Collared Fox

POV the depression has been slowly getting better over the past few months and you're usually doing better now, aside from that one time a few weeks ago which was actually 10 times worse than anything previously and you almost ghosted every single person you knew for the next month or maybe 3, but now your functioning enough that the anxiety comes back so hard you have a panic attack on the last day of school because your brain is so convinced you WILL drop all 3 ceramic projects you spent the last semester making and you really don't want that to happen so you death grip the box while going back and forth around the school because you manage to forget things like 5 times and you have to back for that and all the while you are lowkey crying and praying no one notices and have to force yourself to calm down because people can't see you cry especially not your brother who is picking you up from the school

I hate when people say like "random thing you like is actually KILLING YOU SLOWLY!!!!"

i am constantly in a state of either

i've become friends with this guy and i just. i don't want to be friends with him. like not like i hate him or something, just idk. talking to him feels like a chore, like it's just something that i have to do, not something that i want to do.

I think i accidentally asked someone out

you ever just go into weeklong hazes where hours pass like minutes and you can't really feel much anymore and you're only waiting to sleep again

Aphobia is so weird to me

realizing i may possibly have an intense fear of needles