"the thing about paranoia is well what if I'm right" no actually I'll do you one better. what if it's the fourth wolf-crying incident in a row and I successfully manage to talk myself down and convince myself that I'm imagining all the ringing alarm bells bcuz that's what I did the last four times. so I ignore it and look away. and then. specifically due to me relaxing and turning around. The Fucking Wolf.
the thing about paranoia is that for my worst fear, I was right.
I was afraid that all my friends were talking shit about me behind my back, in a server that I didn't have access to.
Lol and behold, eventually, the server I have dubbed The Gossip Server had gotten leaked.
They had a thread area that had threads with everyone's names on them.
The only ones that were really used were mine and my partner's.
Over 800 messages in my thread.
Over 800 messages in my thread.
At some point in my life, I wouldve killed for some of the people in that server.
One of them, after being found out, sent this message: (tw under the cut for sui)
