Foureyedwierdo

this is just my personnel rant so if you don't wanna read it you can skip it

I've just started college few months back. I made a sorta friend Lets call her A on the first day. Well not really a friend but like more like someone you can hangout with. But still it was good. We sat together, had lunch together, exchanged notes, called each other before arriving at the college to ask if they've reached and all.

Things were good in thr early days. Then more students started coming in class. I am a good student so the teacher told me to give the new students notes and tell them what happened in class.

Two more girls were added to the group. B &C. Things were still good maybe better than before. I felt like i really made friends in college. But maybe it was all an illusion.

We made two more friends (E&F). Then our college organised freshers party, movie in a nearby mall. It was good we really enjoyed, clicked tons of pictures.

I was absent for a few days due to some family function. And when i rrturned i didn't really felt it at first but after sometime i felt wierd like I'm not part of their converstation. They're in their own world having their own inside jokes. I felt like i had to make an effort even to talk to them. I felt like a cameraman for them who just take photos but not be in them. It's not that they are bad but i sorta feel alone when I'm with them, it's as of they no longer care if I'm there or not.

I was holding onto it pretty good for some time. I would either listen to their convo and laugh like watching a show or just put ear pods and listen to music. I didn't really felt that bad..

but then there was lab class where we had to pair up with someone. They had already paired up amongst themselves. They told me to pair up with another guy as he was also looking for a partner. I felt like shit. Damn it hurts more than a breakup. And unluckily we have lab classes three times a week of 4 hours each.

i tried talking to some other people to maybr make a friend. And I even made one. But my friends again sorta steal him in lab atleast. As he is an intelligent student. Now I'm left all alone. I just need someone in the lab atleast. I don't want to feel alone.

Room full of people but no one to talk to. Thats my condition right now.

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