Timsasha brained againnnnn augh
Been tossing around in my mind how it went down when Tim told Sasha about Danny
Maybe it was some offhand comment initially. Them just chatting and her breaching the subject of why he came to work at the institute of all places and Tim just flippantly saying it had something to do with his brother. Not going into detail, but Sashaâs perceptive enough to pick up on the fact that thereâs more to it than his brother just being interested in the supernatural or something
It doesnât help that she didnât even know he had a brother before that comment. And when she asks why Timâs never brought him up in their, what, few months of knowing each other, his shrug and laugh come off as more defensive than anything else
Maybe thatâs her first glimpse into the masks he wears. Or maybe sheâs picked up on it before, when he bristles when one of their coworkers call all the statements drunken bullshit. Or when his eyes are glazed over after reading what should have been a simple statement followup
Either way, slipping Danny into conversation isnât something Timâs done since the incident. And once he does it the first time⌠he finds he keeps slipping up. Mentioning him offhandedly, whether it be something Danny would have found funny, bringing up his many hobbies, and, gradually, telling her about some memories here and there
He never directly says heâs dead in those few months, but he doesnât have to for her to know. The way he speaks in past-tense, or his smiles grow a bit sadder. Itâs not how someone would talk about a person that was still around
When he doesnât show to work randomly in the middle of one week, she gets the urge to reach out and does, and he ends up inviting her over. Heâs more subdued than usual when she gets there, and halfway through some shit movie they put on in the background, she notices heâs sniffling
When she calls him out, sheâs met with a weak scoff at first. Some bullshit about something in his eye, or how the movieâs boring him to tears. But when she hugs him, he breaks down fully
When he finally calms down, itâs with a mumbled confirmation of what sheâd already figured out. That itâs the anniversary of his brotherâs death. And when she asks what happened, he just⌠tells her everything. About Grimaldi, the building, what he saw⌠everything.
She doesnât know what to say when heâs done. And frankly, neither does he. The credits are rolling on the film they forgot to pause, and they just sit there.
When he scoffs in an attempt to gain back some face and says something about her not needing to believe him, already deflecting it away, she just shakes her head. Because for some reason, one she canât place, she does believe him.
Him and Sasha get closer in the weeks following, and drink a little too much one night, and when theyâre both sober again and laying in the same bed the next morning, things already awkward as-is, Tim clears his throat and cringes when he points out the shirt Sasha had haphazardly grabbed to sleep in the night prior was one of Dannyâs old ones
Unfortunately, pine as he might after that night, that was awkward enough to entirely deter him from making another advance for a while.
They never did get their next few âseasonsâ of on and off romance
When he brings up Danny offhandedly sometime after the worm attack, he gets this weird sense of deja vu when Sashaâs brow furrows, and she just asks âwho?â
He tells her thatâs not funny, and she apologizes, patting his shoulder and chuckling lightly as she walks off, making some comment about him being too sensitive. The entire interaction leaves a bitter taste in his mouth, but thinking too hard about it feels like itâll give him a headache, so he shakes it off as everything being a little uneasy these days
When he looks back at that moment after everything, it makes him feel sick, knowing he should have caught it then. Sasha would have never joked about that. But it doesnât matter now.