats wrong with so much of the “left” right now, i really despise what “no war but class war” mindsets have done to the average person on the left bc they very obviously believe there are no racial or white supremacist components to class hierarchies which is insane to believe if you’ve read like…any history…like at all….yall keep landing in these pitfalls bc u literally “dont see race” but ur abstinence from acknowledging race is the exact thing making u racist and uninformed about class issues….and also the “i didnt grow up x racial minority” thing gets rlly old when if u all just like…listened to us, read theory from us…learned actual history u would not need to be in our shoes to understand racial dynamics…..i excuse it for a kid but most of the people that say this are adults

I've been using tumblr as a journal and am continuing to do so. I'm tempted to apologize but I don't think I am holding anyone hostage

I used to fantasize about marriage all the time. My mother married 7 times, she said I need to marry the right person, never settle. And yet she never stopped settling. I think i just wanted to be accepted. Starting to realize i'm probably on the aroace spectrum and have been somewhat hyperromantic and hypersexual across my life to overcompensate. I love all things beautiful, humans and their choice of movement particularly. Its just. In a different way than I thought

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Is there such thing as a healthy and sane July

thatpinkmagicboy

There is now. Happy Healthy and Sane July. Also happy disability pride month!

freakedoutdyke

HAPPY DISABILITY PRIDE MONTH GOOD FUCKING POINT!!!! Wait. It makes sense to me now. July is def the hardest month for hospitals. I am so fascinated by seasonal ER statistics

On a scale of straight to gay, how happy are you?

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