hey you, smile! :)

and here we go again, my baby is back in jail. but this time facing prison time. going to be following a lot of prison wife/girlfriend blogs and posts to try and help me get through this. hasn't even been a month yet and I miss him like crazy but I know we can make it through this. he told me once he gets out hes proposing. :)

bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch is all my mom does Stttfuuuu!!

MY BOYFRIEND COMES HOME TODAY!!!! DO YOU EVEN REALIZE HOW EXCITED I AM?! i’ve been up all fucking night, i can’t even sleep. can’t wait to hug him, kiss him, love him, cuddle him and fuck the shit out of him!! ahhhh :D

I hate this house and everyone in it tbh.

have you ever just felt so hopeless with life? like you have hit rock bottom? because thats me right now. I feel so hopeless, so sad, i just hate everything. nothing can seem to go right and when they start looking up, someone or something has to fuck it up. im so sick of not being happy. i get so hopeless and theres days i just want to end everything. i’ve even lost my best fucking friend. all i have no is brandon, and i love him more than the entire world but my family isn’t accepting. its so irritating, nobody else can see just how great this man is. i want to spend the rest of my life with him. <3  all i want is to be out of this house, out on my own and living with him. i cant wait to have his children, to graduate college and just get my shit together. but it just seems like its never gonna happen. fml