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The quiet friend
he had me on chokehold when I heard his voice 😵💫
simon ghost riley works as a bouncer in the local town club, a small place notable for its signs that are barely blinking in the dark of the night, a type of shebang for its own people, making money from stable patrons, most often ordinary alcoholics and crowds of crazy teenagers who only look like adults, but in fact are not, although he should not care, he's here only for particularly serious cases of beatings or worse, sometimes even so that the cops called to the scene forget why they're here.
to stand on a damp street, sinewy back leaning against a cold brick wall very close to the main door, and people still get frightened of him every time, especially late at midnights, when only the silhouette of a skull on a balaclava and bottomless charcoal eyes are watching them from the corner, even the blonde eyelashes that frame his eyes oddly delicately do not help, but somehow he got used to it, learned to be amused by every squeak and gasp he received, both women and men reacting the same.
the job has its advantages, he could eat snacks from the bar in immeasurable quantities, because, one way or another, not many could refuse him, as well as allow himself a couple of sips of not at all cheap bourbon, but most of all he liked you, a cute, pretty little bartender, dressed to attract the eye not only with those tricks with drinks, but also with your revealing appearance, because of which simon more than once pulled all sorts of tipsy perverts away from you by the scruff of their neck, atlough he himself was no better than a dog.
you're just a doll, seriously, pouring into his glass despite the fact that you've already received a warning from your superiors, giggle sweetly at his old fashioned army humor, put your soft palm on his strong biceps in fits of laughter, thinking that simon doesn't notice that you're doing this only to him, grow sheepish when he ogles brazenly at the deep neckline of your cleavage in this work top, after he had drunk a little too much and no longer hides a slight grin on his thin, nicked lips, damn, you even flutter close to ask him if everything is okay when he smashes his knuckles on the face of another asshole.
and you also let him pound your soppy little cunt in the club's dingy storage room, squelching wet and needy around the jerking, veiny girth of his cock, pulsing walls gripping tight at the fat tip as his broad, scarred hips withdraw back, thrusts turning choppy as he forces himself deeper, knocking choking keens out of your drooling mouth, calloused thumb pulling harsh at your lower lip, making your jaw go more lax, opening up for his spit and gurgling when he bends to smear it all over your mouth palate and teeth with his own tongue, your shaking hands curling into the stretched fabric of his shirt on the ample chest.
there's advantages for sure, because there's nothing better than watching you try to work while his cooling cum drips between your legs and down their length, throwing offended angry glances simon's way and shuddering when he catches you passing by, wide palm smoothing over the clothed swell of your ass with a teasing grope, reminding that your slick drenched panties are now stuffed in the pocket of his cargos, lacy fabric barely peeking out, and this may well be considered a bonus for good work this week.
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simon ghost riley works as a bouncer in the local town club, a small place notable for its signs that are barely blinking in the dark of the night, a type of shebang for its own people, making money from stable patrons, most often ordinary alcoholics and crowds of crazy teenagers who only look like adults, but in fact are not, although he should not care, he's here only for particularly serious cases of beatings or worse, sometimes even so that the cops called to the scene forget why they're here.
to stand on a damp street, sinewy back leaning against a cold brick wall very close to the main door, and people still get frightened of him every time, especially late at midnights, when only the silhouette of a skull on a balaclava and bottomless charcoal eyes are watching them from the corner, even the blonde eyelashes that frame his eyes oddly delicately do not help, but somehow he got used to it, learned to be amused by every squeak and gasp he received, both women and men reacting the same.
the job has its advantages, he could eat snacks from the bar in immeasurable quantities, because, one way or another, not many could refuse him, as well as allow himself a couple of sips of not at all cheap bourbon, but most of all he liked you, a cute, pretty little bartender, dressed to attract the eye not only with those tricks with drinks, but also with your revealing appearance, because of which simon more than once pulled all sorts of tipsy perverts away from you by the scruff of their neck, atlough he himself was no better than a dog.
you're just a doll, seriously, pouring into his glass despite the fact that you've already received a warning from your superiors, giggle sweetly at his old fashioned army humor, put your soft palm on his strong biceps in fits of laughter, thinking that simon doesn't notice that you're doing this only to him, grow sheepish when he ogles brazenly at the deep neckline of your cleavage in this work top, after he had drunk a little too much and no longer hides a slight grin on his thin, nicked lips, damn, you even flutter close to ask him if everything is okay when he smashes his knuckles on the face of another asshole.
and you also let him pound your soppy little cunt in the club's dingy storage room, squelching wet and needy around the jerking, veiny girth of his cock, pulsing walls gripping tight at the fat tip as his broad, scarred hips withdraw back, thrusts turning choppy as he forces himself deeper, knocking choking keens out of your drooling mouth, calloused thumb pulling harsh at your lower lip, making your jaw go more lax, opening up for his spit and gurgling when he bends to smear it all over your mouth palate and teeth with his own tongue, your shaking hands curling into the stretched fabric of his shirt on the ample chest.
there's advantages for sure, because there's nothing better than watching you try to work while his cooling cum drips between your legs and down their length, throwing offended angry glances simon's way and shuddering when he catches you passing by, wide palm smoothing over the clothed swell of your ass with a teasing grope, reminding that your slick drenched panties are now stuffed in the pocket of his cargos, lacy fabric barely peeking out, and this may well be considered a bonus for good work this week.
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That Keegan post you made had me clutching my PEARLS! Your use of words was so masterfully done! I really loved the new vocab I learned while reading your work.
Your depiction of the relationship was also so so nice. Very loving and attentive and just so sweet. I could tell they loved one another and had already established boundaries that they knew they shouldn’t cross. The ending was lovely as well, a great way to tie things up.
Thank you for writing it! I’m excited to see what else your lovely brain comes up with!
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Whispers in the Woods: A Stranger's Shelter ft. OfftheGridCowboy!Keegan Russ
Sypnosis: When Keegan finds you petrified, running for your life from creatures unknown to you in the Haunted Appalachia trails after sundown, he takes you in for the night. Things get a bit crazy...
Warning(s): Mentions of Sexual Content, Violence, Petnames (?), Blood, Supernatural Horror (?), Eventual Smut, Barely Proofread, Reader is 28 and Keegan is 30, Reader is also AFAB
Word Count: 7.5k (enjoy keegan lovers ;)
Author's note: Blue cap anon thank you so much for inspiring me to write for Keegan. Honestly, I really love how this fic turned out and I hope you do too. I am so sorry I took so long to reply to you but you seriously warmed my heart so sosososo much when I read your message. I did not mean to put you on the back burner for this long/ Just know I have put so much effort into this to provide you a solid work so I hope that is a good enough excuse to have such a delayed response. Also so glad that you learned some new words LOL that really tickles me tbh, but I want to work more with the relationship that reader builds with Keegan in general or with any character x reader I write. So please enjoy this :)
edit: i think it's lowkey not living up to my expectations but ummm fuck it we ball
Sparks fly as the firewood in the pit crackles, casting an orange ember over you and the stranger sitting in front of you. His eyes, reminiscent of the cool, blueness of winter are lingering on you, and his heavy, leather jacket drapes over your shoulders to shield you from the chilliness of the early April evening. With his black cowboy hat slightly tilted upward, you note the black bandana covering most of his face, adding an air of mystery to his appearance.
"You really shouldn't be out here." His voice edges a precarious tone, though you cannot determine if it's toward you or whatever lurks in the abysmal woods. Maybe it was both. Your fingers curl around the distressed tanned hide, fiddling with the stitching of the material. A shudder careens through the columns of your spine, goosebumps trail over your skin, and the fuzz across your neck rises briefly.
"Don't look. Don't even acknowledge it." He instructs, steadying his gaze on you as he tinkers with the butterfly knife in his gloved hand. "W-what?" You gasp out, eyes reaming as your quivering vision sets on the embers of the pyre. A sinister presence harks over your convulsing body, heart palpitating out of your tightening sternum. But as soon as it arrives it departs and you're left heaving for the oxygen that was stripped from your lungs.
"I'm not gonna ask you again, what are you doin' walkin' around aimlessly in these mountains?" He repeatedly latches and unlatches the metal object in his hands, his gaze fixates on you. Truthfully, you were lost. When the engine of the old Dodge that you inherited from your grandfather abruptly cut out as you passed through a dead zone, it was all hauling ass from there on out. Classic damsel in distress situation.
Your father and he had both warned you about the Appalachian mountains. How apex predators inhabited the woods, preying on the innocent, ripping flesh apart on sight, or disappearing into the ghastly woods to never return. But, of course, you wrote it off as fearmongering. Never had you experienced the soul-crushing, harrowing existence of unidentified, cryptids lurking within the lacunas of the evergreens.
"My truck it—" You start to say, but the sound of him exhaling loudly cuts you off and you glance up at him with misery strewn across your features. Doe-eyes glimmering from the wetness that was welling in your oculars as your lips tremble. He outstretches his arm to the lantern on the perched log, "I've heard enough."
He begins to get up, extinguishing the flame, smothering it with what seemed to be a bag of salt and you felt fear creeping back into your system.
"Come on." As the pyre's embers fade, the lantern's switch emits a squeak, coaxing the oil flame to life, while the blood-curdling shrieks send shivers down your spine, ringing in your ears. And as if on cue, you cling to his side and he lets out a soft huff, feeling your arm coil around his.
The inferno acts as a bulwark from whatever is skulking around the both of you in the obscurity of the night as you move through the forest. You catch glimpses of shadows trekking about, seemingly running away from you now. A stark contrast from the previous frantic sprint through the woods in your petite, white frilly prairie dress that was now tattered at the edges and puffy sleeves. Now, you were safe. At least you certainly hope so.
A tiny light enters your line of sight in the distance, and you can only assume that that is his home. But you were still heeding the noises and images being molded in front of human eyes. It was as if the veil was lifted here, a supernatural existence in the vast mountains and woods of the Appalachia. You don't know whether to be terrified or fascinated, but you keep quiet as he silently leads you down the desire path to his home that is etching itself a little more into the horizon.
Approaching the home, you begin to notice the clandestine features of the house. A zephyr sweeps past you and the distinct smell of lavender and sage gently brims into your senses. You visibly shudder as the steps creak under your weight, your arm remains tucked into his own as he fishes out his keys and unlocks the door. Like a gentleman, he gestures to allow you in first and he follows closely behind, shutting it behind him.
"Shoes off at the door." He directs, treading past you as he tosses another piece of firewood into the lit fireplace.
What the fuck?
Is he just not going to acknowledge the paranormal manifestation that incurred upon them just now? The shadows of unearthly skinwalkers who infest the woods, who are prowling out there now as they barricade themselves from the outside? What is stopping them from forcefully intruding into his home?
You finally catch your breath for a moment, still feeling your heart hammering against your chest before you speak. "Are we not going to talk about what we just saw?"
"Nope." He simply replies, from another room and you blink back in surprise. Then it sinks in.
Of course, how could you forget? How can you forget the rules of the Appalachia, that were engrained into you as a child?
If you see something strange in the wilderness, no, you didn't.
If you hear something call your name, no, you didn't.
If you hear screaming in the Appalachian mountains, especially a woman's scream, no, you didn't.
If you feel something stalking you, do not run.
Never, ever, whistle at night.
Never go into the woods at night.
Never leave your windows open at night, even in the summer and honestly, the list dragged on and on and on.
Most of it falls on deaf ears never believing in the legends, and yet, here you are shaken up by things you never thought existed in a stranger's home who found it in his heart to shelter you until what you suppose would be dawn.
A wavering breath escapes you as you take a long gander at the well-maintained colonial home. The timeless and heirloom quality of the home becomes evident upon analyzing the vast array of paintings and framed photographs adorning the walls, each depicting individuals with strikingly similar features—dark brows, thick lashes, and mesmerizing steely blue eyes that seemed to penetrate your soul. You can't quite make out the framed artwork through your muzzy vision, but it's eerie the way you can't quite pinpoint why the face was so recognizable to you.
Exposed wooden ceiling beams motion your eyes to the inherited items and the mounted deer skull above the hearth. The warmth emanating from it felt different, soothing, lulling your quivery limbs. You oblige and kick off your boots, padding behind him as he draws out his gun from his holster and places it on the mahogany table. He removes his cowboy hat, hanging it on the horseshoe hat rack adjacent to the fireplace revealing his tousled short black locks. As he begins to unmask himself, a small gasp leaves your lips, fixating on his newly exposed features. And he was goddamn handsome and unusually reminiscent of someone from your childhood embarked into the backlogs of your memory, but of course, you brush it off.
And although he hears it, he does not acknowledge it as one hand grips the wooden chair and the other runs over his dark stubble. He's pensive. The last thing he needed was some heretic woman living under his roof for Lord knows how long. At this point, he decides that you are his responsibility and he cannot shirk from that for that would be unbecoming of a man like himself and he was raised better than that.
He glances up at the painting of his father above the hearth and you take note of the reflective state. His daddy was the embodiment of a Cowboy. Gentlemanly, charming, nifty, and always genial, providing the best hospitality a person could provide. No way, he'd accept Keegan kicking you to the curb, leaving you out for those creatures to rip you apart. Plus, his father would simply rise from his grave and kick his ass.
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I LOVE YOU FOR WRITING THIS
I can't even tell you how much this means to me. I have been stumped on writing the next chapter because i suck at series. But thank you so much <33333
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SAM CLAFLIN as Finnick Odair in THE HUNGER GAMES: CATCHING FIRE (2013), dir. Francis Lawrence

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nothing calms finnick odair more than the sound of your steady heartbeat. that is why, when he was lying on top of you, his head comfortably (for him) resting on your chest, you didn’t dare to tell him you were getting breathless. instead, your fingers traced soft, lazy patterns across his back, whispering sweet nothings to him with the little air you had left. your heart fluttered every time he hummed in contentment and nuzzled into your chest, trying to bury his face impossibly deeper.
“c’mere,” you murmured softly. the familiar request that meant you wanted him to bring his forehead close enough for you to press a tender kiss on it. and he complied swiftly, as the smitten man he was. just like he always did.
“are you comfy?” you whispered, your fingers drifting from his back to his hair, playing gently with his golden locks.
he immediately closed his eyes and let out a soft hum, completely defenseless under the sensation of your fingers in his hair. “very,” he whispered. “couldn’t get me off of you even if you paid me, honey.”
you laughed softly, a little mischievous smirk appearing on your face. if cuddling with your lover was one of your favorite pastimes, then teasing and annoying him had to be your absolute favorite.
“yeah?” you asked, trying to hold back a giggle. he nodded softly, your fingers in his hair making him far too drowsy to speak. “and what if-”
“hush, sweetheart,” he immediately murmured, a silly, knowing smile on his lips as he knew what game you wanted to play. “don’t even start. you know i’d choose being like this every single time. i’d choose you.”
his words made your heart flutter, and you couldn’t help the warm sensation in your chest, turning you all giddy.
“you’re no fun,” you teased, sighing dramatically and feigning defeat. yet your smile gave you away, holding so much love for the man resting on top of you.
finnick scoffed and looked up at your face, his mischievous grin making you burst into soft giggles. “i am fun! i can show you fun!”
he got off of you and stood up, looking closely at you for a few seconds before scooping you effortlessly in his arms. “i’ll show you fun,” he grumbled playfully, already carrying you toward the door.
the warm sand prickled under his feet as he strode with determination towards the shore, ignoring your protests to be left on firm land. “finnick!” you squealed between loud laughter. “put me down! you win! you’re fun!”
“too late for that, honey,” he said with a grin, glancing down at you in his arms. the beach was so familiar to him, he could walk to the shore without even looking where he was going. or so he thought.
gasps of surprise quickly turned into loud laughter. he had accidentally stepped on a prickly seashell, which led to him stumble and fall with still you in his arms. nothing would have prevented him from falling face-first into the sand.
his first instinct was to make sure you were okay. but the moment he lifted his head from the sand and turned to look at you, you couldn’t help but laugh even louder. it was a sight to behold. his gorgeous features, the ones your fingers traced every night in bed, were now comically covered in sand.
“are you okay, sweetheart?” he tried to ask, but before he could finish, some of the sand on his lips slipped into his mouth and he started coughing. “dear god,” he muttered as the sand on his eyelashes started to be a problem too. meanwhile, since you had fallen on your side after being carried like a bride, the sand wasn't being nearly as much of a hassle for you as it was for him.
“i’m alright, my love,” you said, brushing sand off his face with the clean side of your shirt. “i think you’re the one who had it worse,” you teased, but you could tell he was genuinely relieved that he hadn’t hurt you by accident.
while he thanked god the sand had cushioned the fall, you thanked him for stopping finnick’s determination. you already knew exactly what he was planning to do. he always loved teasing you by swinging you dangerously close to the shoreline, a playful threat to toss you into the water accompanied by a wicked grin.
you had never been much of a swimmer, always leaning to the weak side. a funny thing, considering you were born and raised in district 4. his final trick was always the same: he’d wait until you were fully convinced he was bluffing, and then toss you straight into the sea.
still, he was always careful. he made sure to throw you where water was shallow, always close enough that he could rush in right after you to get you. the not-so-bright side is that he usually didn’t care whether you were wearing a swimsuit, and more often than not, you ended up in the water still wearing your casual clothes.
“i think we should head home, finn,” you say softly, longing for a long bath and the feeling of being clean again. you lean in to press a kiss to his cheek, only to gag when you realize you have sand-covered lips now. “you know, you could run me a bath,” you add. your voice is gentle. trying to coax him into heading home before he can think of getting up and going towards the shore again, “maybe i’ll even ask you to join me.”
those words, along with your big eyes pleading with him lovingly, were all he needed. he scooped you back into his arms and began the walk home. this time, actually watching where he was going.
simon with a girlie who really isn’t into penetration.
fine with him, his back is shit anyway. would rather have his face inbetween your legs while he rests on his back, plush of your thighs nearly suffocating him. what a way to go out.
you were embarrassed when you finally brought it up, dodging the question and getting super anxious whenever it was time. always felt like a performance, and you never felt like you delivered. never wanted your partners to feel bad, but it just didn’t hit right for you. always stuck in your head about it and never able to really enjoy your evenings.
to your surprise simon was very understanding.
“can still use my mouth, right?” he’d asked.
a bright blush burning on your cheeks, you’d squeaked out an unintelligible answer. something close to a yes.
“need’a hear ‘y say it, dove,” simon cooed.
“y-yes,” you’d said, nodding to make sure he saw, incase he couldn’t hear (poor guy’s half deaf).
and that was that. simon had never made you feel bad. just accepted the terms you had laid out for him. he was a pretty simple guy, and as long as his pretty baby got off, he didn’t care as long as he was part of the process. whether it was his mouth or a couple of his fingers, he had you seein’ stars. legs trembling with the aftershocks of many, many orgasms.
simon always made it a challenge to see how many he could pull from you. would usually open you up with sweet licks to your cunt, making an absurd mess between your thighs. arousal dripping down his nose and chin onto the surface below. letting his nose bump your clit, he would alternate between kissing and slow stripes of his tongue, having you coming in minutes.
he’d pet your side, letting you calm down before building you back up again, laying on his back and pulling you down on his mouth. kept your hips seated firmly against his face, absolutely devouring your pussy.
thighs soaking wet with your slick and his spit, making it easy to grind down on his face. you’d grip his hair, rolling your hips and relishing in the loud groan rumbling from his chest. tight band of pleasure snapping as you came again, thighs squeezin’ his head in the most delicious way.
simon would tap your thigh, finally needing air. would come up with a low groan, chest rising and falling as he gulped in lungfuls of fresh air. grinnin’ with slick dripping down his chin. by orgasm three, you were pretty relaxed, babbling nonsense and pliant into the pillows. this is when he’d add a finger or two. just a bit, to hook into that spongey spot. other hand holding your hips down as he caressed your body, pulling it over the precipice again, hot tears falling down your face as you sob. the pleasure too much.
cunt twitching with aftershocks, glistening with the evidence of simon’s tongue. enough to make him nearly come in his briefs. he’ll brush his fingers through your folds, collect a dollop of slick and plop it right between his teeth. eyes rolling back as he moans around his fingers.
if his back isn’t acting up, he’ll push your thighs to your chest, thick cock sliding through your folds and bumpin’ against your swollen clit. loves hearing the moans punched from your chest, feeling your fingers dig into his biceps.
his pretty girl looking up at him, all dumb because of his mouth, his fingers. him. mouth open as you pant, eyebrows scrunched in pleasure. has never seen anything more beautiful. doesn’t take him long, pleasure driving quick and burning in his back. balls drawing up right before he releases on your stomach. a pained groan leaving his lips as he presses a kiss to your sweaty forehead.
“good job, dovie. always such a good job.”
i need him neowwwww
this repost from when I edited myself into photos with David is frying me🤣 like the random stray??😭😭
David watching his fans call him a mid white man;
im appalled
The ringing in your ear is deafening, back pressed up against the brick wall, weapon up, and your heart hammering in your throat. The comms are nothing but static. It's enough to make you want to rip the piece out altogether.
A round ricochets off the concrete inches from your skull. Too close for comfort.
"Christ," you hiss, ducking lower to save your brains from painting the graffiti-covered walls.
"Oi, stay focused," Simon mutters, steady beside you. Calm, like he isn't in the eye of the storm.
Johnny, ever so eager to get a word, shouts across the hall: "Focused? The hell's tha supposed t'mean? [y/n]'s nearly had her face shot off!"
"Still might," Ghost replies flatly. "Wouldn't be much of a loss."
Your head snaps toward him. He doesn't so much as flinch when a round grazes his boot.
"Meant tactically." he lies without missing a beat.
Johnny barks out a laugh, even with bullet fragments smashing against the brick. "Bloody hell, L.t., that how you flirt?"
Kyle is just as easily chuffed. "Romantic as sharpnel that one."
Simon's voice cuts in, gravelly and low: "If I were flirtin', you'd be beggin' me to stop."
A grenade lands between you and Simon, but he's quick to scoop it, and lob it to the other side without a blink when he looks in your direction. A short silence amongst them before the shooting begins again.
Price stands up, adjusting his fisher hat, and spitting at that concrete. "If you lot are done speed dating, we've got a building to clear."
You roll your eyes as you fall in behind your Captain. "Yeah, I can really feel the romance."
also can someone tell me why the FUCK my ex said that, "you don't see me commenting about your porn fic blog" in response to why he had another woman on his phone screen after pining after me for months after me breaking up with him

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the worst possible thing that could happen to a creative person is skill regression. when you actively look at your most current works and your past works and notice a HUGE difference in skill set,it is honestly the most depressing thing ever