cillian

basics :

• name : sunny ( online name , if u get to know me u’ll learn my real one ! )

• # : trans19 , n my cisage isnt ur business :3 ! (i do follow cisage dnis appropriately dw <33)

• species : i’m a frankenbunnyboy ! you can ask the specifics but i’m basically the most beautiful pieces of rabbits pieced together into a monsterbun ^w^ !

• dms & asks / anons : always open ! i’m trying to be more active here n i would love to talk to or answer u ^w^

• warnings : i say slurs n cuss ! i can reclaim what i say but i do use them rudely :P i mirror all!!! beings , i believe n think exactly what u do but only around u (i myself am a hardcore leftist socialist/communist)

• dni : none ! not even antis :D ! i want to talk to evry1 n want evry1 2 feel accepted around me ^w^ !

my stances :

radq : i consider myself to be radically queer but i don’t support all of the ideas. i dont believe those who committed sex crimes can reform unless theyre children who committed cocsa, bc in that instance they very likely deal w the same thing at home from someone who cannot reform. in that same vain (kinda) im very pro-transid, even outside of radq-ism, i believe theyre very useful for therians and otherkins n whatnot, and even other than that i think theyre a helpful tool that gives ppl insight into their insecurities and comfortability even if they dont use it that way! also, i believe those w controversial transids are pretty frequently not doing it for the shock value n/or r not actually radq n dont actually use transids. i think those that are genuinely using those labels are frequently highly insecure n think theyre terrible or r right wingers (fundamentally not rq). transability isnt as prevalent as ppl act like it is. biid/bid are underdiagnosed conditions, n almost every transabled person ive talked to is literally either undiagnosed biid/bid or needs a mobility aid the doctor wont give them/they cant afford otherwise. overall i think i do rlly fit snugly into most the ideas of being radq, i support and care for everyone but i also hold no tolerance or understanding for those who are morally corrupt (feel free 2 disagree !! im completely open to different ideas)

paras : anti-abuse (as i hope we all are??) n i fucking despise contact stances, being so all or nothing abt what u think ppl can and cant do is what gets us into trouble in the first place. i say officially my stance is “js be normal”, so basically if they cant consent and its not inanimate, maybe js dont touch it? this goes for heavily mentally disabled/incapacitated ppl, idk why thats such a gray area sometimes like if what you want to touch cant give and take away consent at any time js like….dont…. my personal gray area is nxcro, bc like realistically not many ppl are gna consent to dying n then being used, but if you get that express permission then like go right on ahead idrc? i do support assisted suicxde for anyone who wants it and if thats how u wanna go i obvs cant stop u, lord knows id consent to being the body :3 but like other than that i think its pretty straightforward, idk maybe im too logical. also i do support all age attractions but not contact for all of them. like ephebz? duh ofc yeah if its an older one that understands consent and navigating power dynamics, js make sure ur partner knows and understands, bc ur a life teacher now lol. anywho my stance on paras is js pls use ur logical functioning brain that i know you have even if it works differently than others

more transid / para specific stuffs :

• my typing quirk : i don’t evr use caps , i use extra spaces between commas n punctuation marks , i shortn words by excludng random vowels , i use lettrs in place of word parts (ex.: sk8 , evry1) , i’m not particularly screen readr safe but i try 2 stay reasonable !

• my cisids : autism , osdd-1b , bunny , permaneedy , loser , chronically online , internet trauma , nerd , perma!sweet-scented , liar , hopeless romantic , glamour / earth wizard , poseidon’s favorite bunny

• my trisids : stpd , okuto nakamura irl , communal little brother , genius , nonsharing yume, fudanshi, himedanshi

• my transids : cismale , internet angel , fanbase , photosynthetic , truman show delusion , adored , desk pet , dandere

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sigh tysm TwT i think i needed someone neu/anti to acknowledge it instead of radqs whos first instinct is to defend their community </3

uhh my beliefs were forced n manipulated onto me but a lot of what i currently believe is rq / rq-leaning , im anti certain things but overall i think im pretty closely aligned w the rqc ?

i think once i get the confidence / self assurance to talk abt what was done to me + who did it , ill be able to find a blankqueer identity thatll be a correct fit or ill be post / radinclusive ^^

yeah the thing is ive been deep in the community for a year n ive interacted w so many different ppl n ive had my negative interactions (as u do w every community ur in), but ive been on the positive side of the community n seen how nice ppl are / can be when ur not only seeing the ppl w “transharmful / harmed” n most trace ppl

n honestly im scared of leaving,, ik im gna be berated by antis for being rq in the 1st place n im gna be berated by rqs for talking abt being groomed into it openly (bc at the very least if i dont separate myself fully im going very open w everyone abt how i was groomed into it)

(the sign that my layout and name and everything will be switching to a sports layout)

(i love hockey)

(but playoffs end tmrw so im changing to my other boston team)

(im transbostonian btw)

(go red sox)

(also i like f1)