Floating

Was in a relationship with tumblr: einnengill

“I just don’t want to be together with you anymore”, how most love stories come to an end. I was A-OKAY like Seinfeld considering we had been at that very moment several times just with more screams. We argued annnnnd she punched me in the mouth. We lived together so I just I laughed at her and walked outside to separate myself from her AND her mom. 10 minutes later and I’m driving down to my parents place. You know to “give her the space she needed after such a traumatic experience”. Went back the next morning hoping things have calmed down, NOPE.

She backed me into a corner of my own house and threatened to strike my face again and before I could crash out I walked away. As much as I hate to admit it, that old side of me was going to treat her like a man and beat the living shit out her until someone strong enough was able to either pull me off or put me out of my misery. THAT didn’t happen, I walked outside again and called the police. They came, investigated, she tried to lie and claim she was the victim…of course 🙄 Thanks to the local sheriff department I got the help I needed to legally get her away from me. She was arrested on for assaulting me.

WHYYYYYY? why did i help her go to court and try to “soften the blow” To maybe save an already annihilated relationship? What thinking with your other brain can do to already broken young man after manipulation and mental abuse. It didn’t even help much. Even though I wasn’t pressing charges the state said heck no and they did themselves. She was still charged and hit with the books almost. No jail time but she got a pretty hefty probation and well I wanna say this is on her record for life.

If she assaulted anyone, argued with me and the neighbors called the police, basically got into any kind of legal trouble the judge was going to re-open her case with me and throw whatever bs we tried to “save” the first time right in the garbage. We tried to make things work but shortly after that court date she felt everything she tried to do and wasn’t allowed to anymore cause of her charges “made her” hate me more and more.

You BETRAYED me as a lover, you BETRAYED me as a friend. I HATE your fucking guts; I hope you ALWAYS feel regret! …

Put flowers on my tomb stone, cause I’ll hate you till the day I’m dead!”

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