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Mad Mew Mew in UNDERTALE didn't find her ideal body until someways into the events of the game (compared to Mettaton who's been in his body long enough to build a corporate media empire in the Underground). Pink in Deltarune could only possess an inanimate figurine until it sprung to life as a Darkner in Chapter 5. All to say is that neither version of Maddie figured out how to make this work until recently in their lives.

As a trans woman who cracked her egg at some point in her adulthood, we often wish we could have grown up this way. To know what it would have been like to be a girl from the outset, getting the care we need before our biology mangled our body, getting to know our family as a girl and not feel like we're trespassing the image of us in their minds.

So we feel that Pink's fixation on school is reflective of that yearning for a past that never was.

"I wish I figured this out sooner."

"I wish I could have loved myself enough to love others."

"I wish I learned these things in a simpler time."

One of Maddie's major conflicts with her new body is that she feels like if she starts loving herself and Pink, she'll lose herself. Accepting these feelings and desires when you've spent you entire life in this haze of self-loathing is hard. Doubly so when you've already built up a life and reputation as what you were assumed to be. Quadrouply so when you know you can't change how you grew up.

Aside from people calling you transphobic if you dare to call him am asshole, I seen a surprisinly amount of people that use it to erase his misogony and to make really weird theories.

Like, I seen a lot of people theorize that he was canonically pregnant an say that is a really important part of his character and backstory that you can't deny.

Of course 0 hate to people how make this for fan content cos they like it, I'm talking about people that insist is canon, like someone made a more that an hour long video about this an it's canonical importance.

Also of course trans men can get pregnant if they want and that doesn't make them less trans, but insisting so much that a character that has shown 0 parental qualities, has misogonistic tendencies and that really like his job would be a stay at home wife, extreamly femenine and sumisive and saying that is important for hus character is in my opinion a bit weird.

trans spamton is in the realm of a lot of other spamton headcanons for me, wherein i don't think there's anything wrong with them by default but ppl get so weird and annoying with it that i start disliking it over time

the thing is like. toby doesn't really write his trans characters like that. like mettaton and mad mew mew and the lioness and even ralsei now are extremely blatant in writing of what they're meant to represent yknow? like it doesn't make sense to me that spamton's Canonical Evidence would be hidden in the code and vaguely alluded to through concept art and stuff you know

again it doesn't mean it can't be a Headcanon. but insisting it's absolutely textually canon is really fucking silly to me . sorry

AND YEAH PEOPLE GET SO LIKE. SO SO STRANGE ABOUT IT. the number of fics ive seen where he's trans entirely so that 1) he can be the bottom and 2) he can get pregnant is like. i don't know man. am i controversial to say spamton's aborting those thangs