𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐍𝐔𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐃𝐀𝐘𝐒.

i’ve been thinking about this the last two weeks but i just saw a post about how people who have social anxiety probably shouldn’t be roleplaying and... well, that’s me to a tee. i struggle ridiculously hard with reaching out to people, with making that first move, and so usually i just sit here being sad and feeling like i’m disposable, which i know is false and is just exacerbated by my anxiety and intrusive thoughts but i’m just... used to it at this point, idk.

that post isn’t the catalyst to this, but it’s kind of the nail in the coffin, i guess. but it’s also a pattern -- i lasted two years writing mike, took a nine month break, then came back for a little over two with jamie, so... it’s that time again. 

hopefully i’ll come back here, but i can’t predict that. i’m just... burned out with tumblr rp and i think i just need to set it aside completely for as long as it takes for me to feel any sort of desire to be on tumblr.

if you still would like to write with jamie, mike, or any of my other characters, you can find me on discord at eww david#5040, and in my spare time i’m also hanging out on twitter which you’re welcome to as well (here’s the link).